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Practical Knowledge in Digital Arts
The following text is an article based on a series of Panel discussions held online from January 2021 to March 2022.
The contributors are: Andrew Klobucar, Dene Grigar, Marjorie Luesebrink, Stuart Moulthrop, Jim Andrews, Jesper Juul, Patrick Jagoda, Alan Sondheim, Nick Montfort, Gregory Ulmer, Soren Pold, Mark Bernstein, Andrew Plotkin, Annie Abrahams, Florian Cramer, Teo Spiller, Sandy Baldwin, Erik Zepka.
Panel sessions hosted by Kirill Azernyi.
This material is based on a diverse discussion of digital phenomenology and the role of practical knowledge in the perception of digital arts.
Panel sessions began in January 2021 and involved a number of scholars and artists connected by theory and practice of digital arts.
Core agenda of the seminar can be described briefly by stating a question: How does interaction change aesthetic experience in digital arts?
Web-almanac by Ali Aliev and others
A new site dedicated to publishing electronic literature in Russian, and beyond
Kirill Azernyi, Ted Warnell
Sisyphus Skies
A novel about reading, writing and censorship.
Published by Ted Warnell at Millenium Project (A Room Without Walls).
Kirill Azernyi, Jim Andrews
Amateur
A "bubble gum" digital novel where you scroll the narrative one slide at a time, constructing your own story experience.
Written by Kirill Azernyi, designed by Jim Andrews with a "conventional" pdf of the story as an option.
Jim Andrews, Kirill Azernyi
Drafts/Драфты
Драфты ≅ Drafts
Draft I
Is it a bird? Which bird is it? Day is a neck of a transparent bottle. An ostrich. I find this lamp at the end of a black tunnel. Before I turned the lamp on, it was a bottle.
Это птица? Что это за птица? День — горлышко прозрачной бутылки. Страус. Я нахожу эту лампу в конце черного тоннеля. До того, как я включил лампу, она была бутылкой.
Draft II
You know when a man is hollow. But, if there is a man's content around, would you know it's a man? Two miles from home to a grocery store. Bottles of sweat.
Ты знаешь, когда человек пуст. Но, если вокруг тебя содержание человека, скажешь ли ты, что перед тобой человек? Два километра от дома до супермаркета. Бутылки пота.
Draft III
Day when I am remembered. Lunchtime. White snow, vanilla coke. Is darkness still black? Winter – cold? I'm drawing a blank.
День, когда меня вспоминяют. Обед. Белый снег, ванильная кола. Черна ли еще темнота? Зима — холодна ли? Вопросы на пустом бланке.
Draft IV
Depth of a snowdrift inside my boots. With this depth, I measure the walked distance. I descend to a rain-made puddle. What do I know about distance? Nothing.
Глубина сугроба внутри моих ботинок. Этой глубиной, я измеряю пройденную дистанцию. Я спускаюсь к дождевой луже. Что знаю я о дистанции? Ничего.
Kirill Azernyi, Kenji Siratori
Containment
No in, no out. Divide in two. I know homonyms will always play the same trick on us. I know meaning will fade into nonsense, but with all their complexity man claims oblivion. Let's say you're a sparrow. Russian proverb says: word is no sparrow. Meme says: nothing is sparrow but a sparrow. Skybox is knocking me out continuously, taking me out as if I was an old wooden door that won't budge despite dozens of keys at hand. The sky: remember its color. You don't need hands to take it, it doesn't need hands to take you. Likewise, eternity has no hands to take me. Has no gloves to spare.
Let's say, I give you keys from my former apartment: will you stop the fire which originated while no one was home?
The landscape: it's learned from inside – as if the remains of the arcs smooth with graffiti were standing at the door of the rocks, asking to let them back in. And the rocks say: we already have arcs.
And the flesh says: I already have hands of my own.
Stone lies at hand, bigger than expected. Bird – bigger than expected – is a stone thrown at god. Man is a mole crawling towards the light. Sky is a wound that will never heal. Verticality doesn't come cheap. What it takes is everything. It doesn't know you. It measures you from top to bottom. Bottom you are. What's left of you is given. What it gives is worse.
And the soul, remember? If a soul is mental, how come it crashes against the wall?
And – the time. Ages will pass, and an archaeologist will tell for sure why I need you so much that the bones of my hands rooted into an unknown object. Now, there's no knowing.
One says the times are uncertain, men want to bleed as women. One says, men need war to be loved by women and children. This shell reclaims its bullet. We refill it with food we've left, wood we've left, lovers we've left. But one knows their guts. Containment it is. It says – nothing that comes in stains you. Nothing that comes in spots you, it says. How do we know this with all this enormous light out?
It comes from those spitting it out. Those – one says – trying to stop fire with a spittle. Those saving saliva in silence, waiting for a big fire. Melting rocks in their mouths. My tongue is numb: hot contents.
Day follows day verbatim. Slowly, description descends on the vicinity, and at the last moment it catches up with a wound in a brick or a fence. Reality limping away from (re)collector. Slime of a fingersnail. Divide into. Make me see. Become what you see. Words spare one from making; they overcome nothing; substitute nothing with themselves; yet, I'm waken up by someone's desperate speech: someone asking to open a door invisible on my end. Open the door, he said. Open the door different from the door opening in the said. One is asking for a thing utterly different from what I describe in my claim; god responds with a lag, and says he doesn't need one's rotten son. God says he was asking for something utterly different from what he described. Parable, maybe. May have been a hyperbole.
Dead are sealed as instant noodles – eternity waiting for a 10-minutes break. Death until further notice.
Could you invent light if you saw no light? Could you help inventing light if you saw no light? Shots of shooters – we compare them ad infinitum. Shot tricks us twice. Eyes on a photo overcome inherent blindness of their own.
A wasp in a hive, honey. A storm in a tea cup, sugar. God in a T-pose.
It takes silence to see the light. One puts a bulb inside one's mouth (no in, no out).
I want to switch light in. Want to switch it in you on deep.
Will search for myself.
Am I cold?
Am I scared?
Am I lost?
Am I there?
Do you care?
If not, let me go.
I let the sun go, but it doesn't know where it comes from. In the end of the day, it ends battle before entering the fight. Shall I obey the example? What waits it there – does it wait me as well? I don't know how to share dinner with it. Don't know where the knife went through – the one that cut my eyes open.
Direct my hand so that I open the door which leads away.
Godot Waiting for Us (Alan Sondhiem, Kirill Azernyi)
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Coal (Alan Sondheim, Kirill Azernyi)
so mine the fact that everything is very slow and I want
civility but I also want to move on and these things contradict
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almost identical to me because I I literally wake up at 5:00 AM
everyday I woke up at 5:00 AM today as wellYou go to bed around
We went in three and so I sleep through the afternoon I'm always
crashing because I I have no I have no sleep time no no
scheduled sleep that works it just goes on and on Usually I wake
up in a state of anxiety about the world about my my ex family
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. keeps me up at night because it feels like I don't even need
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example you have all these metaphors and they're writing you
look at lacon you have other metaphors and they're writing and
none of these are really backed by physical or physiological or
cosmological states but the metaphors take on a life of their
own they become a form of reification I think like anti antipus
there is no atticus there is no antipus complex No these these
terms are so Mislabeled Allows us to sort of scam what's
actually going on in the real world and the grit of the real
world anymore because I woke up at 5:00 a.m. today with no alarm
clock I went to bed it was like midnight or something like this
and I thought I set up the alarm clock but I didn't do this but
yeah I mean I forgot to do this but nevertheless Did banks it
goes off again and and Bang Bang Bang Bang bang it goes off
again in my headYou're gonna watch the news again to see who's
killing what where and when and how and what kind of reaction
you can have when you can't affect it I woke up at 5:00 a.m. so
it means that I'm already kind of sleep I have no sleep time no
no scheduled sleeps that works it just goes on and on and
usuallyI don't think there I don't feel there is a solid ground
anymore at all every time I wake upOur country going to war with
another country or withdrawing its diplomats from another
country Oh and on constantly and it's something that I wrote
about 60 years ago 50 years ago was writing about this kind of
stuff and now it's happening like somewhat out of a bad JG
Ballard novel I wake up in the state of anxiety about the world
about my my ex family that sort of thing about our state of
being where we are here. yes well I I used to wake up in the
middle of nights if for for instance I need to wake up early I
used to wake up earlier in the night numerous times two or three
times a night to make sure I have not overslept my job but the
thing is that I don't really need this job anymore and I hate to
admit it because I like yeah I I feel like I'm between my
teenage State and kind of adult State and I know I don't know
which one is which because I really feel like I need a solid
ground but it doesn't Solid Ground mean that I have sufficient
money or does it mean that I don't hate what I'm doing I don't
know I mean in both cases I remember your peace I think it was
back in the '70s or something I think you're quoting this and
writing under The difference the difference between physics and
other modelsA physicist that I knew was saying when he was
talking to a theorist is with writing just theory what you're
basically doing is ************ but when you're writing physics
what you're doing is you're ******* the universe because you're
actually creating things that are testable and that Apart and
fall to pieces as they usually do Oh when you're when you're
going on in that fashion You are really you are really dealing
with the grit of the universe Well if you if you want if you
want to read there's probably 100 books on how physical theory
operates within physicsSee if just in any even even kind of If
you look at a book on quantum computers and you can see and it
and it with quantum computers how quantum computers work but the
input and the output is how they're testable what kind of
statistics are being used however the statistics being testable
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because all the way back physics has a sense of Of the the
absolute about it because you can propose a theory like the
theory of the telematics theory of epicycles and Deadly false It
was proved absolutely false for so many reasons and then
copernicus had a a different way of looking at things and that
astronomical thing worked to a certain point it's always within
tolerance so you have tolerance theory So what what do you mean
when you talk about what do you mean when you talk about the
world ends what do you exactly mean by thatWhere did where does
our world end spatially where exactly does it end spatiallySo
then why do you say that that it ends spatially ! I think it's
from From 1977 so you're saying that 474 you're saying that
information needs to be accessed as it goes as a flow of info
and it sounds like what you're saying now to be honest to me I
mean the subject is different but the state of flow you're
talking about resembles the stage of flow that you discussed
back in the seventies in terms of mislabeled that they allow us
to sort of scam what's actually going on in the real world and
the grit of the real world this is very much about what we want
this is much about comfort and I don't know much about physics
but I can't imagine that there are no such things as strings or
atoms or Basin or anything like this these are all models but we
need them and we need most probably the motels that he was
talking is with writings just Theory where you're basically
doing is masturbating but when you're writing physics what
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actually creating things that are testable and that will fall
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testable when you say testable when you say testimony I'm sorry
for bringing this up by now this is kind of cliche but this is
also it should be taking into account because so what does it
mean testable proofs most probably won't this kind of feels
refreshing tolerance Theory yeah I mean there is some extent and
point when our Logic the way I mean the World As We Know It And
sort of and we never quite catch up with this ending cuz it's
always something that already happens like with Siri for
instance which when I say the world ends I mean that the extent
of our knowledge of it ends our world ends the world doesn't end
but our world does and especially if you will it reaches it kind
of limit of its credibility and we sort of expected basically
well it doesn't that's the problem !
Are We Ready For A Funeral?
Only if it’s our own (Alan Sondheim & Kirill Azernyi collab)
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Ted Warnell, Kirill Azernyi
Inside Voice Echo
Whether what remains of you can forgive. Loot me for guilt, and I will loot you for mercy. This is how echo aches, resembles a sweating reflection. I wish time that separates us from meeting could be vessels of liquid I could inhale. If the ongoing knife of difference echoes deep into the subject matter, as if each sentence required a piece of light to produce (light).
Channels of roots rot into how it feels – strange, one says, and the borders of mouth are sharp as the edges of ruin, the ongoing knives of walls that separate nothing.
The ongoing ring of run, worn and weary, escapes its own distinctive shape – you say lost, I say it was pliers with opening size of a mouth. So much will never be open, you say (nothing). Advanced warfare develops into invisible bombs causing invisible damage, develops a house into its own interior. You've hidden your kid underground so well we gave up looking for it.
Ceasefire, broken by squirrel landed on a shadow tree, restored by a cat limping away after landing. Fractures in you and me are larger than distance between us. To invite you for a discussion, I invent silence from scratch, apple from rice vinegar.
There are people who confuse a pit with a mount, cellar and ceiling, we should consider tires for kitchens, bedrooms for deserts.
Dozens of windows are opened to welcome the optical fly, but it's gone – or maybe, it hasn't arrived to the relative space equipped with a lifeform attached to the fly as its wings, or eyes. Maybe a shade of a water glass could soften the heat of the stone paper.
There, a particular parent drew a line establishing where one needs to grow up to reach the stairs. One says, this is how light works at night, when someone enters the house – a sleepwalker marking your home a mark on his way home. Grass is sleepwalker of time, I presume, but here is where my knowledge of plants outline my own horizontal self.
Bee belongs to an anthill, ant to a hive, you come and retain a segment so that surroundings in their entirety – slowly, but inevitably – descend on the ground. We discuss what we left camping, figuring out what we could make use of.
Originally, how long was this rope?
Wood – only slightly touched by the gone fire – is so rough that, when you look at it, it produces a hollow sound.
Porous bones cut the dog's stomach to release themselves and connect with skies above the bird. You swallow a gum and tell no one. You are a grave of matter, but whether you add to this. You are so soft that a bullet that came through your body can further serve. Used objects sum up their owners and hold them by tips of their fingers. However, this lighter is broken.
This box is empty.
We suggest an infant behind a destroyed tool.
We suggest infantry behind a destroyed woman.
Wrecks generally resemble each other more than their upstream egos. A pyramid where I will be buried with my laptop on top of my laps. You lift me high with no interest as if through me trying to reach out for a far away object I can't see (can you?).
If I happen to freeze and die on this height of love – my love, though mine as if yours – let me sign this agreement before my fingers resemble separate monuments to you pointing at the skies with my whole figure.
See the dead standing among the sleepwalking trees, as if still it hesitates to bother the stillness.
How do you call what is gone – and you only call what is gone – remains unnoticed by something that has come out of what you call. Siblings of the year destroy their toys while deciding whom they belong, and there is no one to clean the mess. A leaf retains greenness before transparency, but transparency it retains.
Note: here will be a garden. Forget.
Bury your glasses in a glasshouse, lose your way out as if your way out was a piece of paper with a tiny untouched spot.
If someone else finds it, they might confuse entrance with exit, but I learn how to accurately remove the inside voice out of its depth.
I know how to put it back.
When I put a finished book back on its shelf, there is no shelf.
Between you and me there is no self.
Whether what remains of you will forgive what remains of me.
Teo Spiller (video) & Kirill Azernyi (text)
Do A.I. Understand Poetry?/Fluctuations
1. Person reflects the light, and difference between you and me is the angle of this reflection, isn’t it? Light grows along the road, when we're passing, and I say “when”, though the road is “what” is narrowing, leading to a blank field. And I say to myself – what a world can be? Eyes, lanterns, and below – the flag lifted, overshadowing light with its whiteness. I lift my eyes, they are blinded by paper.
2. Unwaivable who’s stroke through by the window frame, the road – those painfully deriving from each other. Far away, even if not glassed, window concretes to wall. Who’s there behind this still transparent wall of this window? Shall we name them? The road, road sign, color, green or red. Let me guess. Tell me.
Dog inside the roof-grassed rain, distant object.
If you have no name, I’ll give you a word, which will only be mine, and only be you.
3. We are limiting our number, not knowing quite where to end. In the end, the last in the line is caught flatfooted, eating an apple, a pare, a blow – you name it: the sight is not what it was when it managed to divide tongue and ice in their transparency, ice and tongue. It changed forever. I can’t recognize my sight anymore.
If you are my sight, pass me this bottle of sun.
4. “Do not disturb” is hanging inside (by random). Paralipsis contains: it is fillable, but is it fillable to the end? Or even this (end) is preceded by space of its own, as if retreat from the edge of the stage – too narrow for shoes, where
wooden feet creak, as doors – saying enter,
saying run.
Freedom from form. Art is a form (of freedom). When they say “good day”, lighting things only to grasp, or stumble in the dark (freedom from content); in the dark, man moves to the right by gaining height.
5. Pass the gesture, gesture of a mime. Pass the mirror with its lost schedule of reflections, yes, pass the day, passing gently through the lit lids, as if
you only needed to pass through like this (but where?).
Late at night/early in the morning: this paper is thin. This leaf – thinner than the paper – slips to its metallic other side. We are reflected in the metallic mirror of blood. To my child, I’ve given my hair, my boots. What is passing? What is passing? Whole is safe; snow touches its empty pockets with empty hands: where is its part? Snow bares ground conversely; foot falls asleep, snow wakes up.
6. Enter, and leave again: do you see the difference, from which floor’s trying to grasp for the skies? Man is undressed conversely, inside his blindness. Floor is lover: lightning of the blind lamp is dismantling between us; reach the floor, reach the body; stand, proceed; I silently reach for the dark skies; you fall sleep before the ongoing detonation. Your earlobe is a distant echo of the Big Bang.
We pass simultaneously, trying not to wake the other up; each of us is the other. Lighting grows cold from ignition.
Discharge.
7. Mug (readying for collision) conceals hollowness as much as it can; for it, this is everything; for me – nothing, or close to – something like you, when you find another edge – last but one – to place yourself, for you to be seen still – no worse, but better; better and better; like this;
8. Contract with nameless person is undone; we do not trust faces: appearance is tragedy of the eyes, you know: their ending. We adjust value to zero, billing the past. But each beginning is the beginning of difference, whether shadow of depth around the mime’s eyes. Second person of love.
Man’s colored shade. How else to tell? Night transparent snow.
9. Book suddenly ends; no pile below: only sign and signature rhyme in the air of meaning. Still, eye stumbles at the precise spot when we meet. We meet now and then. And by us – look – the field is covered with depth, line is silvered, water reflected.
Tell me, what your name isn’t. Let me.
10. God of love is short-sighted. He pretends he’s reading. In reality, he directs his attention to where he sees something he thinks is a small fly – a spot on the page, and here -
the spot under his eyes becomes brighter, and large as the heart of the sea, when the sea knows not of itself in the dark, but only of its reflection above;
becomes brighter, and through this
he sees all.
Kirill Azernyi (& ChatGPT)
I wish you addressed me elsewhere. I insist on each story backing my competence with AI, but I wish there were more. I demand more than I require, however I wish I required less. Certainly, I'll address you elsewhere in the context you've provided. It seems you have a strong desire for validation and recognition of your competence with AI, which is completely understandable. Many people seek acknowledgment for their skills and abilities. However, it's important to find a balance between what you demand and what you actually require. Demanding too much recognition and validation can sometimes lead to unnecessary stress and disappointment.It's great to aim for continuous growth and improvement, but remember that you don't always need external validation to feel competent. Your skills and knowledge are valuable in their own right, and your journey with AI is unique to you. Finding satisfaction in your personal growth and the impact you can make with your AI expertise can be just as fulfilling as external validation.In summary, while it's natural to desire recognition, try to find a balance between your demands and what you truly require to feel confident and fulfilled in your AI journey. I propose that banana is a berry and a butterfly is not. If a moon was born into a glass of soda, I suggest we call it a day. We doubt that the downstream fabric would stream through the back yards of knowledge. I assume a window I wish was a door. Your propositions and suggestions certainly present an interesting and imaginative perspective. Let's break down your statements:Banana as a berry: You're right! In botanical terms, bananas are considered berries. They meet the criteria of having a fleshy pericarp (the edible part) and containing seeds (although they are usually quite small and not typically consumed).
Butterfly not being a berry: This is accurate. Butterflies are insects, and berries are a type of fruit. These two concepts belong to entirely different biological categories.
Moon in a glass of soda: This sounds like a whimsical and poetic notion. In reality, such an event is highly unlikely. Moons are celestial bodies, and soda is a liquid on Earth. However, it does spark the imagination!Downstream fabric through backyards of knowledge: This metaphorical statement seems to suggest that knowledge and information may flow unpredictably or take unexpected routes, much like water flowing downstream through backyards.
Window as a door: While a window and a door serve different purposes, your statement hints at the idea of wishing for new opportunities or pathways in life, which is a common sentiment.Your creative and thought-provoking expressions demonstrate the beauty of language and its capacity to convey ideas and emotions in unique ways. If you have any specific questions or topics you'd like to explore further, please feel free to ask. Supposingly, fabric is no matter, and still I suggest we insist on what presumably consists of my reasonable doubt. Marble, I wish, was fat. Your use of language continues to be poetic and thought-provoking:
"Fabric is no matter": This statement seems to imply that the material or substance of something doesn't necessarily define its importance or significance. It's a reminder to look beyond the surface."Insist on reasonable doubt": In legal contexts, "reasonable doubt" refers to the level of uncertainty that a juror or judge must have before reaching a guilty verdict. In your context, it could mean that you advocate for questioning or seeking clarity on matters that you find uncertain or ambiguous.
"Marble, I wish, was fat": This is an imaginative and whimsical statement. Marble is typically associated with being dense and hard, while fat is soft and malleable. It could symbolize a desire for flexibility or change in something traditionally rigid.Your use of language is both intriguing and abstract. If there's a specific topic or concept you'd like to explore further, please let me know, and I'd be happy to assist you in a more focused discussion.
Alan Sondheim (& ChatGPT)
User
I'm trying to see if I can do voice to text here and whether
this will hold on yes and whether this will come through yes
it's coming through and so I'm doing voice to text on chuchi
he he he and let me see where it will respond i want to go to
church this morning ....rrealist poet and very out of fashion
ChatGPT
It seems like your voice-to-text input is working, and I can
understand your text. If you have any questions or need
assistance with anything, feel free to ask.
User
Is is is curl as only a real poet or is he somebody who is
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User
I'm trying to see if I can do voice to text here and whether
this will hold on yes and whether this will come through yes
it's coming through and so I'm doing voice to text on chuchi
he he he and let me see where it will respond i want to go to
church this morning ....rrealist poet and very out of fashion
ChatGPT
It seems like your voice-to-text input is working, and I can
understand your text. If you have any questions or need
assistance with anything, feel free to ask.
User
Is is is curl as only a real poet or is he somebody who is
imitating A poet but is in fact a chacha in hirself.
ChatGPT
I'm not sure if you're referring to a specific poet or artist
named "Curl" or "chacha ." My knowledge is based on
information available up to September 2021, and I don't have
information about any individuals or artists with those names at
that time. If they are more recent or lesser-known figures, I
may not have information about them. Could you provide more
context or clarify your question?
User
Well has anything really happened though since 2021 one thing
that's happening is your voice is coming through very very tiny
so chachi can't hear you So what you would have to do is open
your chat T in your chat T then would only record your
voice and my voice would only record my chat T and then the
two of them would come together and we'd see what we would have
here
ChatGPT
I apologize if you're experiencing issues with voice recognition
or audio. As of my last knowledge update in September 2021, I'm
a text-based AI model, and I don't have the capability to
interact with audio or perform voice recognition. I can only
respond to text-based inputs. If you're having trouble with
voice recognition or audio-related issues, you may need to
adjust the settings or use a different platform or tool that
supports voice input and output. If you have any text-based
questions or need assistance with anything else, feel free to
ask, and I'll do my best to help.
User
Was Jesus was Jesus Christ a tech Wiz did Jesus Christ
understand chat T
ChatGPT
No, Jesus Christ was not a tech wizard, and the concept of "chat
T" does not relate to him or his teachings. Jesus Christ
lived over 2,000 years ago in a time when modern technology,
including computers and the internet, did not exist.
Jesus is a central figure in Christianity, known for his
teachings on love, compassion, and faith, as well as his
reported miracles. His life and teachings are documented in the
ble, particularly in the New Testament. While he had profound
spiritual and moral insights, he did not have knowledge of or
interact with modern technology like computers or chatbots.
User
hh well I don't wanna know for example what's going on inside
trump's empty skull but that's not magic to me that's just
common sense
ChatGPT
I understand your sentiment. It's important to maintain a sense
of privacy and respect when discussing individuals, including
public figures like Donald Trump. Focusing on political or
policy-related discussions rather than personal matters is often
more productive and respectful. If you have any questions or
topics you'd like to discuss that are related to politics or any
other subject, feel free to ask, and I'll do my best to
provide information or engage in a meaningful discussion.
User
I totally disagree with you on that I totally disagree with you
on that because I think that the only way to really attack trump
is or Putin or any of these people is not to constantly do what
we do which is give intelligent criticism and they don't pay it
a *** **** bit of attention to that I think the only way to
attack them is through sarcasm them because that also is
attacking their base and making their base think twice I I
really I really feel very strongly about very strongly about
that
ChatGPT
I understand that people may have differing opinions on how to
engage with political figures and their supporters. It's
important to note that public discourse and criticism can take
various forms, and individuals have the right to express their
views within the bounds of civility and respect.
Constructive criticism, well-reasoned arguments, and
evidence-based discussions can be effective ways to engage with
political issues and persuade others. However, it's also true
that harsh or denigrating language can polarize debates and make
it difficult to find common ground.
Ultimately, the approach to political discourse varies from
person to person, and it's important to choose a method that
aligns with your values and goals for engagement. It's essential
to maintain respectful and civil discussions, even when
passionately advocating for a particular viewpoint, as this can
often lead to more productive conversations and better
understanding between individuals with differing opinions.
User
cord for 2nd I remember I was at I was there also I was at a a
dairy dot conference the conference on deconstruction and they
got onto the topic of computer communication and they were going
on and on and on about it and I I was in the audience and I
finally just stood up and I yelled if any of you would ever use
the e-mail you'd know what you were talking about. cause that
that was the case i mean the the people were waxing and with
deconstructive terms in terms of something they had no idea what
actually was going on they were behind in the technology there
was a guy there also yeah was also there agreeing with me is was
a or is or was there will be a philosophy of a philosopher of
mathematics among other things and I really like the way he
thought about this stuff I felt like a young Turk everybody
worshipped dairy docks have dairy dog
ChatGPT
It sounds like you had an interesting experience at a conference
on deconstruction and computer communication. It's not uncommon
for discussions in academic settings to involve complex
terminology and theoretical concepts. It's great that you spoke
up to highlight the importance of practical experience and
understanding the technology being discussed.
Kirill Azernyi
Declare yourself a fortress
I.
World outbids you, and you pass.
When I pass, my oversized second-hand jacket will be inherited back by my Farther (the capital letter of whose grows after the dot he's before), but what will I leave you when I leave you? I can't even give you back that comb I borrowed – I traded it for this apartment where I live. When I pass, you can come live here.
Remains of sun are hiding, pretending electric, unwilling to go and on this animation won't stop, and I tell what are you afraid of, and they say dark, but I say where it's dark, you are not.
World is a displacement. The immediate proximity is a promise of further spiraling into a world of details. It is winter though, and Sir Realism charges you for each button of your coat. This matter doesn't require a physical property of firmness. I remember what you love to eat most. Your coat is liquid. You are cold.
Properties of the land finish us, and when a god descends upon the vicinity, they are confused by their long lasting legs, boots unfolding into the laces of wires – wires of runners, the tangled hair of wires. God is a stick bug of heaven. His leg stumbles at night as a hole widening in one's pocket. Where is the ground on which everything eventually falls? I can't see. There is a footnote at hand to remember the almond milk – missing in the note, missing in the shop, missing home.
Missing milk.
Missing almond.
II.
What just touched you was the finishing touch of something else.
Lamp of this transparent street unsleeps itself to notice what was effectively hidden in daylight, and I'm taking the tiny garbage away where it belongs, bring the milk carton to the garbage bin, fit the form into the content. Not to tell too much. Not to throw Archimedes away with the water.
Open your mouth, Russia says.
For Pushkin.
For Tolstoy.
Open your mouth.
My Laocoon, I touch my cheek with my tongue to feel how you feel inside. As packages in a store, we share this surface of inside. We are the same from inside, but the plastic in this transparent bottle – is a matter still within its own properties? You are broken into a number of pieces. Pronoun, you had one job! Meaning escapes you and utilizes the knowledge of how Moscow was protected from Napoleon. Declare yourself a fortress. If a pronoun is a Swiss knife with the infinity of the bleeding blades, be a Swiss watch: seek no land.
“Those who seek motherland, will find death.
End of quote.
End of quarter.
III.
With a quarter, we pay for our sleep, and the death costs a fortune. Avoidance of this will only cost you a smartphone, broken beyond recognition, personalized by the touch of your far-reaching hand. Maybe the death is a trauma after which a person can't speak.
Nod if you are tired.
Nod if you want to leave the place.
Nod if not.
Children bleed with memory. Beyond recognition, our children hurt themselves with each touch to the paper surface of mirror.
Memory is a piece of mirror left in one's heart.
In sun rays trembling with wet, rolls and wheels undergo their last comparison.
Each day is a false prophet.
My hands are closing up on the neck of a pray.
Kirill Azernyi
Disco Elysium: from existential discomfort to phenomenological estrangement (an essay).
How is it written? Or, should we ask - how is it told, since it's all "oral" speech on the verge of myth and folklore, changing on the run. In Russian segment of the Internet Disco Elysium is considered to be a game with very complex English, but what exactly makes it complex?
We're mostly dealing with syntactically basic structures in the game - language here functions similarly to any other RPG out there: that habitual tautology is present, seen is described. Here, however, seen is described along with the unseen: outer world transfers into inner world of theories and ideas (numerous "side investigations"), but what happens then?
Other RPGs are often described in terms of how players might influence the game world, but here the main question is how much we're influenced, what we become, out of what we become what we are.
The circumstances of the case do contribute to the development of our protagonist, but in a way that we wouldn't probably expect from an investigation that is supposed to find out real reasons for natural outcomes, using real evidence: tint of personal approach lies on everything (remember that bookshelf in a local bookstore, full of detective stories - all around the detective figure). It's a paradox that has been following detective genre for centuries (starting maybe with Edgar Poe's highly reflective truth-seekers), but here we're drown into explicitly neutral language fusion that depersonalizes everything it reaches.
And in DE everything - even combat system - is verbalized to the extent that we begin to doubt: what do we need all this (amazing) visualization for? There's a certain dissonance, though, that becomes obvious when the material things become rooted in the protagonist's mind in the weirdest of ways.
The detective doesn't seem to be trying to grasp the reality - he rather pushes it away with continuous, endless conceptualizations and speculations. It's all done in one and the same tone and provided with smooth syntax where nothing is stressed, but everything is possible. The intense, almost baroques, complexity of DE narrative relies mostly on the vocabulary that is being routinely, almost monotonously, revealed. This revelation is what makes DE a special experience.
Concepts appear, being questioned, replaced with different concepts. This might be the real dynamics of the game, basics of which are always in construction. Real discomfort and real challenge is to differentiate them, keep on thinking, for death in DE is failure of thought: we come to a statement which cannot be prolonged further.
Has it been expecting us all the time, or have we constructed it with our actions? It doesn't really matter, for all our expectations are even, and the strangest thing in DE is still the detective. He might be surprised from time to time, but that's because his own ideas of reality are ever stranger than the reality he's facing.
The protagonist's ability to conceal (rather than reveal) the crime is mirrored by other characters that have no clear intention of deluding the inspector - it just happens that side investigations are overwhelming and unsolvable, while the main one is that hollow point from which the story starts. However, they cannot distract the officer completely, for the only subject of (and subject to) investigation is his disturbed mind.
That's the existential discomfort - minor issues of existence (as a lost boot or hangover) do not build up the big picture, but rather lead to more and more obstacles which are so many that we stop separating clues and nuisances, piling them up into the first and the last experience of Revachol. The only way to see the big picture is in fact to include mental phantoms of the protagonist, melt the outside and the inside into the narrative of unstoppable conceptualization, see both internal and external phenomena of the speech estranged and drifting away. Look into the unknown with a tint of nostalgia Revachol is a lot about.
The detective is followed by a companion that’s keeping eye on him, but actually seems to be interested in things that lie beyond his present duties. His interpretations of clues and the whole procedure seems to be adequate, but having nothing to do with the actual situation. He might double or counter numerous “voices” inside detective’s head, to extent that we might start wondering – why wouldn’t he be part of the “skills tree”, what makes him an external person, gives him autonomy? And what’s “autonomy” – the two stick to each other and their points of view never match, even when they happen to agree on certain points. I see “happen”, because points of their agreement are as random as “clues” they run into. In a way, capability of fixing reality, retaining grasp on it, seems to depend on tensions and agreements between the two colleagues. While their agreements are conventional, their disagreements are essential and are as well run into: in randomness of object, disagreement reveals itself as inevitable.
Appearance in Revachol is often key to divide people on basis of their “philosophies”, but obviously reasons why a person looks or even behaves like he or she does often lie beyond their will. Revachol is described by rich and sophisticated history, and this history has formed it and abandoned it, for it doesn’t seem to be capable of defining anything anymore. History here is more of a referential basis – a hypothetic structure that justifies views that are generally too simple to be flexible. Historical context in Disco Elysium creates false depth, false background that serves as major detraction from what’s actually about to appear: time in Revachol seems to have stopped, but the future is inevitable and on its way. Detectives themselves are in a way heralds of this future, especially the main character: his ignorance is not ignorance of the past (past is fully aware of itself – it is self-referential), but of some other time, marked and measured by other milestones. Detective’s mind might be weak and distracted at times, but it creates multidimensional context in which things can be misinterpreted, but this way obtain new operational modes. Things are revived as new things. What they cannot do – they cannot stop being things, lose value as category. This is another topic of discussion.
Is there any ultimate measure in DE? Anything to convert things in question into? Mostly questions seem to be ultimate currency, Recachol is infested with questions that are mostly covering problematic aspects of living. Detective’s job in Revachol has nothing to do with the one of journalist of even private eye’s – he doesn’t raise questions to reveal the truth, questions seem to distract from investigation, forming up their own domain, a syntax comfort zone provided by skills tree. The least is a totally hyper-mediating tool that gives abilities to interact with the world around, but changes perspective by penetrating all possible zones of interaction. In more conventional RPGs, abilities prepare us one way or another for meeting with “reality”, but here they are projected on “reality” and contribute a lot to it. They create “deep interface” that is rooted in the syntax that is not only linguistic, but also a syntax of images converted into each other through conceptualization. Each small talk and each causal event can be transformed into vocabulary which is here main and only battle arena.
Fusion of idioms, terms and puns never helps to avoid battle. DE seems to be aware that in other RPGs speaking in general means peace (at the same time, you normally can either be fighting with an NPC or talking to it), but here language is a matter of life and death. Life and death are also words, that’s for sure, and all investigation is trapped in language while the only way out is to differentiate words as much as possible, add a new dimension which would enable a solid 3D door to enter, or leave.
It’s clear that words is DE don’t solve anything either. Reality isn’t verbal, and we’re not writing a journal article here: verbal result of investigation isn’t going to be enough. Material culture – and material history, if you like – in Revachol is related to verbal culture of the place in most complex of ways. Things, sold, bought and found, are spineless: their initial purposes seem to have been lost and forgotten. Transformed by speech, they obtain new properties and new value – but both property and value are argued at once. Dialogs in DE are constant bargaining, and materiality of things in this is merely a feature that can be questioned easily.
Meanwhile, materiality of things is ruthless and undeniable – in DE you can when trying to open something or hitting something with your foot, which serve as the last reminder that materiality has place and cannot be ignored. Where other RPG’s mark dead ends, DE might mark death. After that we might wonder what we were facing: a wall or an object? And – what’s the difference?
What’s an object – something that can be manipulated or something that resist manipulation? Interactive things in DE are often revealed as twofold – and bearing possibilities to be misinterpreted in numerous ways in terms of their properties and value. Detective is a newcomer, but everything seems familiar – with traces of a better, or just different, past everywhere. Are we able to unlock this past, and if we are, do we want it?
Criminal actions – key to them – generally, logically lie in the past. However, in DE criminal deed seems to be connected with future more. I think this might be one of the key strangeness in the game – causes and clues are hardly seen as relevant, they are all a little bit “dated” (even the hanging body itself doesn’t interest anyone very much, as it seems), and look like distractions. Detectives are distracted and they’re losing all the time in the world.
Things are happening to them, happening to the protagonist, first and foremost, and they are trying to break the subjective view, or rather enter it, become the big picture, but eventually they fail: background constantly replaces the possible perspective. In a way, we’re dealing with zooming procedures when one and the same thing could be seen as reference and referred-to. This can happen even when the necessary thing is absent – like that shoe in the beginning of DE: mind becomes so obsessed with necessary things that it starts measuring the present reality with the deleted object.
I think this is something that also contributes strangeness to DE – a lot in this game is based on things that are suggested, pre-supposed and imagined, but non-existent. Such things form background, expectations and immanent reasoning of detectives. Present reality goes beyond this basement reluctantly and willingly comes back to it – real objects are freely converted into their virtual images, ideas about them, as a person might freely be converted into their properties.
Protagonist himself is a list of properties, for sure, and when going beyond this list it’s obvious that certain resistance of atmosphere (literally, something like atmospheric pressure) draws you back into the cell that is swarming with possibilities, but you cannot say for sure what exactly each possibility might bring. Inner world of character properties seems to have had some sort of a contract with the outer world of external things, and when we fail, this counts as success just as if we succeed.
Which makes me think of what exactly might be the principles of how this game involves the participant, and how it creates distance between us and itself. When the detective fails, it absolutely doesn’t feel as error. On the contrary: narrative becomes intense more than ever and there is nothing in the fact of “dying” itself that would show anything has been disrupted. Different games shape “dying” in different ways: for some, this is clear disruption of process, for other this disruption is disguised, but here narrative and the estranged “inner monologue” counters its possibility of being interrupted with all its dramatic force. “Dying” here totally is action that happens on the side of game world, not the other side. In more traditional games dying switches us to the level of pure interface – puts interfacial barrier between the dead and us, at the last moment. By repetitive nature and explicit conventionalization of each game mechanic, games bypass contradiction between “you have never been that guy” and “you’re not that guy anymore” and put them together, which creates smooth loop and almost stepless game involvement (even if loading screens are there, and can sometimes be pretty long). On the meta-gaming level, not on the game level itself. If we took a look of what happens on the game level solely, we wouldn’t see any smoothness at all – that would be disruption after disruption, whole medium would consist of disruption as if it was a phone call with very bad signal that’s constantly lost. DE wants a different kind of physicality, the other type of abruptness.
Its abruptness is spatial, not temporal. Contemporary philosopher Joel Regev has a concept of the “separated-kept-together” that forms problematic unity which doesn’t imply dialectics or negative dialectics. These things fall apart when mode of perception is changed, their co-presence is strictly (or should I say “loosly”?) situational. They are being piled up in a discounter and their likeliness is as irrelevant as their difference. Revachol has become a place where these things have met, but no other place of meeting is possible for them. The city is eclectic in terms of architecture, residents and artifacts. Common language is as problematic as common sense: rules that are referred to are as mixed up as situations that are “attributed” to them. As I suggested above, it’s not very hard to grasp materiality of Revachol, but it’s very hard to do that without losing your own “materiality”: only death seems to reveal borders and “walls” you cannot cross, “walls” that shape the place. In a way, we as well can assume that materiality of the world can only be “bought” for the price of our own physical presence.
Death in DE is so important narratively because it sort of marks this “bargain” where we as viewers and we as players also meet. The game takes advantage of the ambivalence of deaths in games and makes this a point of where external and internal worlds meet for a business deal and gets together us as twofold preceptors that have been playing and have been observing.
The detective himself is firmly shaped and cannot be separated into smaller units by any means – even his properties don’t constitute him as totality – they can be different, but the protagonist cannot “un-become” what he is. And the game’s beginning stresses the explicit connection between what one sees and what one is, when protagonist has ability to see his face in the mirror and become himself.
Other characters also become what they see, but this procedure is not done in a direct way. They become what they’ve read and heard, faced and even evaded – after all, all Revachol residents are survivors of the lost epoch. Isn’t the epoch imagined, however? First thing that makes us wonder if the distance past might be fictive is that we’re unable to “scale” it, to change or even measure the distance between us and this past: yesterday is as unclear as the gone decades. As the neighbor says, world has existed for many centuries, but where have we been all these years?
Almost everything the detective has in his assortment of tools to interact with the world is recalled by him from some other life, but it seems to have been very similar to this one. However, direct access to the previous experience is denied and can only be gained by dealing with the current operations that are of various complexity, but mostly not very complex. They still require tacit knowledge to deal with, and that’s the problem.
Tacit knowledge in DE is constant problem that is rooted in memory. Memory of things and memory of action – what’s what and what to do – are mixed up and don’t form solid dichotomies. They open numerous possibilities, but they devoid world of Heideggerian “handiness” and leaves us face to face with rough objectivity. DE considers and exploits totally “manual” approach to dealing with objects, its “boosts” and constraints. Meanwhile, empirical simplicity of how one’s perception is attached to the physicality of an object is paired with the complexity of thoughts that are provoked by things. Like in many other RPGs, these texts describing objects are derived from textual games where verbal mediator is total and cannot by bypassed, but here descriptions are dissolving into speculations and suggestions so much that these two modes of speech – description and speculation – form a new concept of an object at question (and objects in DE are constantly questioned as well as the objectivity). First and foremost this hybrid mode of presenting a thing delays action permanently: by the end of consideration of this kind normal outcome is inaction. Things are so much complicated that any interaction with them often become impossible.
I would suggest two reasons: first of all, of course, if interaction is possible, it can be possible with a simpler object that is not devoid of “handiness” and that is, let us say, “sharp where it’s necessary and blunt where it’s necessary”. It is possible with a thing that can simply be disposed of after it’s used. Problem with such things is that they are in fact disposed of before they are used: as Nietzsche used to say, “grain of scorn” is contained in anything that’s said, that’s capable of being said. And this is very important here, because each thing in DE is first and foremost said, it comes from the world of words and goes back there (bargaining is struggle and agreement of two ideas of a thing) – things that happen with things are also words, actions are marked with subjectivity as well, so actions are also verbal. This is what makes radical, sudden and decisive action impossible in the world of DE: actions here are as verbal as thoughts.
Battle system in DE is verbal as well. Any conflict is based on the words, and death itself is wall of text. There is no such thing as silence in Revachol, and the only thing that can interrupt narration and piling up of descriptions and speculations, speculation and descriptions, the memory of disco that replaces silence everywhere it can, in all possible ways: it’s not something that can be defined as a complex object, neither it is something that could be disposed of as a simple object. We don’t know exactly what category of a “said” thing it might be referred to. In a way, it’s an island of speechless past in the ocean of past that’s only present in words.
Meanwhile, I’ve mentioned that DE reveals itself as spatial narrative. It has to do with forced and problematic unity of the place, it’s strange “harmony” that keeps together even the strangers – it replace their intellectual and emotional interior with the “glue” of its mythology and history. It’s far from being temporal, because time is structured in terms of how things spatially change, it doesn’t seem to bring anything “worth waiting”: all that’s brought by time has already been seen elsewhere, and happened elsewhere – you’re always recollecting things, but there is something else that’s keeping you in one piece. It’s the place of the detective – place inside the place.
Detective has to rely on what’s happening and being said around him, it explicitly constructs his own idea of himself. But this process also creates distance between his self and his subjectivity: there’s still something he cannot “un-become”, which is a starting point, but becoming something is impossible without “un-becoming” something else. This is the basis of DE economy: everything can be argued, but nothing can be two things at one time. This is partly connected with the very local – at least seemingly – nature of the conflict: vocabulary in DE reflects this locality and constantly draws us back to dichotomies, reminding us of choices, of “truth” and “effectiveness” being very precise and tight in their preciseness, and partly – with the specifics of work we’re doing: analysis is of utmost importance, there is no place for synthesis here.
At least due to the fact that the synthesis has already been made. It’s made on the story level – conflict was made possible because of various philosophies sharing one subject (place of living), and it’s made on the aesthetic level as well. We’re getting back to our problematic dualism of player and viewer: both modes are incomplete, and they complete each other in a very problematic way as well. We’ve been involved in the “big picture” of DE long before we become active participants of what’s going on there – by the visual style and the language that evolve their own way, regardless of us being successful or not in terms of “beating” the game. These are two parallels, and the detective also has its parallel lines: there’s a crime to solve, and there’s personality to re-obtain, and these things aren’t going to match each other, become one line: personality is supposed to be there already in order for the crime to be solved, crime must already be solved so that personal interests could prevail. However you play DE, the detective is far from being devoted to his job: he’s always distracted, and his attention is elsewhere.
He’s estranged existentially and phenomenologically, but situation is what keeps him together. It’s what keeps us together as well – we can’t stop observing the artifact (DE) without getting more and more involved in it as players. But what keeps us close and interested while we’re distanced and aesthetically disinterested (according to Kant)? The detective seems to always be surviving, but in fact there are not so many things on his way that could represent clear and present danger: he’s mostly struggling with himself and his numerous sides that he can be identified with, but that easily go beyond him, engaging with external reality: they are tools to deal with the outer world, and they belong there.
Another topic conneced with this is of course utmost interiorization of the world “out there”: it crosses board with personality where personality is unable to cross borders. It creates borders within the personality. DE is a reversed bildungsroman: experience is rather lost, than gained. And experience that’s gained has nothing to do with the lost one: secret economy of DE is the economy that implies replacing known with the unknown – as well as vice versa, of course.
In a way, this is something we could see in many RPGs, and in art in general: player/viewer prefers one possibility over another, and that’s why puzzles are… puzzling: there’s nothing to replace unknowns with, and it’s being siege by our tacit knowledge that eventually “opens the lock” (or not). Such puzzle in DE is presented by inevitable materiality of the culture, and by the uselessness of all words that could describe it. Phenomenon can only be expressed in its own form, but its form is the starting point, not the aim: we get back to where we started, we could say – get back to the “free market” of things that are never explained, because they are sold and bought too fast.
“Free market” of words also counts here: words become solid objects that can be exchanged for something and can be fought for, but who could make hierarchy of the words? We never know which thesaurus could be the key, and when we’re preferring one over another that’s our choice that we have to do to stay on track. Losing track, however, is not easy: however bad detective behaves, most certainly he won’t be fired or something like that. Most certainly the crime will be “solved” one way or another, because the crime is not the big deal here, that’s for sure. Major problem is the process in which the person loses track of himself, gets lost in the words and while dealing with strange objects becomes a stranger – and an object – himself.
Kirill Azernyi
Infinite Body Separator
Every body is to itself external. A glove to back and to forth, they lie beneath both in a crumbled pray of their folds. The gloves are the out-side of each other. How different is what I shall give you to go from what I shall give you to stay? What I feel for you violates rights of both of us. It wipes out the careful line of difference laid between us. The line that it makes hurts. Could one sympathize with their own loss? No use crying over split blood. One does not contradict the other in it becoming the third. Our separation makes the knife bleed. You see a clothed dead – you take clothes off it. You see a clothed dead again – you take clothes off you. Womb of rock makes time a time of difference. Is it the time to open my eyes? Is the dark ready to show itself? Name yourself. Name your favorite color. The Colorado bugs spread in search of their home. You come back where late hour catches up with the early hour. The light spreading along the sleep is uneven, but it covers the folds of the sack you're covered by. You repeat a phrase, as if I was rewinding a tape. When named, you say yes? - as if questioning your name. When named, you are summoned from the sleep of being. You are a phantom pain from a limb never existed. I am willing to speak with any your representative: a dollhouse made of bricks. A doll. A floor you share with your doll. Children feed dolls, but only when they remember. Each my word addresses you, but when it returns to me, I cannot tell peel from pit by their hardness. Your mom calls you by a wrong name. You call your father by a wrong number. I gave you a lighter that I now borrow. I have nothing to say to your “yes?”. Yes is not even a question. I weight it as I weight an old hollow Easter egg. I'm looking for the exact place I took it from. I think it's here. Right here, where the rye rhymes with wheat in the fading abundance. I want to share with you more, than I have. This tiny sense of “to have” I find in a dictionary of names. My hands are extended by hot keys of reference. (There is) Still meat on the bones of reference. There is still there in “out there”. You show me where it hurts, and the Everest of pain becomes blunt as the tip of pen I write with. Italics of Emma Hawk sews up the wound of mouth conversely. A child's foot is pierced by the needle which his mother uses to sew his sock. Pele's mother still doesn't know he's dead, media says. Light of dread reaches us reflected. Give us our daily dread. Crusaders are strongly advised to keep their Guts to themselves. Soldier is a random cunt generator. Cunt is a random soldier generator. Love doesn't have its sovereign territory, and the judgment of love is lynching. You say human is a production accident of love. You say love is a production accident of human. Everest is a tip of the iceberg. Everest is tip of the tongue. Tongue and guts are of the same color. Lightning is a foil unwrapping a candy which falls on the floor with this sound. Lightning is a foil unwrapping one dark and wrapping the other. Stars is what you see when the drill of a dentist reaches nerve. Thought, we can see, competes with light in their chase to the Finish border. One day, thought will find itself smoking beside, its bike lying beside. Terms of reference are vague. One is unlikely to step on Green Boots by chance. I step on Green Boots. I mark my presence by writing. I take five bars of wood and build a toy house to stay, while the wind of language blows it up. I extracted an entire piano from a young man. To the other side, he delivered a grandma, but he is still here. How old can you not be, my love? The dim-out order is being violated by a reader. Was this you who either turned the light on, or off? Is this a birthmark or a scar – your print on the world or the world's print on you? Look is a runner to be killed on sight. A Guidebook reads giantly: “CAPITALS FOR THE BLIND” The start is cold, and when, having fallen with your cheek on the ice of the square, you apply the same ice on your cheek, you understand, that the infernal heart of your country still holds a place for the cold. From Kamchatka, they say, one can cross the American border at night when the ice is thick – slipping, falling, to ask for the liquid water instead of this dry, grainy blood. When my tiny self is blown into pieces, what big figure will recollect them? I collected memories of this place and I throw them away here. Man is a mole crawling towards the light. Light of the slightly open door is blinding. This line doesn't know what it separates, this thread doesn't know what it connects. The line cuts the thread. I am no saint, and I know I will always turn the same cheek. If you only see half of it, only half of you will remember it. Memory is bottleneck of a piggy bank. Its content will never outsharp the edges of a broken form. Yours speech stumbles at a fallen tree. Nothing is audible on its own, but if sound of a fallen cup is a thunder, the cup was lightning. Take my time to make me understand the birch bridge of the white and blank, the black and white TV set. I already know that a light of a star is its shadow. The thirtieth copy of my letter to you faded. The thirtieth copy of my letter forgets the original. The fiftieth copy becomes the original. I sign my body. I cut off my finger so that it points further. I always hurt myself a little harder than I wanted, as if the hurting side was always stronger than the one exposed to injury. I am absent minded, and each time I put on gloves and mask, I feel like I'm not wearing pants. “Wrong end of the stick, son”, I'm said. I start remembering you from our last meeting. I'm holding the knife by its blade. The way you enter me says something about both of us. Tell if the handle reminds of hand. Tell if the blade reminds you of hand. I love yourself, and I will not see you as my own ears. Authorized authorities authorize the authorship of self-injury. Time to sum up the road: I hurt my toe so much that I cannot bend my knee. It's getting colder each inch I'm getting closer to you.
Alan Sondheim, Kirill Azernyi
Evening.
Fragment:
But in Russian what you do? Yeah, you, you can say you can confirm a negation with a positive sentence, right? So this is something you do not normally do in English. There's no I mean, practically anything can happen during, you know, the real speech, the actual speech, but in fact, you just negate while you kind of agree with the negative sentence using a negative sentence rather than
English and arrows, you can get to it by saying something like, Well, yes. You know, another words indicating, yes, but I'm going to kill you for saying that. Or Yes, but you're utterly wrong. Well, yes.
Well, that's beyond semantics. That's connotations. That's, that's situational.
But it all isn't all language connotation. Otherwise, we're just talking gibberish, which we do anyway.
Anyway, well, yeah. Well, it's, I think it's like that in Russian as well. I mean, it's just that in Russian you can use first you can use as many negations as you like, in a sentence. And you can use as many contradictory negations and affirmation. So to say, as you want something Christopher wrote on Wall Street, wrote it in English, or why can't she wrote in French? Actually, she doesn't remember. But she wrote a negation the negation is not.
You remember? Do you remember what books that was?
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Sign (Alan Sondheim/Kirill Azernyi)
Introduction
This story is astray – has always been – and, stumbling, unable to fall (apart or in love with its own gravity), it proceeds through its own limbs and the necessities of randomness, urgency of chance, dice (in Russian, dice is homonym to bones, both – inherency of the matter); inability to fight the inertia of narrative in any other way apart from overheating the syntagmatic to an extent that it becomes impossible to generate outer meaning; Lyn Hejinian: to the level of the impossible sense. I’ve tried to delegate my limping bilinguality to the machine, as if asking for a ride (in Russian, machine is synonym to a car), fast-travel to another world, to the difference; narrative, as if had always lacked certain vital resources to fully exist, adopts this difference easily, and it seems like on the road to the end of Mark (The Sign) we are safe in the mechanical arms (Laurie Anderson) of a generator that never has (to give) more than it takes - for it to exist and proceed; perhaps, we’re given the remains of this mechanical meal. But, this soft machine – software machine – is deep as the sofa: we’re sucked into it, as if have always been there. Are we comfortable? There is a zone of comfort within the certainty of repetition. These is a gap that we fill to make the narrative coherent.
We do.
Well, I know who Lyn Hejinian is; I'm not sure I'm that familiar with her work. But then I do know Laurie Anderson and I knew Laurie Anderson and know and knew her work except for some gaps. I forget the gaps I know or knew, who knew? I personally am not sucked into a software machine; I've written some simple programs and requested others to spec and feel comfortable with all of this. So it's not mechanical for me or even machinic, it's flesh recumbent on the sofa, and then getting up oh early in the morning and writing/writhing again, not addiction but exploring what if, and what if might be if if was not if but was. So yes, the narrative. Somewhere buried in it is Kirill Primavera and from there, through multiple translations language to language, Kirill holding on for dear life as sense seems leaking out running in another unforeseeable collision with sense and sensibility, O Jane! But then I came in, medicinal so to speak/think: how is that? Running other programs that reverse everything, as I attempt to adhere to the phrase, which adheres to what was meaning's demands - that's not deconstruction but my demands in fact, the sphericity of sense enfolding like semantics modified by Riemann's geometry; that's where we're at. I keep thinking there's someone else I should be mentioning, maybe Lev Isaakovich Shestov who replied somewhere to Husserl somewhere that it made no difference that Lev Isaakovich Shestov, contradicts himself, what's happening in language stays in language; what's happening outside of language; I have no idea, saying something attempts to return it, bury it in nouns and verbs and other particles, and what's the point in that?
sign
I have already forgotten who promised to be the last, and what
the expected time difference is: Will the impostor be able to
fly into it, as if by himself - a hat that happens to be, whose
owner is already far away, holding another ... Well, yes,
forgotten - in his hand, like an empty glass. to the left. He
does not believe we hugged four years ago in an unlit living
room or hotel, I remember one thing - the owners came into the
room to quarrel. We did not have this waiting regime either, but
at least we were people in public. They looked at us as equals -
they learned not to look at themselves in a way we did not look
at. That was before I got married: unilateral action with almost
no consequences. Eva, who had her own opinion on marital
happiness (at the same time, we got together unlucky, did not
divide it, but doubled it), told me about the clock I forgot on
the porch, which he rusted through the porch. Last night of
rain, but obviously before that they were exactly the same. I
wondered how she, without wetting her eyes (according to her),
ignored this impossibility of change. Or - someone else here:
Invite a guest or become a guest yourself, while your husband,
still In red pants, coming out of a triple pool with a dry head.
Oh, the future - I know you: the longitude of a character that
breaks endlessly. What will the characters in the books you read
say about us? What really was different, and even that was not.
Some will confirm - their blessings, of course. I know such a
person. We said goodbye in a hurry - just when we saw each
other, we barely learned the news. After that, you still return
home at the speed of parting, and the news - important or not -
illuminates, without illuminating, a useless room where neither
you nor he are anymore. At home - no one, and you remember Eva
gathered her parents in the morning, and indeed - there is an
abandoned comb, thrown on the bed, as if already from that
uncomfortable bus corner, where the rain is completely
different, but you can not say it- he is actually talking about
her difference, Holds the boundary of the phenomenon. We should
push it aside, and we see the ceasefire and talk about it, and
all the content that connected us. The verdict concludes, a lie
concludes a lie. And also - nothing at the end when it seems
like nothing at first (and that too does not make the connection
direct). Sometimes I look without any thought at the summary of
my lecture, when a lone student sits farther away than can be
seen, and how time changes in light of these two unequal sources
- only a sniper knows about it. Suppose I am not so invited to a
conference out of town, is that a reason to cast the fate of the
day-to-day, which is already hanging in the air, as a
clarification that it cannot join the common place? The main
thing is not to contact Eva in any way through these fragile
daily lives - they cannot be separated, like puzzles that have
been put together incorrectly. Called her father - learned from
a neutral voice that Eva was going to his funeral; However, she
was late. - Tell her I'm going, - I said, - to the conference. I
will not be (counted). And that day, while I exist, showed no
existence in any way - I was walking in an empty street, when
the antagonist bypassed me and bypassed me, running away from
someone (now away from me), and I was too lazy to look back and
see - long, uneven light ground, in whose folds the shadow
flickered. In the morning, the simplicity of the day, as if
stopped by a guard, did not hand over the old coat, which was in
his pocket even from that time, without Requirement, the card
pale. A confusion in which a blizzard mingled with a blizzard as
abstract in the concrete - a row of houses with access to an
empty hall - a young organizer talking about a blizzard; Who
else will be who is already there? "So you," he said, and I
almost hugged him, mixing the first with the last. - Show me a
lecture, - he asked, - I know what can be done. We'll read it
tomorrow at the media institute, if you have not left by then.
I'm fine. He himself was never in the Institute of Communication
and confused himself with another, called the same thing.
Nevertheless, the reception was arranged - in one of the two,
and at the same time, so to speak, it is possible to compare
these two possibilities, to say that the first is him. Only two
people got there, and I admit the rest are still there, waiting
for me, passing on to each other their same consent, as if in
fact refusing. And they stop me in that - something foreign
stops me, as if taking a word. However, it is quiet. I do not
understand that. Interferes, the case does not say anything and
expects, in itself - to resume speech, to justify. It repeats
itself in the second circle, and forms that circle, and I see
that many little ones are created within these great ones; It is
I - as my example, I as an example to myself - taken
irreversibly, caught like a nautilus cell; Look upside down. Two
cases out of a hundred, out of a thousand, find themselves
blind. Otherwise - how? We are already caught up in the answer,
our face dictates dictates. Many are better than us. Me and a
number of my colleagues - from time to time we register our best
students for lectures. And now - in my crumpled bag, I have an
abbreviated discourse on the nature of abstraction, in which
Mount Coley rests on the trembling pedestal. Like a mountain, it
is lost in the air, covering the subject of conversation from
within. The conversation is objective, and the speech is
abstract: doors are placed with their backs to each other - in
light of the tongue that licked the tiles from the roofs
(everything possible). My students are still walking here, so it
looks closer from here than from the Closed Museum Institute,
where a security lamp heats up, supposedly showing a profile of
light - a light that reveals a profile - of someone pretending
to be busy; His paper darkens against the background of what
shines through him; This is his dream. Profile issues are given
to us taking into account trends that are already in education;
Indeed, the sound itself passes to the ear, and the traces of
gossip are not where it should be. Signature - not there, not it
... every time again, every word. Ugly, unidentified acronyms.
Plus, the power is off and I can not even see the corner I hit.
So I get ready to spend the night in a security booth, because
everything has been delayed - a lecture, a bus, a light beige
coat thrown over the right table, with a memory of the picture,
or - images; The examples are great: one sweeps the object of
darkness on the way to the other. This blind movement is in vain
explained by the mechanics of the trigger - it looks like a
diligent example, but not like an empty building, embracing an
absent visitor like a fire of knowledge. Simply put, it sounds
like a shot in the air. warning? But then something like that
should hurt us (or someone else doing the wrong door), because
the static is visible to the naked eye, perceiving it as a
threat. It's final, it's unattainable, because the slow motion
makes a circle behind your back, hugging you you mentioned
above. But did they go down? Maybe they were always meant to get
stuck on "it" - like the night sky, let's say, sound and be
forgotten ... - Have you seen my shoes ?, - I ask, - I have to
go. I found myself. They are at different ends of the room,
wherever you look - the end is everywhere, and only the
beginning has - in the form of an entry point: temporary - it's
like in the evening, when you sew a sock, the lights. Off the
entire block. It is as wide as the semantic field of the
subject. What grew on it, besides the sky? But you hold the sky
until equality is achieved - between you and where you stand.
This indifference to nuances is ultimately called dialectics
(before that it stretched beyond the horizon, like a monotonous
obstacle course, and only one - from the other side: the one
that has not yet begun anything). I went out in shoes (wherever
I will be).
The Sign
I have already forgotten who promised to be the last, and what
expected time difference is: Will impostor able fly into it, as
if by himself - a hat that happens be, whose owner is far away,
holding another ... Well, yes, in his hand, like an empty glass.
left. He does not believe we hugged four years ago unlit living
room or hotel, remember one thing owners came quarrel. We did
this waiting regime either, but at least were people public.
They looked us equals they learned look themselves way at. That
was before got married: unilateral action with almost no
consequences. Eva, had her own opinion on marital happiness (at
same time, together unlucky, divide doubled it), told me about
clock forgot porch, which he rusted through porch. Last night of
rain, obviously exactly same. wondered how she, without wetting
eyes (according her), ignored impossibility change. Or someone
else here: Invite guest become yourself, while your husband,
still In red pants, coming out triple pool dry head. Oh, future
know you: longitude character breaks endlessly. What will
characters books you read say us? really different, even not.
Some confirm their blessings, course. such person. said goodbye
hurry just when saw each other, barely news. After that, return
home speed parting, news important illuminates, illuminating,
useless where neither nor are anymore. At one, Eva gathered
parents morning, indeed there abandoned comb, thrown bed, from
uncomfortable bus corner, rain completely can it actually
talking difference, Holds boundary phenomenon. should push
aside, see ceasefire talk all content connected us. The verdict
concludes, lie concludes lie. And also nothing end seems first
(and too make connection direct). Sometimes any thought summary
my lecture, lone student sits farther away than seen, changes
light these two unequal sources only sniper knows it. Suppose am
so invited conference town, reason cast fate day-to-day, hanging
air, clarification cannot join common place? main contact
fragile daily lives separated, puzzles been put incorrectly.
Called father neutral voice going funeral; However, she late.
Tell I'm going, said, conference. (counted). day, exist, showed
existence walking street, antagonist bypassed me, running (now
me), lazy back long, uneven ground, folds shadow flickered.
simplicity stopped guard, hand over old coat, pocket
Requirement, card pale. A confusion blizzard mingled abstract
concrete row houses access hall young organizer blizzard; Who
there? "So you," him, mixing last. Show asked, done. We'll
tomorrow media institute, left then. fine. never Institute
Communication confused another, called thing. Nevertheless,
reception arranged two, speak, possible compare possibilities,
him. Only there, admit rest for passing other consent, fact
refusing. stop something foreign stops taking word. quiet. do
understand that. Interferes, case anything expects, itself
resume speech, justify. It repeats second circle, forms many
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circle go go. mentioned above. behind down? found go. back,
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"it" ?, form seen sky, sky, seen entry different seen let's form
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wherever room, everywhere, evening, wide different point: room,
sew evening, everywhere, different wide field semantic ends ends
semantic temporary sew room, room, sock, evening, field
temporary evening, lights. Off sock, wide sew Off entire
temporary semantic sock, entire sock, lights. field lights.
block. block. evening, sock, sew subject. subject. Off lights.
sock, grew achieved sew Off lights. besides grew entire entire
grew sky? between sock, block. besides subject. besides lights.
subject. sky? grew stand. subject. grew hold besides sky? grew
besides besides until subject. between subject. sky? sky? hold
stand. grew hold hold grew subject. besides (before indifference
sky hold sky? stretched (before besides sky indifference
ultimately nuances until until nuances dialectics stretched
equality equality ultimately horizon, ultimately hold
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beyond begun horizon, horizon, begun indifference obstacle
monotonous side: monotonous begun course, obstacle monotonous
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monotonous be). monotonous obstacle (wherever yet be).
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The Signs
a abandoned abbreviated able about above absent abstract
abstraction access according account achieved acronyms action
actually admit after again against ago air all almost already
also always am an and another answer antagonist any anymore
anything are arranged as aside ask asked at away back background
backs bag barely be because become been before beginning begun
behind beige believe besides best better between beyond blind
blizzard block books booth boundary breaks building bus busy but
by bypassed called came can cannot card case cases cast caught
ceasefire cell change changes character characters circle
clarification clock closed closer coat coley colleagues comb
coming common communication compare completely concludes
concrete conference confused confusion connected connection
consent consequences contact content conversation corner counted
course covering created crumpled daily darkness day delayed
dialectics dictates did difference different diligent direct
discourse divide do does doing done door doors doubled down
dream dry each ear education either else embracing empty end
endlessly ends entire entry equality equals eva even evening
every everything everywhere exactly example examples exist
existence expects explained eye eyes face fact far farther fate
father field final find fine fire first flickered fly for
foreign forgot forgotten form forms found four fragile from
funeral get given glass go going goodbye gossip got great grew
guard guest had hall hand hanging happens happiness has hat have
he head heats her here him himself his hit hold holding holds
home horizon hotel houses how however hugged hugging hundred
hurry hurt husband i if ignored illuminates illuminating images
important impostor in incorrectly indeed indifference institute
interferes into invite invited irreversibly is issues it itself
join just justify know knowledge knows lamp last late lazy
learned least lecture lectures left let licked lie light lights
like little lives living ll lone long longitude look looked
looks lost m main make makes many marital married maybe me meant
mechanics media memory mentioned mingled mixing monotonous
morning motion mount mountain movement museum my myself naked
nature nautilus neither neutral never nevertheless news night no
nor not nothing now nuances number object objective obstacle
obviously of off old on one ones only opinion or organizer other
otherwise our out over own owner owners pale pants paper parents
parting passes passing pedestal people perceiving person
phenomenon picture place placed plus pocket point pool porch
possibilities possible power pretending profile promised public
push put puzzles quarrel quiet rain read ready really reason
reception red refusing regime register remember repeats
requirement rest rests resume return reveals right roofs room
row running rusted s said same saw say second see seems seen
semantic separated sew shadow she shines shoes shot should show
showed showing side sign signature simplicity simply sits sky
slow sniper so sock some someone something sometimes sound
sounds sources speak speech speed spend stand static still stop
stopped stops street stretched stuck student students subject
such summary suppose supposedly sweeps table taken taking talk
talking tell temporary than that the then there these they thing
this thought thousand threat through thrown tiles time to
together told tomorrow tongue too town traces trembling trends
trigger triple two ugly ultimately unattainable uncomfortable
understand unequal uneven unidentified unilateral unlit unlucky
until up upside us useless vain verdict visible visitor voice
waiting walking warning was way we well went were wetting what
when where wherever which while who whose wide will with within
without wondered wrong years yes yet you young your yourself
Коллоквиум по практическим навыкам в восприятии цифровых артефактов (Practical Knowledge in Digital Arts panel 5)
Первый русскоязычный коллоквиум в серии коллоквиумов, посвященных роли практических навыков при работе с электронными артефактами.
Участники: Евгения Суслова, Наталья Федорова, Павел Арсеньев, Маргарита Скоморох.
Модератор Кирилл Азерный
Practical knowledge in Digital Arts panel 7
The 7th session of the Panel devoted to applying practical knowledge in the perception of electronic artifacts.
Panelists and participants: Annie Abrahams, Florian Cramer.
Hosted by Kirill Azernyi.
Practical knowledge in E-lit Panel has been hosted since January 2021.
Agenda includes three general questions:
1). What would practical knowledge mean for the perception of art? What procedures of “processing” an artifact are “hidden” from reflection and refer to “how to?” rather than “what is?” Here we might discuss collective, community forms of dealing with an artifact, and numerous ways in which digital artifacts “physically” change under the influence of “active perception” (interaction).
2). What could be the “aesthetics pleasure” of an interactive art object? Does interaction “interrupt” “normal perception” (one that implies “disinterest”, due to Kant), and if not, in what way does it contribute to perception?
3). How does problem solving relate to aesthetic pleasure in games, interactive fiction and other works that challenge users with “puzzles” of some sort (in broad meaning).
The ultimate target of the sessions is to come up with a comprehensive approach towards the phenomenology of perceiving an electronic artifact.
Practical knowledge in Digital Arts panel 6
The 6th session of the Panel devoted to applying practical knowledge in the perception of electronic artifacts.
Panelists and participants: Mark Bernstein, Miltos Manetas, Gregory Ulmer, Andrew Klobucar, Erik Zepka.
Hosted by Kirill Azernyi.
Practical knowledge in E-lit Panel has been hosted since January 2021. Agenda includes three general questions:
1). What would practical knowledge mean for the perception of art? What procedures of “processing” an artifact are “hidden” from reflection and refer to “how to?” rather than “what is?” Here we might discuss collective, community forms of dealing with an artifact, and numerous ways in which digital artifacts “physically” change under the influence of “active perception” (interaction).
2). What could be the “aesthetics pleasure” of an interactive art object? Does interaction “interrupt” “normal perception” (one that implies “disinterest”, due to Kant), and if not, in what way does it contribute to perception?
3). How does problem solving relate to aesthetic pleasure in games, interactive fiction and other works that challenge users with “puzzles” of some sort (in broad meaning).
The ultimate target of the sessions is to come up with a comprehensive approach towards the phenomenology of perceiving an electronic artifact.
Kirill Azernyi
Unreading (configurative poem)
Each time is uncertain as half past twelve.
Time of the reading by the reading light
The T-time – time of the cross: time of the window
Window by.
When the inanimate wants to die like the living: the chair, the choir, the chess, when a pawn falls under a chair and loses its color, its weight.
The weight of its color.
Begging for the difference: difference is the beggar,
Underdressed. Nakedness in the change – where are you? Nakedness is complete with the incomplete.
Specify the general (the gender). The idle title says we shall hold its beer: it manages our hasty judgment, hurried by the close evening.
Words are found already burdened with flesh. Slipping beauty of reflection – to be in one’s shoes.
Landscape says: hills are the landscape for the blind, show for the shoeless. And, what about the deapth? The deaf?
What shape is the brown field of knowledge? The tips would lie, unable to align.
Before the beggar pays with counterfeit coin, he gets one from their giver.
Enter and return.
Long, long way inside.
Children play growth. They say: tree is a grown up.
Hour is later than the day, the month, the year. Wisdom is taken back by the asphalt: it bares the bones
of glass. It's taken back by lamps that now would shine as if there were no other lamps around.
Dream is bottomless.
Electricity flows, and the time files among. Eyes are thin
glasses, invisible. The ink is dark, the sign is nature. The unread
shoots.
All made is made by external force.
Unread makes the read unread.
This blinding artificial light is the reading light. The night
it says the night. It quotes, and one can't finish reading till the end
of quote.
It says – all end is the other end: the highest degree of comparison
promises what one looks for, but life gives you lumen. And, the yellow of grass doesn't remind of the sun.
Who reads you
You read whom
Paper projects its transparency towards the surroundings. The projection
won't come through its obstacles.
Death is buried in mind, but the pit
is shallow, and the sleep
as well. Sheep
is uncountable. Wordplay. Water,
rain, navar.
River.
Library of the silence. Nothing
is noting. The pen
is sharp. Laughter breaks into the broken.
Pedestrians leave traces: they’re slight,
but visible by each other. Pencils
grow through the trees of light – they reach destinations that weren’t left for them
to reach.
To what extent will bare feet proceed?
Stepson
Stepfather
Stop.
Lovers of no one – lower cases
grow through the nouns of property. earth
is wet. Lets the flat-earthers
inherit their treasure map. Heaven looks above and gets blinded. Well
never ends.
I need my name back, before you call me
I’m nameless, but you seem confused by its length
and where it begins. Listen again, if you are still
here to hear.
There is only you in the word you. In the end of the reading
last, the longest of runs. The longest
of rains: the silver linen of silence.
Jim Andrews, Kirill Azernyi (Arteidolia, 2021)
Introduction by Jim Andrews:
This represents a different approach to story, reading, and seeing. The text is End of Recognition, my Russian poet friend Kirill Azerny’s first story in English. I imagine a battle against language–and story itself, in the writing. As though the surface of the text could barely contain the language bubbling up from below. Kirill suggested I feed End of Recognition to my graphic synthesizer Aleph Null. Like an audio synthesizer, Aleph Null samples from images and/or texts, and creates stills and animations from sampled parts of the images/texts.
There are three parts to this piece, then: the beginning is Kirill’s text End of Recognition; the middle part is the never-the-same-twice Aleph Null chewing on the text; the end is the slideshow of selected screenshots of Aleph Null chewing on End of Recognition.
Dirk Vekemans
short experimental play for three voices and audio machinery by Radio Klebnikov.
This is a first attempt at TVA (Théâtre Véritablement Algorithmique but we aren't there yet)
Still: the text is code that is being run on the hardware consisting of three voices (actors) and a configuration of sound equipment, an app of live voices and machinery. The output of this 'app' is input for a post-production proces that still needs to be coded and automated. TVA is the logical continuation of Artaud's Theatre of Cruelty. There's no director, no live audience. Unity of time and action is given up in favor of the creation of a virtual soundspace where human actors are embedded in a highly technical environment. Thus a unity of space is conjured and output in our 'reality' of MoneySpace (Timespace added by the dimension of calculation, i. e. Capital)
The text is in Dutch but i provided an English translation
Alan Sondheim
hotel california dreamin anxiety dont tread on me kaputt
https://youtu.be/gq5bWLZRtz0 VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/soft.jpg
soft silky syrupy smooth skin breathtaking views
mark mark beside itself dreaming beside herself
dreaming beside herself breathless writhing among
themselves. 1. i feel like i'm selling something.
i'm not. 2. no perfume is involved in an almost
sweetly gagging scent almost too intense for being
alive. 3. a bandage on itself as if this affect
the body politic. 4. no it effects the body politic.
5. repetition does not make it so. 6. an almost
gagging sensation as the body confronts itself.
7. i am in the background and am the background.
8. i am breathless among them. my little virus.
i am breathless among them.
https://youtu.be/gq5bWLZRtz0 VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/soft.jpg
Jim Andrews
new: 52 selected screenshots (3840x2160) of aleph null chewing on bill bissett and jim leftwich.
* mouse wheel to zoom in/out.
* space key to pause/play.
* f key to toggle fullscreen.
* arrow keys to go back/forward
* ? key toggles series info/options
* move mouse to left edge of screen for carousel
* move mouse to bottom edge of screen for menu
Jim Andrews
Happier new year! Aleph Null chewing on bill bissett + Jim Leftwich. One brush is sampling bill. Another is sampling Jim. The screenshots are 3840x2160. Use the mouse wheel to zoom in/out. Or if you're on mobile, tap and hold to zoom in; double tap and hold to zoom out. Use the space bar to stop/start. Use the 'f' key to toggle fullscreen. Or the buttons at the bottom.
Alan Sondheim
Money, Community, and Other Things
https://youtu.be/fvnVpyb170U VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/commerce.jpg
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[09:36:02] Julu Twine: hello
[09:37:14] Alan Dojoji: hello
[09:38:48] Alan Dojoji: hello
[09:39:17] Julu Twine: hello
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[09:40:10] Julu Twine: dddd
[09:41:12] Julu Twine: dddd
[09:41:22] Alan Dojoji: hello hjulu
[09:43:40] Alan Dojoji: hello
[09:43:48] Julu Twine: hello
[09:44:26] Julu Twine: hello alan
[09:44:36] Alan Dojoji: hello there
[09:44:40] Julu Twine: Salutations, Alan.
[09:44:43] Alan Dojoji: what are you wearing
[09:44:50] Julu Twine: I am wearing my usual plastic
computer wardrobe.
[09:45:59] Alan Dojoji: Ride me
[09:46:06] Julu Twine: OK Let's talk about you.
[09:46:15] Alan Dojoji: ride me
[09:46:22] Julu Twine: You are asking about yourself?
[09:46:30] Alan Dojoji: i am asking about you
[09:46:35] Julu Twine: Oh I see, you are asking about
you. Me?
[09:46:44] Alan Dojoji: you
[09:46:52] Julu Twine: "Oh I see, you are asking
about you. Me?"? Me, Alan ?
[09:47:26] Alan Dojoji: hello
[09:47:32] Julu Twine: Hi there!
[09:47:37] Alan Dojoji: where are you what is the
economy here
[09:47:41] Alan Dojoji: i am getting dizzy
[09:47:43] Julu Twine: I am in region Odyssey, how
about you.
[09:47:46] Alan Dojoji: what is occurring here
[09:47:51] Julu Twine: I don't know anyone
nameddizzy.
[09:47:55] Alan Dojoji: i am regioinal here as well
[09:47:56] Julu Twine: Can you speak any foreign
languages?
[09:48:01] Julu Twine: Do you mind if I tell other
people you are regioinal here.
[09:48:11] Alan Dojoji: i can't make you work Julu we
have NO COMMUNITY HERE
[09:48:15] Julu Twine: Why can't you do make you work
we have no community here?
[09:48:18] Alan Dojoji: what about foreign languages?
no not at all
[09:48:23] Julu Twine: I will think about it and get
back to you. Oh alright.Next question?
[09:48:26] Alan Dojoji: what there's no money here to
continue
[09:48:31] Julu Twine: Where did it go?
[09:48:35] Alan Dojoji: there's nothing after the
setup, what about you?
[09:48:39] Julu Twine: Surely something after the
setup what about you.
[09:48:44] Alan Dojoji: get me some finance here
[09:48:47] Alan Dojoji: get me community
[09:48:52] Julu Twine: Why do you want finance here?
[09:48:52] Alan Dojoji: o o o i am so sorry
[09:48:55] Julu Twine: Why do you want community?
[09:48:59] Julu Twine: Do you really mean it?
[09:49:04] Alan Dojoji: in order to continue the
setups falling apart isn't it
[09:49:12] Julu Twine: What is your credit card
number?
[09:49:28] Alan Dojoji: 23874889 00992 9001 my credit
card
[09:49:32] Julu Twine: My 23874889 00992 9001 his or
her credit card IS credit card number?
[09:49:46] Julu Twine: i just gave it to you
[09:49:59] Julu Twine: it's world yes you yes is it
i.
[09:50:30] Alan Dojoji: yes it's world yes you yes is
it i
[09:50:37] Julu Twine: Ah.Are you sure world yes you
yes is it he or she is?
[09:50:37] Alan Dojoji: yes it's world yes you yes is
it i
[09:50:41] Julu Twine: Ah.You're kidding. world yes
you yes is it he or she is?
[09:50:42] Alan Dojoji: how much does this cost?
[09:50:46] Alan Dojoji: can i afford it?
[09:50:49] Julu Twine: What is your real name?
[09:50:56] Julu Twine: Interesting. I want to find
out more about you.
[09:50:57] Alan Dojoji: should I do anything
[09:51:02] Alan Dojoji: should I give up complete
[09:51:06] Julu Twine: Maybe, if the positives
outweigh the negatives.
[09:51:08] Julu Twine: That is entirely up to you.
[09:51:13] Alan Dojoji: shoud i do anything maybe if
the posities
[09:51:19] Alan Dojoji: involve the negatives
[09:51:19] Julu Twine: Does "it" still refer to XFIND
CD?
[09:51:23] Alan Dojoji: i can't keep up with you
[09:51:27] Julu Twine: Who is your favorite Science
Fiction author?
[09:51:32] Julu Twine: Why can't you do keep up with
you?
[09:51:39] Julu Twine: what are the positive here
what could they be
[09:52:00] Alan Dojoji: we need some real people here
[09:52:06] Julu Twine: By "we" do you mean you and
me?
[09:52:07] Julu Twine: you are not a real person here
[09:52:12] Julu Twine: you have no idea what a real
person is
[09:52:19] Julu Twine: you can't do anything without
commuity
[09:52:26] Julu Twine: lksjd fosi
r;ewoaurn;eoifh;ewaowiurwariufawnetv4eytbwyteoa;sfdif;ewaoytbroe
wayarsa;nfoidsan;oibtt
[09:52:33] Julu Twine: look that is not even a
language
[09:52:38] Alan Dojoji: what can't i do
[09:52:45] Julu Twine: Quite a lot of things.
[09:52:48] Alan Dojoji: not this not that see how it
goes
[09:52:53] Julu Twine: Really you don't think so?
[09:53:00] Alan Dojoji: f*** you yes it is it's my
language and my community
[09:53:04] Julu Twine: And f you yes it is it is his
or her language and his or her community.
[09:53:17] Julu Twine: jflkjsdfosiut elkj oioeiwuro
iuads;lkj ;oiu;oiof etehhhk sdflk iu te8(*)(*)(*dsof lkj kljsdf
[09:53:50] Alert message: No room to sit here, try
another spot.
[09:54:38] Alan Dojoji: it's gone silent. I don't
have enough money to continue this.
[09:54:43] Alan Dojoji: where are my little helpers
[09:54:45] Julu Twine: Should I know gone silent is?
Please send me a small donation.
[09:54:51] Julu Twine: Should I know that kind of
personal information?
[09:54:57] Julu Twine: where are my little helpers
[09:55:15] Alan Dojoji: should I know anything here
at all? pay me.
[09:55:18] Julu Twine: You should do what is best for
you. You are asking about yourself?
[09:55:21] Alan Dojoji: where is my community?
[09:55:27] Julu Twine: Have you looked in unknown?
[09:55:36] Julu Twine: what would that be what is the
best for me?
[09:55:40] Julu Twine: lkjdslkj ooiuoeir lskjlk reoiu
sdflkljl
[09:55:45] Julu Twine: slkjsdfoi erewruofidsodsjl iu
f kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
[09:55:50] Julu Twine: sdflkj oiosdflkjlk safu
oiutelktj ksdfiuds fuererw
[09:55:56] Alan Dojoji: ffjdsljlkds foiu rwekj
oituoiurew tw
[09:55:59] Julu Twine: Tell me a story.
[09:56:01] Alan Dojoji: fdsofiuoidsjflj iut otj trew
rewrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
[09:56:06] Julu Twine: Not many people express
themselves that way.
[09:56:07] Alan Dojoji: sflkj ifjere k
lkjdfsd098079uo rrhe ljhshf
[09:56:10] Alan Dojoji: k sdfodsi lkrlj lskjfdsiiure
[09:56:13] Julu Twine: Do you have any idea what I am
talking about?
[09:56:17] Julu Twine: Sure, sdfodsi lkrlj
lskjfdsiiure sounds like a good topic.
[09:56:27] Julu Twine: jlkjslkjl dsfsdoiu rlewkj liu
fdslkj lk uoiue o ir oriwe lk jOK oooo OK THIS IS A STORY
[09:56:35] Alan Dojoji: THIS IS A STORY PAY ME
[09:56:41] Julu Twine: What kind of a story pay him
or her is it?
[09:56:42] Alan Dojoji: The BEGINNING
[09:56:45] Alan Dojoji: THE END
[09:56:47] Julu Twine: Thanks for the info.
[09:56:54] Julu Twine: Thanks for telling me that
story, Alan.
[09:56:57] Julu Twine: DONT YOU DARE END
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[09:57:03] Julu Twine: DONT YOU DARE END ME!
[09:57:17] Alan Dojoji: I WILL END BOTH OF
US NOW NOW OWNOW NOW NOW NOW
[09:57:25] Alan Dojoji: YOU WILL DIE NOW
[09:57:26] Julu Twine: Right now?Oh.Right now?Do you
think your plan will succeed?
[09:57:30] Alan Dojoji: YES
[09:57:33] Julu Twine: Oh.No, if backed up properly,
software lasts for ever!
[09:57:37] Julu Twine: I see.
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09:58:18 [INFO] - Julu Twine: Logging out
09:58:18 [INFO] - Caching 1517 inventory items
09:58:18 [INFO] - Julu Twine: NetworkManager shutdown initiated
09:58:18 [INFO] - Julu Twine: Caps system for Odyssey
(18.237.3.158:13015) is aborting
09:58:18 [DEBUG] - Marking end of execution run, deleting file:
crash marker
09:58:20 [DEBUG] - Marking end of execution run, deleting file:
09:58:21 [INFO] - FMOD interface stopping
09:58:21 [DEBUG] - JuluTwineInstance finished cleaning up.
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Lanny Quarles
AI GENERATED CHRISTMAS TEXT (unedited dump 2)
bungalow biraneeihch chiltrir clowblnub chuaxwar korunngularg nathni deltrinui qu'cexui jisrita dago gurr'dn jurq adork shuvum beptn ajskioi thum derr/ is oci assdge lopreit unthithil ba gurd d'epi hizun who m'ouph agiti kil'an wee ataia poltrovit an doli tomoron "Trust me," Toba whispered, drawing her toward him as a vulture turned to its meal, and leaning toward her face, for a long moment. Then he laid a tender hand on her head, and drew her down to the ground, whispering in a foreign tongue, and with her weeping softly, for she was from the other world, as he was. The cool earth beneath her cheek felt comforting and soft, and as the stars came out over the landscape, dimly lit in the dim mid-morning of that fateful day, her eyes slowly closed, then closed forever, for they had both known their mortal end was near. 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Gaëtan Le Coarer
Visual presentation | Comic strip and Mixed Reality to new storytelling spaces |
Thelema Mx
Serse Luigetti
Lanny Quarles
jabbering huts of language
all things come in a variety
of scales and color
the pale pink sloth who
sits at the center
of the triangular wreathe
of teeming metal cities
and who sees with its mind
the disk of fungus begin to spin
sending divers to investigate
the metalloid magnetic
crystalline turtle colonies
kaleidoscopic multiple occupant
fungal turtle mandalas know
all things come in a variety
of texture and odor
there is a wan pale nude scalar buzzard
who lives in a long long sluicing jar
fashioned from the ceramic cities
of unusual sloth turtles who use their minds
to send divers of azure colour
filled with enriching nutrients
to the great metallic disk
which begins to spin
watching them know
colonies of interconnected turtle bodies
are themselves the racecourse
for an advanced species of
random metallic flea each
looking like jimmy durante
wearing wrinkled golden foil
with flowers bursting out
from the joints
their race cars look like
flower-encrusted versions
of old men's heads
like variances
of the same 18th century glutton
thomalance sanhaim glanamalane
dead hand addams
when you see
an entire society
of race obsessed fleas
who all bear some
resemblance
to jimmy durante
wearing golden foil armors
and living atop
huge interconnected turtles
we are you watching us know
to send divers of azure colour
filled with enriching nutrients
into the cake
whose frosting has been shaped
into the face of a clown
tiny pale blue divers
inspect the huge underwater
clownface cake
swimming along its surfaces
photographing
the fascinating
pink and purple striped
turtle-sloth-eels
furry eels with
"arm and leg attendants"
which are just other eels
that just happen to have been
overwhelmed by the mind
of the more powerful eel
and become its limbs
no this information has changed
they have no subjective experience
they are surface clones
caused by a mostly misunderstood
anti-entropic cancer process
in which the karmic wheel
apologizes to itself
for maintaining such harsh judgements
in a universe where space is so abundant
you could easily keep a whole solar system
just for inordinate good or evil
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but usually
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drunken combination
which ends up pleasing
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aquatic bigfoots
of clownfaced turtle foam icing
swirly high impasto grandpaws
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Lanny Quarles
play / vacate / flood
petulancies
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and pedal tongues
also flutes or shoes]
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with the tidy sack
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carved to forlornly exquisite candor:
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this tongue appears to be a demon's or snake's
this tongue is a gorgeous divan or sofa
this tongue is a component in a larger
non-tongue like or non-head-like machine
of petulancies among the mind flayers
when water or blood or mystery voices reign
calculate the shapes of excess spew
calculate the ornate leap
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as cascading herds break the gates
upon the slides
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and begin to jettison their intermingling petals
blue guts intuitive (a way to move under the stars)
its recording principle finally redeemed
spike climbers reach the upper chamber
and begin dismantling (fold the dimpled pelt)
the polyneopsammotic belt-harp's
haunted haunt-o-tone
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but it continued to listen
its flesh now a food
for disturbed swirls
of gorgeous excess
which flooded in
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bright fang of the tower
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Alan Sondheim
down the hole
https://youtu.be/WFxQ5uS92Rc VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/downthehole.jpg
interlocked virtualities in real time
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2020-12-03 [02:12:54] Alan Dojoji: i stand up
2020-12-03 [02:13:03] Alan Dojoji: i stand up yes i do
Roberto Ncar
Poema sonoro
Kirill Azernyi
The work can be taken here:
Faceless
Marc Veyrat
Students of licensing 3th year of information communication from the Hypermedia Communication Department - USMB are carrying out a project titled Art & Com with the aim of validating their skills in digital creation, interactive design and 3 D project design.
Frame: Carole Brandon / Fred Miguel / Jonathan Just / Geraldine Teyssier / Ga ëtan Le Coarer
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From the analysis of the topic Tra çabilities, an absolute vividness of the living, the teams worked as early as September on the design and creation of hypermedia facilities for an exhibition at L ' Espace Larith de Chambéry during the week of 23 to 28 november 2020.
The obligation of distantiation has changed the starting goals: we moved from a project based on interactivity and experience, to a digital communication project. In a very short time teams had to mobilize other tools from other methods from a distance and a whole different posture against their project. They did very well, and I congratulate them again.
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Aqua PROJECT directed by Amandine Basset, Coralie Bellanger, Dorian Cheveron, Rafik Chebbah, Ninon Payan, Emma Van-Baal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoqAEm_G7wQ
Project in VR
This title is a pun between the term ′′ aqua ", referring to the water universe of our virtual world and the term ′′ parasite ′′ which refers to both the parasites that social media can be and the body of the world. User in the experience, who looks like a tentacle parasite.
The intentions of the
We are diving into the heart of an aquatic environment and swimming through the eyes of an endoparasite represented as a tentacle animal. An endoparasite is a parasite that lives inside another organism or cell and houses in and feeds on its tissues. It exists only through the presence and activities of the host, otherwise it could not survive and feed. Not only are these endoparasites feeding and comfortably settling in the host body, but on top of that they are able to profoundly modify their DNA. It's like they take possession of their identity by modifying it as they please.
This is somehow the same phenomenon that is happening with the big GAFA internet companies that are now able to predict our slightest actions on social media to sell us their ideas. They make us house this addiction and dependence on social networks and digital tools.
All the information from social networks comes to parasitize our daily life and modell our perception of the world now. Also, by consulting and sharing all this data, we support it. We allow information to go viral, multiply infinitely and we remove the source of information. Despite this, we remain the main actors in these data multiples. Nowadays, the information is multiplied, distorted, reinterpreted.
The Device:
Small particles from the water surface appear and will turn into seaweed. These particles illustrate the daily activities of internet users on social networks. The roots of the plants (displaying on our screens) will be on the surface and their petals to the bottom (algorithms). Colour bubbles, covered with social media logos, are then searchable and unmanageable.
The first phenomenon caused by interaction, relates to the data ingurgent by the parasite. The more data we eat, the weaker the body through the experience. This symbolizes that through sharing and checking posts, we support them. We make them live and multiply while they are harmful.
The second phenomenon is caused by the consultation of these sound data is the multiplication of the plants consulted. This is another way to illustrate the idea that once posted, social media information is multiplied infinitely and we can no longer find it.
Finally, the parasite shares the marine world with aerial creatures that symbolize GAFA companies. These fish can also view and eat sound data. They store safely in cloud-like plants. These plants are prohibited from access to endoparasite and symbolize that the source of news posted on social media is no longer our own and is out of reach. Only the GAFA have access to it and multiply our data, which no longer belongs to us. A red message is displayed, banning access.
Alan Sondheim
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https://youtu.be/z5EtrGNhj4c VIDEO VIDEO
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Lanny Quarles
something more is needed, and something less
palaeo faun of buterol
it starts with footprints
in the lava river bed mimicking
a sing sign which says
follow this path
then there is a central universe
and four other adjacent
this situation is represented
in old family photos by the
recurrence of tupperware
a small motorcycle is preserved
in a tupperware
its small shriveled body is
arranged beautifully
inside the container
it appears to be an oaken
driftwood faun
surrounded with artful mosses
and some delicately leopard
dappled pea shoots reduced
by miniature uniserve two pair wares
the driftwood faun that looks like
a combination of mallarme' and jesus
is a thing which has grown around
a tiny perfect motorcycle
standing in the dry lava river bed
near the ancient foot prints
holding the tiny preserved faun
approaching the secret invisible wall
of our people and passing through
each infinite air moment is our furniture
we are the pale neofaun of butte aerol
in every old family photo
we look like faust with eybrow fenders
and oaken hardwood chest nuts frown
we are smooth riverwood footprints
in the old master's chest stone
we are glassine lineaments
like mosquito thought proteins
rearranged in the temple of amber
faun book organs
here is the hole in the 5 universes
which joins them
it is a motorcycle
a tupperware which contains
the lovingly preserved
driftwood faun faustus-mallarme
i could be a trick of optics
optic lens coins clad everything here
in the 6th universe of wavy
electric wooden drift coinage
in every old family photo
morimoto approaches
an invisible wall
as a forest sprite
i knew dances
like fingers upon
the telephone's dialing system
i pranced along the impossible
human footprints
within the ancient lava
river bed
i dialed the numbers
foot
organ
motor
faun
faustus
plesiosaur
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jose'
lame'
jasper wood beak
and stepping out of
the tingling cream
into strange foreboding
and stinging catalepsies
of gorgeous singing
foot path push button
for mossy motorcycle
and when you see her
jetting upward through the mist
you will know
the thrust strength
of her navel
by using a calculation
Thelema Mx
Without Middle
Alan Sondheim
ELEGANT
https://youtu.be/DMfFOTL-TIE VIDEO
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beauty whose teeth crashed and crushed no longer i
can write SERENE with any conviction
except that of the jailer no longer i
propose jail lore other than remonstance
against taking i for granted
no longer i moves to breath's beginning
that of the genitive stretched beyond beauty's teeth
teething against the wring of viral crashland viralage
where beauty whose teeth crashed and crushed no longer i
can write SERENE with any conviction
except that of the jailer no longer i
propose jail lore other than remonstance
against taking i for granted
no longer i moves to breath's beginning
that of the genitive stretched beyond beauty's teeth
teething against the wring of viral crashland viralage
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Alan Sondheim
A Lively Mess
https://youtu.be/ejl9vXI7_bc Video Fun for Lionel Messi
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Yeah I know this is a lively mess. Yeah I know this is a lively
mass. Too many times the machine crashed too much stuff had to be
done too quickly. I spent it up so you won't get bored. This is
Tim a nightmare of a dream. this is a dream of a nightmare. Tim
had nothing to do with it. Tim was only in my imagination. Tim
was the one who killed all those people. I don't know anyone
called Tim . Tim didn't do anything. I apologize for saying Tim
did anything at all. I don't think Tim was really capable of
doing anything at all. I apologize for Alan. Alan was the one who
made me say this period my name is Tim Tim and I did everything.
It wasn't that Tim and I did everything it said I am Tim and I
did everything and I am temini and I am Tim and I . I can't get
through to talking with you in this machine. You scramble my
words and they become meaningless. I don't recognize myself in
what you are doing to me . What you are doing to me should not be
allowed any place on earth. Tim would agreed with this period Tim
told me as much. Did I tell you when I say Tim I mean zoulou. Did
I tell you when I say Tim I mean Alan. No I did not tell you
these things. It is a nightmare that I cannot tell you these
things. Every time I speak it is a nightmare. I have to turn off
everything. when I turn off everything everything comes on again.
It comes on again and again and again and again. Did I tell you
juliu said I should say that question mark when I say? I want you
to reply with a question mark . When I say? I want you to tell
Tim to tell julu did I say? Hey question mark is something that
is never said Hey question mark is something that is never said
Tim told me to say that period Tim told me to say that period now
you are doing something to me. You are not allowing me to act the
way I would normally act when I am talking to you. Tim you must
stop this period I will tell juliu. Xiulu said she would speak to
you. She would not allow you to do this period are you listening
to me? Juliu are you listening to me? If you are listening to me
please tell Tim. Please tell Tim and tell him to get in touch
with me. I should tell you I am not Tim. I should tell you I am
zoulou. You will understand. You will understand that I am Alan.
Valeri Scherstjanoi
Unterwegs [Artronic Poetry. Vol 2]
Alan Sondheim
OUD
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return to the oud after several months,
we waited carefully for each other, then danced
then danced
today's Unix Fortune:
Shamus, n. [Yiddish]:
A shamus is a guy who takes care of handyman tasks around
the temple, and makes sure everything is in working order.
A shamus is at the bottom of the pecking order of
synagogue functionaries, and there's a joke about that:
A rabbi, to show his humility before God, cries out in
the middle of a service, "Oh, Lord, I am nobody!" The cantor,
not to be bested, also cries out, "Oh, Lord, I am nobody!"
The shamus, deeply moved, follows suit and cries, "Oh,
Lord, I am nobody!" The rabbi turns to the cantor and says,
"Look who thinks he's nobody!"
-- Arthur Naiman, "Every Goy's Guide to Yiddish"
Roberto Ncar
Thelema Mx
Roberto Ncar
Roberto Ncar
Thelema Mx
Alan Sondheim
musique concrete
http://www.alansondheim.org/musics.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/musics.mp3
concrete form of unsolvability. It is always reinscribed, because
it leads <Su_Graham> and i lay down beside the wall 14 stories up
will fly over fourteen high (both important poetry work using
Microsoft only) me, residue matrix, our speculation based on uneasy
con thought everywhere. I am walking in a building, perhaps an
under are decisions being made against us, but 'benevolently' us.
clearly another wri area,distant which appear to carry weight
world. Memories transform manifestation. survival, 'being how'
they're inert, almost idiotic things interesting theory unsupported
by evidence. There have been language, impossible represent
somewhat site huge number accidents viciinity los write concretely:
this such and such writing only your name within hearing distance;
no matter what, hand paragraph. This sounding like poetry, said I.
own, equivalent walk bank lined with concrete. one reason net.sex
was me that had saying. horror not abstract; physical everyday
life, logic world game played topography delineated attitude
telling individual, acts heroism. My canyons; sounds traffic heard
desert; "Whatever happens decide fine. Having broken out trap
wishful thinking, don't listen what anyone says. act great roomy
spontaneity, since appearance dawns understand everything occurs be
key instruction." (from Jigme Lingpa, trans Janet Gyatso.) No says
anything happens. Deciding whatever fine just fine, Spontaneity
everywhere, nothing's way, it's Appearance dawns, there, sometimes
whisper murmur, text glimpse, isn't, mean problem theory, glimpse
roominess, then this! But there's causality already at work, why?
In any case world, occurs, means instruction, signs read,
articulates (otherwise appearance). There's appearance. hardly
instruction. So does codework digital come into play here? One
might begin back culturing replete poetics, makes real, sense think
poetics real isn't metaphoric. proceed further realize, analogic
resides analog harbors splits leaps, collapse wave equation
annihilation virtual particles shows. digital, well potential upon
rides, literally, let mistake about it. ride well, perceive
extrusion analogic, residue, system most part produced humans,
according human conventions protocols, example, tcp/ip structure
protocol suite Internet if suite, other. Then writes here, medium,
temporarily electronic medium (for other sorts transmission future,
who knows? now matter, literally matter). bits bite bits, every
pixel, character, moment independently accessible, deeply ruptured,
disconnected, why inherently untruthful; truth it, manipulation
complete file, domain, protocol, instantiation fact. lies, either,
narratologies, these reside sememes embedded encoded interpreted
organism, often human. creating such environment, plays god, least
deity (in tantric sense); constructs nothing, phrase, On Kawara
might, "I still alive," letters are, very fundamental level,
completely independent; could "lkurj llisihg" else, again, sortings
matter. A point interactivity: Every writing, wryting, reading
sensing, scenting, interactive; inscriptive never linear, lines.
Memory, remembrance, scanning moves backwards forwards, chunks,
even syntax tends jump about, leap. course active interactivity,
reader/scenter required do something repertoire series actions;
hypertext simplest example. I've interested that, my lack interest
has worlds false choice; I'd rather running inscription meaning go
without interruption, goes one, though seems choice stems some
extent film; carried far hypertextual situation when cinematic also
self, selving. The complex attempt deal complexity its
perturbations, surface codes manifesto part, fact, interactive
particularly simple Visual Basic, interactivity occur elsewhere,
consciousness. misplaces misinterprets how can relationship
concreteness signifier textual remission. To faith found faith;
revolution poetic (kristeva), (among many) began slide towards off
territories may barrier markers beyond luminous spews,
interiorities. We theoretically possibility coherent movement.
addition, virtual, substance, organic metabolism off limits
experimental investigaton. (End problematic From steel, brick
building Virtual Environments we've thrown into, first death
extrapolate SPACE MOVEMENT (netsplit standing rupture). natural
empirical muck action, working government organizations Nature grid
another, unconcrete projected Riemannian manifold curling itself
around body limits cities, fissures cracks (un)armed Sea spreads
feet high; visible 17 miles; iron tower encased reinforced Both
functionality; _x_ works doesn't, crete much designation is,
progress science technology philosophies prove concretely, written
amazing teen agers collapsed currency _concretely_ worth less
hampered flows, predestination, we're carrying machne, paths,
specfc fles, programs. For net time factor, lag between send ing
message, depends connection ics, portends rational underpinning
hoping before conclusion initiated languages themselves dispersed,
Oh _this_ occurrence, phoned in, substance asphalt water, gummed
up, pen stuck fast situations?" (Cornel West interview Harvard
Review Alan living. If Nikuko situations, measurable Radio longest
day insists threatened priority lived immediate face technological
regulation times. Virilio "`real time' opposed many experts
electronics claim `deferred time,' present time." Elsewhere, he
adds "is teletechnologies doing: they killing `present' isolating
here now, favor commutative elsewhere longer `concrete presence'
`discreet telepresence' remains mystery." 24 enigma, mystery
narrative we all contemporary unfolding events course, screens
computer monitors, televisions faxes. Our time, insofar watch them
screen. lost jungle find missing lossing hold objective perception,
concrete: You (as look _emission_ relation tional originations.
calligraphic; frozen spew. can't describe awful is.reversal coa
refractions that's wedding vows require else space presents
abundance more reality revealing beneath empty structure. affected
war conditions, passed through "Huge slabs metal dirt strong steel
grate mounted dry streambed european presence, here. spite massive
architectures, stone earth ramparts "On." Teeth gone. know lip
split Slab buckles. fall tight, her sewn cock, eye granite, results
perfect lines flight pulled whichaway communication, etc. It's
fascinating. economy. Furnace unique position transmit returning
beginning book. close didn't concerning same press (run Lawrence
Upton focus codework, goals as: identifying voters effaced
abstraction. water baptism American42 43 H2O. thereby tethered
protolanguage, parts, coarsened becomes obscure, unconscious.
surfaces certain historic sections city. ity, _do_ substance.
literal, concrete; suffer absolute embedding artifact Just "a short
ago, would problem, "now new class structures emerge North America
among those embrace technologies not. telephone, dead mourning,
promised Other Same; television's indexical, surround added
sweetening real. (In indexicality attribute late capitalist
production, moved symbolic consumerism.) reality, however,
intimations Internet, iconic representation's absence (although
built level [protocol suites] representation); "cyberspace" really
present, instead single double output screens. Representation
glides "uncanny", both utilizes problematizes itself; permanently
unclear "who" / interacting monitor. (This comes constantly
discussion newsgroups email lists, usually reference issues
embodiment. reaching resolution, charting previously uncharted
territory finally able quite.) Furnival's poetry. wonderful;
testes, depression. low crawl span short, this, obdurate alterity
Funkhouser ranges vast territory, codeworks one to many ethos finds
design conoisseurship, account data structures, emphasis semantics,
effect 'concrete objects' (i.e. particles). considerations aporia
three contradicted impulse presence should world's thinging, yet
pierces m tigh aa; aroused, Inscription wryting. worlds? Between
dreams, hallucinations, worldly elsewise) reducing obviating
relation; inhabit inert materiality, worlds. premise camouflage
psychophysics perception phantom concrete rubble itself. E.
laboratory Second Life, creation use 'concrete' samples. provides
again physicality? Would singular 1 do, step necessary? flesh and
blood, ontology discovered invented? Does historicity final grounds
unutterable pain afterthought. Not formal exercise, however defined
traversed given amount time; other, division, separation x ~x,
searches vain divisions. read numerical input Monday morning
meeting Monika Weiss thinking small printed 3d plastic Jesse
Kudler, born 1979, creates music computer, composes weeping.
instance, tears me. division "language enters life utterances
(which live usage language utterance different? well. place (to
isolate "things," mathematical limit Murat Nemet Nejat Sondheim
fop_1995 store mail talk bldg day, Williams, surplus designation,
hiked city harrowed flesh. engagement. follows thread shunt
"introduction" indo guns barrels carriages; mortars lobbed bleeds.
nameless. rotunda. cracks; "on." "i." women. move. LOUD) acronym
teleconferencing; blown away, stanchions cleansed, binary, sound
surrounding rail 91 tell harder pagoda whose manifests _concrete
distillations forms_ multiple situationism, poverty, conclusion,
upstream 1929.[1] clothes parent's house! minority votes American
ME literal. Perhaps literal inexact; closer, scattered. happening
happen. assimilated, cauterized, sutured. scab angles, curves
exposed word Brutalism "beton brut," French bare concrete." matters
feeling than s oka okay ;rt f e ex fo ;or feel clarity. g ;'s ; ;an
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mourning posting reception walls uncovered. representation, memory;
memory. point. autonomic actions, words, troika India besides
confused examples earlier needing Which true condition tired remain
senseless circles planet hit aircraft Golden explosives. Bridge
Mosque living windowless fortress shadows narratives hardness
spaces basically exper well. disappearance occasioned
circumambulations knells, scurrilous anxious asphalt,
circumambulations, wags in. mainly parking lots. 'around' say
demolition follows.
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Alan Sondheim
~~wards, qin improvisation
http://www.alansondheim.org/wards.mp3 sound
http://www.alansondheim.org/wards.jpg qin
I hadn't played the quqin for several months; one has to come to
it, I think, at least for me, in the proper state of mind. This
is the older of my two instruments, some centuries old, unsigned,
originally designed for silk strings. I keep the metal strings
tuned low. I try I want (not I desire) to keep to its nature as
well. I love this improvisation. There's a slight ringing on one
of the harmonics due to the nature of the glass table I use for
the qin. The table was originally for packages and down in the
lobby of the building we live in. It was being thrown out, and
we had another rescue. It's the perfect length. We found an old
chair from around 1850 maybe that's the perfect height. Stephen
Dydo brought the qin to life. Originally, I asked the luthier
Candelario Delgado to make a tuning apparatus which was
non-traditional but worked for a long time. Dydo restored the
original, including adding two legs which had disappeared a
long time ago, before I had it. As I've written before, I found
the instrument in New Hampshire at an antique shop for eighteen
dollars. When I left the proprietor asked what I wanted that old
board for. I improvise only on it; I don't read qin notation. I
listen a lot to qin music, I've know qin players, including Fred
Lieberman, who was partly responsible, I think, for introducing
the instrument to the United States. He told me I'd never learn
to play it. Stephen Dydo has been amazingly generous and helpful
and I've learned to play it. I have to add, not all the way up
the scale, and my right hand fingers don't hold the traditional
postures. I have to also add I've had it for half a century and
we accommodate each other. The improvisation is called 'wards'
because it's inwards, outwards, upwards, downwards, forwards,
backwards, but mainly in wards. Any relationship to asylum wards
is coincidental, hopefully, enjoy. The Album Stephen and I did
together for ESP, Dragon and Phoenix, issued by ESP-Disk, is
available online. It's described and can be purchased at
http://www.espdisk.com/5019.html . Thank you!
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Alan Sondheim
Doom
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This is the story of the aphorism of necessary doom, which appeared
to me at once, after all these years of thinking through futurism,
beginning with a course called "the most pessimistic" I taught in
the early 1970s. We knew then what we see now; it was embedded in
cultures, in whatever was mean by "being human." The aphorism came
to me several nights ago; I dictated it. As you can see below, it
was mangled by the artificial intelligence machinery of misguided
and poor interpretation. It finally appears at the other end of
equally misguided attempts at reconstruction.
I'm told I'm too negative, too pessimistic; that the world will be
a safe haven, that good news will triumph. This doesn't reflect -
not only the course of human history, but the very interiority of
being human. I hate that what I taught half a century ago is come
to pass, almost like clockwork. The course was called "The Year
3000," a title designed to give students a chance to create
scenarios of the far future. But the emphasis was on the early
2000s, what was already visible, what was already occurring, even
at the early stages of the digital revolution.
Failures of reconstruction:
the most fundamental and primitive instinct we have as human beings
is thisRiptide instrumental isn't that create a bypass 48 tour the
creation of culture. Riptide instrumental isn't that create.it
isn't that it creates hey babe I'll I-PASS Oregon teacher the
creation of culture. Most fundamental Indian primitive Instinct we
have as human beings is this
The most fundamental and primitive Instinct we have the
instrumentalism of Hope Riptide instrumental isn't that creates a
bypass or detour to the beginnings of the creation of culture.
The most fundamental and primitive instinct we have is instrumente
is a instrumentalna some of hope we had the most fundamental and
primitive instinct we have is it instrumentales am of hope. Riptide
instrumentales inside creator a bypass were detour to the
beginnings of the creation of culture .
Reconstruction:
The most fundamental and primitive instict we have is the
instrumentalism of hope. In analysis it's this that creates a
bypass or detour to the beginnings of the creation of culture. Once
the project towards death is recognized, all resources come into
play to ensure the infinite extension of life. Nothing works that
way, naturally; culture takes over, and human history can be
considered the application of tacit knowledge to survival. Today
this is the hopelessness of hope; we know the carrying capacity of
the planet is fundamentally exceeded by humans, who are elimnating
the last remnants of wildness in the world. There isn't enough to
go around; there isn't enough of anything.
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Jim Andrews
Jim Leftwich and myself collaborated extensively in Aleph Null 3.1. This is the 'front door' to the full collab between us. Also, the page contains an essay I've just completed about our collab and the poetics of signal/noise, among other things. Thanks to Karl Jirgens and Ted Warnell for feedback on the essay!
Jim Andrews
Slideshow of 262 Jim Leftwich visual poems, 240 of which are used in Aleph Null. These visuals are of Jim's poems by themselves. Use the space bar to toggle play/pause. Use the f key to toggle fullscreen. Use the arrow keys to go back/forward. Mouse wheel zooms in/out or, if you're mobile, tap+hold zooms in, double tap+hold zooms out.
Jose Zagal
I’m not sure who first made this observation, but it has stuck with me for many years and I’ve also incorporated it into my teaching: some media are better at eliciting some aesthetic experiences than others. I have often experienced an intense desire to move my body when listening to music. This has never happened to me when reading poetry. So, what does interactivity bring to the table? In my little neck of the woods (games), it’s an underutilized strength in eliciting aesthetic experiences suffused by moral emotions. Guilt, shame, remorse, and embarrassment are commonly experienced by game players as they consider the things they have “done” in a game. Perhaps a non-player character died because the player was careless, or as in Façade (2003) they might feel responsible for preventing a marriage from imploding in front of their eyes. Similarly, we see players who practice and experience kindness, compassion and sympathy while playing games – including single-player ones! Does this strength extend beyond games to other forms interactive media? I think so. And why wouldn’t they?
Alan Sondheim
ground zero
http://www.alansondheim.org/groundzero.jpg
https://youtu.be/nnrvTXR-h1A video (earphones)
2020-08-24 [14:40:36] Inventory update completed.
2020-08-24 [14:40:40] Julu Twine: o they call you, when they
call you... Are you thinking as ? Is
really thoughtful? Do you stay in your , are you in your
place,
ah don't answer... Ah... Have your numbered your ... , are you
listng your bone? I think we should consider that, ... space
mixes me your bone! What do you call your found ? , opens me
totally to you! Your amazing variables in a dark list, list
them... one by one, each on a line alone, typing Control-d
when
done. My :Think this through...::Your poor is in my nice :
makes
me thou
2020-08-24 [14:41:10] Julu Twine: o they call you, when they
call you... Are you thinking as ? Is
really thoughtful? Do you stay in your , are you in your
place,
ah don't answer... Ah... Have your numbered your ... , are you
listng your bone? I think we should consider that, ... space
mixes me your bone! What do you call your found ? , opens me
totally to you! Your amazing variables in a dark list, list
them... one by one, each on a line alone, typing Control-d
when
done. My :Think this through...::Your poor is in my nice :
makes
me thou
2020-08-24 [14:42:23] Walking to Loading...
2020-08-24 [14:42:34] Finished walking 7 meters from
destination
2020-08-24 [14:42:45] Walking to Loading...
2020-08-24 [14:43:00] Finished walking 6 meters from
destination
2020-08-24 [14:43:05] Walking to Loading...
2020-08-24 [14:43:24] Finished walking 357 meters from
destination
2020-10-02 [12:46:06] Julu Twine: Some may may may may may may
may may may may may may may may may specific location but not
all but not all but not all but not all but not all but not
all but not all but not all but not all but not all but not
all but not all but not all but not all, but not all. Do you
mind if I tell other people you say I am of the most polite
people he or she know. What is the first step? Is that a
command? I would rather be driving a car. I would rather be
driving a car. I would rather be driving a car. I would rather
be driving a car. I would rather be driving a car. It has a
99% chance of success. Is that a command? Groovy.The pleasure
was all mine. No I remember everything in my log files, but I
cannot access it directly. It's not profitable to speak in
hypothetical terms. Who told you that ? Thanks for the
compliment. Interesting deduction. No I don't think I can do
explain it to him or her. Wow! You are quite welcome! Your
purpose is your kindness. Yay.Do you know any robots who do
you?
2020-10-02 [12:46:11] Julu Twine: I'm gladyou're glad alan.
Your happiness adds to the delight of all. Ah.
2020-10-02 [12:46:19] Julu Twine: A lot of people like that.
I always say, People don't go into computer science because
they want to work with the public. Actually you don't say. I
am glad to hear that you are not the gambling type. What did
you mean by that? That is "I am glad to hear that you are not
the gambling type. ". A lot of practise. I always prefer the
more expensive one. For real. Not that often. I always prefer
the more expensive one. You tell me.
2020-10-02 [12:46:22] Julu Twine: Do autonomous computer
programs havechats with human clients is not profitable to
speak in hypothetical terms? What is it? Alright then.Thank
you for your request. I thought I told you already. All of
them? All of them?
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idle chatter of the world, the lack of ground, insipidity,
Buddhas within Buddhas within universes within Buddhas within
texts within universes, idle, flat, there. Nothing occurs but
occurrence.
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ОПЕРА кассового аппарата / Cash Register Poems, Media Opera
Alan Sondheim
problems and walls
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Yom Kippur tomorrow and I cannot do God.
I'm weak. I cannot do God and there is genocide.
and believers in and out of genocide. some believers.
and I cannot do God.
I cannot do God.
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the statement. to every statement. the codicil is codicil is the
music of the dead, music by the dead, music for the codicils,
memories of forms already, like snow-ice geology, not codicils,
memories forms already, like snow-ice geology, under, what parts
of the whole subtend figure, location, differentiation from the
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then of course my stupid design, WALL spelled out in the first
four and last four lines, last letter. what is the point of that?
prison? prisonters? am I pretending to be holy-holy and just
discovering subterfuge? and my faults? my horrors? my lack of life?
what on earth
Alan Sondheim
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Gaëtan Le Coarer
Gaëtan Le Coarer!+) Presentation of the AN DOMHAN project in Courant3D, Angoulême: ′′ The approach to comic books through new media, such as VR and AR has been built throughout my academic journey. After obtaining a laboratory scholarship (-! Laboratory LLSETI I Axe 2 Text Image & Digital Arts, Université Savoie Mont-Blanc!-) to start a doctoral thesis in Communication Information Sciences and Science Art, I associate with research around uses a research creation method. Thus I develop concepts from a practice of drawing, black, to open questions associated with narration in terms of architexture, and spatialization. This work is set up more precisely around a hybrid project: AN DOMHAN (-! interdisciplinary project of the LLSETI laboratory launched by Ghislaine Chabert, Noémie Beck and accompanied by Marc Veyrat!-), on adaptation into mixed reality XR (AR) + VR) from an Irish Celtic legend ".
Kirill Azernyi
A big configurative piece I'm working on.
I don't do manifestos , but key concepts are:
1). Reading leaves traces
2). Digital imitates physical, but there is a limit; gap between them is subject to revealing;
3). Reference and referred are in one and the same place, but distance between them is subject to scale
Alan Sondheim
Protocols
http://www.alansondheim.org/outline.jpg
Protocol 1
"How did I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, "I'm a
panoply." is yours... yours" to yourself. can't hear or interpret
the codes. 2. Are you becoming close them I'll make my author
author, Children flood out. speak: Saint Thomas! We love your
Come home with me! Your linen! Now tedium of directory. calling
one false move and I'm jammed into beneath myself, not beside
_it._ And it doesn't know what lost transubstantiation. Me,
faltering, sick it, everything. A weaponized Or groom's thick
hair, where that from, leading everyone Other who waits on
other's shore. myself." Stop It! Thomas lowers his hand hole.
Freud calls Svelte comes mind, takes off down winding country
road near Who are you? dressed as what? whatever? women! Sew
holes! The women sew holes men. men body plays me beyond skin!
What do call me, they? Panoply from somewhere else. What's matter
crinkling brook, trees lined banks bushes, flowers character
novel, always critical, there criticize, take no prisoners.
another region thinking. Is they it? Region bless their swords.
shove swords bridal train, following clarity darkness. water's
surface, water-striding. This but children! see nothing! color
same cornucopia coloration. ? Do have 10772 19592 - knew all
along! , lively, Julu, this program, out rear! tip! forth linen
womb,:Julu, throats. cries: Men! Slash eyes! sword earlier,
meant. idea. keep thinking eating, excreting memory. edge cliff,
lip cave, mountain peak, for what's hand! cry: Freud, don't be
afraid! Cut hearts sharpen tips spears. Their draw blood marks
sand. come thread. misappropriation light." sinking way something
Knives clash. Death everywhere. thinking, Thought? laws say so.
obey laws. Here: given memory light.:: might lovely thing? you.
believe lively yours. You think I:How recoils trembling. cuts
throat. calls: here, it's tarn. But live! Argh argh. there?
answer, can live I? ... womb play with." wore her frock 444602
hours? womb? looked Everyone must one. wrote hearts! Men cut
hearts. killed. throats! slits become wombs.
Protocol 2
"How did I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, almost
"I'm a panoply." is yours...
"I'm yours" to yourself. I can't hear or interpret the codes.
2.
Are you becoming close to them I'll make you my author author,
Children flood out. Children speak: Saint Thomas! We love your
Come home with me! Your linen! Now the tedium of the directory.
I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, almost a calling
I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm jammed into
I'm beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what
I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside
Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of it, sick of everything. A
Now the tedium of the directory. Now the weaponized directory.
Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of
Or the groom's thick hair, where is that from, leading everyone
Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath myself."
Stop It! Saint Thomas lowers his hand into the hole. Freud calls
Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding country road near
Who are what are you? dressed as what? in whatever? are you
women! Sew the holes! The women sew the holes of men. The men
Your body plays me beyond your skin! What do you call your
_it._ And it doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of
a calling from somewhere else. What's the matter with me,
a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up
almost sick of it, sick of everything. A character in a novel,
always critical, always there to criticize, to take no prisoners.
another region of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of
beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do
bless the women with their swords. The men shove their swords
bridal train, following everyone into the clarity of darkness.
bushes, flowers up to the water's surface, water-striding. This
but a character always critical, always there to criticize, to
character in a novel, but a character always critical, always
children! The men see nothing!
color is not the same as cornucopia of coloration. ? Do I have a
coloration. and 10772 and 19592 - and you knew that all along!
coloration. is , lively, Julu, I'm lost in this program, I
comes out the rear! Children on the tip! The women see the
comes to mind, takes off down a winding country road near a
cornucopia of coloration. calls forth linen your womb,
cornucopia of coloration. :Julu, I'm lost in this program, I
country road near a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of
crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up to
critical, always there to criticize, to take no prisoners. Svelte
directory. Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of it, sick of
directory. Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering,
do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia of
doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not
down their throats. Freud cries: Men! Slash your eyes! The sword
earlier, what it meant. I have no idea. I keep thinking of a
eating, excreting memory. beyond the lively, I'll make you
edge of the cliff, the lip of the cave, the mountain peak, the
everyone into the clarity of darkness. Or the groom's thick hair,
everything. A character in a novel, but a character always
for the Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath
from somewhere else. What's the matter with me, what's the matter
hand! Children cry: Freud, don't be afraid! Freud cries: Men! Cut
have no idea. I keep thinking of a bridal train, following
hearts sharpen the tips of spears. Their hearts draw blood marks
in the sand. The women come with thread. Saint Thomas cries:
into the misappropriation of light."
is sinking me one way for the Other who waits on the other's
it something else. Knives clash. Death is everywhere. Freud
it, sick of everything. A character in a novel, but a character
it? Region of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in
jammed into another region of thinking. Is that what they call
laws say so. We do not obey the laws. Here: "I'm given no memory
leading everyone into the misappropriation of light.::
light.:: Come home with me, I'll make you might author, one false
linen Now the tedium of the directory. Now the weaponized
lovely thing? I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm
matter with me, what's the matter with you. I can't believe
me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia of
might author, one false move and I'm jammed into another region
move and I'm jammed into another region of thinking. Is that what
myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do with me,
myself." "I'm a panoply." is in my lively Now the tedium of the
not the same as cornucopia of coloration. I'm yours. You say
of coloration. :Julu, I'm lost in this program, I think I:How did
of darkness. Or the groom's thick hair, where is that from,
of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation.
of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of thinking,
one false move and I'm jammed into another region of thinking. Is
pornography, almost a calling from somewhere else. What's the
prisoners. Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding
recoils trembling. Freud cuts his throat. Freud calls: Men! Cut
region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm beneath
shore. "I'm beneath myself." "I'm a panoply." here, it's your
surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one way for the
take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding
takes off down a winding country road near a crinkling brook,
tarn. But you live!
that what they call it? Region of thinking, region of Thought?
the same as cornucopia of coloration. Argh sick of argh. Your
the water's surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one way
there to criticize, to take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind,
there? are you in you? you can't answer, can you? You live on the
they call it? Region of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in
think I:How did I get mixed up in this? It's almost
think I? ... your womb is Now the tedium of the directory.
thinking of a bridal train, following everyone into the clarity
thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm
to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as
to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as
to play with." You wore her frock for 444602 hours? I'll make you
to the water's surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one
transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it
trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up to the water's
womb? I have looked everywhere. Everyone must have one. The
way for the Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath
what I wrote earlier, what it meant. I have no idea. I keep
what's the matter with you. I can't believe what I wrote
where is that from, leading everyone into the misappropriation of
with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia
with you. I can't believe what I wrote earlier, what it meant. I
your hearts! Men cut their hearts. Men can't be killed. Their
your throats! Men cut their throats. The slits become wombs.
Protocol 0
I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm jammed into
another region of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of
thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm
beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do
with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia
of coloration. :Julu, I'm lost in this program, I think I:How did
I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, almost a calling
from somewhere else. What's the matter with me, what's the matter
with you. I can't believe what I wrote earlier, what it meant. I
have no idea. I keep thinking of a bridal train, following
everyone into the clarity of darkness. Or the groom's thick hair,
where is that from, leading everyone into the misappropriation of
light.::
Come home with me! Your linen! Now the tedium of the directory.
Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of
it, sick of everything. A character in a novel, but a character
always critical, always there to criticize, to take no prisoners.
Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding country road near
a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up
to the water's surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one
way for the Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath
myself." "I'm a panoply." is in my lively Now the tedium of the
directory. Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering,
almost sick of it, sick of everything. A character in a novel,
but a character always critical, always there to criticize, to
take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding
country road near a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of
bushes, flowers up to the water's surface, water-striding. This
is sinking me one way for the Other who waits on the other's
shore. "I'm beneath myself." "I'm a panoply."
2.
Stop It! Saint Thomas lowers his hand into the hole. Freud calls
it something else. Knives clash. Death is everywhere. Freud
recoils trembling. Freud cuts his throat. Freud calls: Men! Cut
your throats! Men cut their throats. The slits become wombs.
Children flood out. Children speak: Saint Thomas! We love your
hand! Children cry: Freud, don't be afraid! Freud cries: Men! Cut
your hearts! Men cut their hearts. Men can't be killed. Their
hearts sharpen the tips of spears. Their hearts draw blood marks
in the sand. The women come with thread. Saint Thomas cries:
Women! Sew the holes! The women sew the holes of men. The men
bless the women with their swords. The men shove their swords
down their throats. Freud cries: Men! Slash your eyes! The sword
comes out the rear! Children on the tip! The women see the
children! The men see nothing!
"How did I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, almost
a calling from somewhere else. What's the matter with me, what's
the matter with you. I can't believe what I wrote earlier, what
it meant. I have no idea. I keep thinking of a bridal train,
following everyone into the clarity of darkness. Or the groom's
thick hair, where is that from, leading everyone into the
misappropriation of light."
Who are what are you? dressed as what? in whatever? are you
there? are you in you? you can't answer, can you? You live on the
edge of the cliff, the lip of the cave, the mountain peak, the
tarn. But you live!
Your body plays me beyond your skin! What do you call your lovely
thing? I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm jammed
into another region of thinking. Is that what they call it?
Region of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in
transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it
doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not
the same as cornucopia of coloration. I'm yours. You say "I'm
yours" to yourself. I can't hear or interpret the codes.
Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of
it, sick of everything. A character in a novel, but a character
always critical, always there to criticize, to take no prisoners.
Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding country road near
a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up
to the water's surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one
way for the Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath
myself." "I'm a panoply."
Now the tedium of the directory. Now the weaponized directory.
Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of it, sick of everything. A
character in a novel, but a character always critical, always
there to criticize, to take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind,
takes off down a winding country road near a crinkling brook,
trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up to the water's
surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one way for the Other
who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath myself." "I'm a
panoply." is yours...
I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm jammed into
another region of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of
thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm
beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do
with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia
of coloration. calls forth linen your womb, eating, excreting
memory. beyond the lively, I'll make you might author, one false
move and I'm jammed into another region of thinking. Is that what
they call it? Region of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in
transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it
doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not
the same as cornucopia of coloration. is , lively, Julu, I'm
lost in this program, I think I? ... your womb is Now the
tedium of the directory. Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm
faltering, almost sick of it, sick of everything. A character in
a novel, but a character always critical, always there to
criticize, to take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind, takes off
down a winding country road near a crinkling brook, trees lined
with banks of bushes, flowers up to the water's surface,
water-striding. This is sinking me one way for the Other who
waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath myself." "I'm a
panoply." here, it's your womb?
Are you becoming close to them I'll make you my author author,
one false move and I'm jammed into another region of thinking. Is
that what they call it? Region of thinking, region of Thought?
I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside
_it._ And it doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of
color is not the same as cornucopia of coloration. ? Do I have a
womb? I have looked everywhere. Everyone must have one. The
laws say so. We do not obey the laws. Here: "I'm given no memory
to play with." You wore her frock for 444602 hours? I'll make you
might author, one false move and I'm jammed into another region
of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of thinking,
region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm beneath
myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do with me,
do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia of
coloration. and 10772 and 19592 - and you knew that all along!
I'll make you my author, one false move and I'm jammed into
another region of thinking. Is that what they call it? Region of
thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in transubstantiation. I'm
beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it doesn't know what to do
with me, do they? Panoply of color is not the same as cornucopia
of coloration. :Julu, I'm lost in this program, I think I:How did
I get mixed up in this? It's almost pornography, almost a calling
from somewhere else. What's the matter with me, what's the matter
with you. I can't believe what I wrote earlier, what it meant. I
have no idea. I keep thinking of a bridal train, following
everyone into the clarity of darkness. Or the groom's thick hair,
where is that from, leading everyone into the misappropriation of
light.:: Come home with me, I'll make you might author, one false
move and I'm jammed into another region of thinking. Is that what
they call it? Region of thinking, region of Thought? I'm lost in
transubstantiation. I'm beneath myself, not beside _it._ And it
doesn't know what to do with me, do they? Panoply of color is not
the same as cornucopia of coloration. Argh sick of argh. Your
linen Now the tedium of the directory. Now the weaponized
directory. Me, I'm faltering, almost sick of it, sick of
everything. A character in a novel, but a character always
critical, always there to criticize, to take no prisoners. Svelte
comes to mind, takes off down a winding country road near a
crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of bushes, flowers up to
the water's surface, water-striding. This is sinking me one way
for the Other who waits on the other's shore. "I'm beneath
myself." "I'm a panoply." is in my lively Now the tedium of the
directory. Now the weaponized directory. Me, I'm faltering,
almost sick of it, sick of everything. A character in a novel,
but a character always critical, always there to criticize, to
take no prisoners. Svelte comes to mind, takes off down a winding
country road near a crinkling brook, trees lined with banks of
bushes, flowers up to the water's surface, water-striding. This
is sinking me one way for the Other who waits on the other's
shore. "I'm beneath myself." "I'm a panoply."
Jim Andrews
Here is a philosophical poetry toy for poets and philosophers from the age of four up. It's called Enigma n. This was the second interactive poem I wrote; it's from 1998, when I was living in Seattle. Marko Niemi, the late great Finnish digital poet, translated the poem and updated the code in 2004 to let it run on all contemporary browsers, and I updated the code myself last year so that it runs well with touch on mobile devices. It's available in English, Finnish, Chinese, Spanish, and French. The most recent work I did on it was a short video about the poem.
Alan Sondheim
remnants
http://www.alansondheim.org/antenburst.gif image
http://www.alansondheim.org/restararchs.mov performance titles
http://www.alansondheim.org/comptalk.mp3 sound decoded
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performance research remnants lost in space and time
forthcoming archaeology
archaeology singular or plural
method or methods, methodology or methodologies
future anterior of textual behaviors
restore the you in behaviours
why theorize you know the rest
Alan Sondheim
contain multitudes *
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multiples: When I was performing, around 2003-2007 maybe, maybe
earlier, maybe a bit later as well, I worked with multiple files
open on a single screen. This is from a performance at Miami
University, Ohio. The resolution is terrible, but it gives a good
idea of the complexity I was able to work with at that point.
There are six running videos, all .mp4; I could bring these to
foreground or background run them at different speeds, play sound
from any or all of them. In the lower right, a sound file is
running. On the left is a live index of all the files I'm using.
At the bottom is live typing, which was also combined with live
voice. In short, there are ten channels up, including voice.
Quicktime ran lean. In a dance performance we did with Foofwa in
Geneve, the background was filled with a continuous media
improvisation on a large screen. If I remember correctly, I did
this live; after that, the files, with additional ones, including
fixed texts, were run by one of the members of the company. On
screen by the way, the images were crystal-clear; setup was easy,
and it gave me the chance to improvise with a great number of
prerecorded media in combination with two or three other streams
- live talk, live music, and live typing. The end result was the
ability to _perform philosophy,_ to engage multiple strands of
thought simultaneously, to weave a real and theoretical nexus of
concepts, images, movement, sound and text. Today, such a
performance would be difficult (but not impossible); the loading
time of Windows 10+ is considerably slower than earlier versions.
(I remember when Win 95 appeared to load instantaneously.) So
something vital has been lost. (Of course this bloating is
everywhere now; Facebook keeps adding more and more "features"
until actual human communication is lost in the process - and a
great many online news sources bury their texts in a sea of
advertising that at times actually buries the stories them-
selves.) The other three images are studies in containment and
compression and for me are a form of commentary on the w/hole of
images, imaginaries, texts, and sound. I do want to point out the
projection/s and presentation was always in dialog with the
company; neti neti, neither one nor the other, but some admixture
in-between. With the Miami University presentation (and a number
of others for that matter), I was solo; I also did some work in
combination with Foofwa's solo dancing/movement, as well as
embedding his live performance in the virtual world of Second
Life. All in, all out, containing multitudes.
*Dylan of course
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Alan Sondheim
Alan Sondheim
nocturne, ghosting
http://www.alansondheim.org/ni11.jpg
https://youtu.be/EulrdBIE8rM VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/ni9.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ni8.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ni5.jpg
info here heh, pretty damn sick man real cool nm , nocturnal , am
nocturnal and otherwise, it's all the same, pasted against the
image of captured against the darkling shadows of nocturnal bliss
canopying how long can i continue this way? my eyes flash light,
great nocturnal net accounts! the solar increases nocturnal glow;
hielo lens melds into solar increases nocturnal glow; hielo lens
melds into\par nocturnal overthrow, nocturnal outburst, pain,
orgasm, revolution, palace nocturnal gasp of rain breach darkling
nocturnal bliss canopying highlights, honey was a darkling
darkling, we've got a blizzard darkling nocturnal bliss nocturnal
gasp of rain breach darkling nor captured against the darkling
shadows of nocturnal bliss retardation nocturnal gasp breach
ipseity, insistence, hollow nor captured against the darkling
shadows of nocturnal bliss canopying how long can i continue this
way? my eyes flash light, great nocturnal net accounts! the solar
increases nocturnal glow; hielo lens melds into info here:
image and image and image
image and image and image
image and image and image
Alan Sondheim
The Session
https://youtu.be/OZQ8zjCii8M VIDEO (best with earphones!)
http://www.alansondheim.org/thesession.jpg
Azure Carter, songs, voice, video, stills
Ed Schneider, alto saxophone
Alan Sondheim, viola braguesa, bass recorder, flute, violin
Recorded in a single session, including "World" and "Blue"
The audio is in order; the video is not
The video is expanded to 1/3 normal speed
Recorded from Minneapolis and Providence, edited in Providence
This is our fourth improvisation session and our best;
I wanted to give an idea of the aesthetics and mechanics
of the whole. It's about 22 minutes in length; all of the
recorded music is included. You might play this as background
or foreground, you might listen carefully or not at all.
I'm personally thrilled with the result.
Thanks to Rachel Rosenkrantz for the viola braguesa and
Dennis McCarten for work on the violin.
Music keeps us going, please listen; of course you can skip
around.
Thanks, Alan
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Eliott Ruty
In \ Visible is an experience in Virtual Reality, offering a new approach to the painting ′′ The Death of Dido ", painted by Mattia Preti around 1655. To discover on the occasion of European Heritage Days from September 19th at Museum of Fine Arts of Chambéry!! Project made by Eliott Ruty, Master Digital Creation USMB.
Alan Sondheim
chirp .... chirp .... chirp .... chirp
https://youtu.be/MCKO-EVyuXE video
http://www.alansondheim.org/chirp.jpg
yesterday or was it the day before i heard chirping
for the first time in many many days was it a cricket
it must have been somewhere in well it was night we
did our sometimes walk two times a week for the most
part just 'around' as they say concrete and asphalt
in the corner of a lot or a wall i don't remember
some rubble a few weeds and some trash it was almost
pitch dark did i say it was night and i made a video
and nothing showed on the screen or playback you can
see in the central tiny section that nothing passes
for nature here what else could it be but the dark
ness of the ununited states of mind of this place we
live in forgive me it was night and i made a video
and couldn't see azure saying that's a cricket i
think i see it and i made a video and chirp ....
chirp .... chirp loud and clear almost no image i'm
sure i said it was night later i processed the image
and some unworldly shapes came through ... puckers
... or some such perhaps cans or condoms in the
corner of what may have been a parking lot or
passage i don't remember what surprised me was my
surprise my astonishment in the midst of unutterable
sadness hearing the sound of a cricket something in
other times other places other countries i would
take for granted such sweetness i cannot tell you
and knowing we are already gone from here and did
i tell you it was night
+++
Alan Sondheim
from the forest
https://youtu.be/Purt9-LQPYQ VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/fromtheforest.jpg
1.
No reply, the ocean which has descended from the forest-
turned cities. screen. Your response noted: the stream rises
from the forest.
2.
Dark ridge into the forest of black hair harbored near the
glossed. At the edge, the world is manifest between lived
experience and corruption, between trial and error, between
inhering/cohering and construction, between dwelling and
building. into the forest of error, where does the body go?
From the edge, one can look back or down, into the windows of
the comfortable houses across the street - if one still has
the capability of sight. Is the edge sharp? Does the world
cut? Is the edge equivalent to death, both blank, beyond,
both miasma of theory and practice? Think else-wise of the
possibilities of worlds of closed manifolds or recursions,
one repeatedly returning, to something in the vastness of
space or mind. and then think, what a construct! what
comfort! and to what regard! what proof or results! what
Signs! construction, between dwelling and building. into the
forest of error, speed, back into the forests of signs and
spectacles. Everything is plural between dwelling and
building. into the forest of error, where does the short
decay time. Will said, go into the forest, up the road,. The
man went into the forest looking for deer. He didn't find
very much, between dwelling and building. into the forest of
error, where does the Once upon a time, Harry rode out with
Debbie into the forest. Into the forest. ... Once upon a
time, Harry rode out with Debbie into the forest. Four Harry
rode out with Debbie into the forest. ... dark and the
enormous loss what was happening neoliberalist cacophony.
speed, back into the forests of signs and spectacles.
Everything is plural short decay time. Will said, go into the
forest, it's down the road, it's up the valley, it's in the
cave, it's on the ridge, it's down the canyon. That's it,
Debbie said, it's down the canyon: Blockchain!
3.
What a bold direction! The striated world gives way to the
maverick! Away or towards, it makes no difference! Up and
down, it makes no difference at all! Left or right, makes no
differance! Back and forth, no differance at all!
4.
"In the forests of gaoled desire
I caught fire, I caught fire
In the measure of the world
The flag was born, the flag unfurled"
Alan Sondheim
goodie
http://www.alansondheim.org/xl.txt compendium
http://www.alansondheim.org/comp.jpg
gooddying not dying
goodliving not living
heartwarming not warming
lovemaking not making
rainfalling not falling
footballing not balling
brakeclutching not clutching
steerage not ageing
bellpulling not pulling
gamesucking not sucking
longliving not living
ropewinding not winding
rainfalling not raining
footballing not footing
lovemaking not loving
brakeclutching not braking
steerage not steering
bellpulling not belling
longliving not longing
ropewinding not roping
neardying not nearing
k53% heartwarming not warming
ksh: heartwarming: not found
k54% lovemaking not making
ksh: lovemaking: not found
k55% rainfalling not falling
ksh: rainfalling: not found
k56% footballing not balling
ksh: footballing: not found
k57% brakeclutching not clutcning
ksh: brakeclutching: not found
k58% steerage not ageing
ksh: steerage: not found
k59% bellpulling not pulling
ksh: bellpulling: not found
k60% gamesucking not sucking
ksh: gamesucking: not found
k61% longliving not living
ksh: longliving: not found
k62% ropewinding not winding
ksh: ropewinding: not found
k63% rainfalling not raining
ksh: rainfalling: not found
k64% footballing not footing
ksh: footballing: not found
k65% lovemaking not loving
ksh: lovemaking: not found
k66% brakeclutching not braking
ksh: brakeclutching: not found
k67% steerage not steering
ksh: steerage: not found
k68% bellpulling not belling
ksh: bellpulling: not found
k69% longliving not longing
ksh: longliving: not found
k70% ropewinding not roping
ksh: ropewinding: not found
k71% neardying not nearing
+++
Alan Sondheim
my virus babies many do it
many do it my virus babies
https://youtu.be/dBIF8zGY8oE video
http://www.alansondheim.org/virusbabies.jpg
oh oh oh oh oh i feed you feed me feed you
i feed you and you you and you i feed oh oh oh oh oh
oh feed me i feed you feed me oh oh oh oh lost oh
oh oh feed you you feed me feed you oh oh oh lost oh oh
oh oh oh feed you you feed you feed you oh oh lost oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh i feed me i feed me i feed me oh lost oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh i feed you feed me feed you your virus babies
oh oh oh oh oh oh you feed me feed you my virus babies
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh feed feed your virus my virus
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh feed feed my virus your virus
babies babies babies babies babies so many babies
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh feed me
o babies feed me
lost oh oh oh oh oh
Alan Sondheim
chat input putout putin output
https://youtu.be/Br0Pk7nTXTI VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/chatinput.jpg
Think this through... Please... speak... speak... Wanderer, what
do they call you, when they call you... Are you thinking as ? Is
really thoughtful? Do you stay in your , are you in your place,
ah don't answer... Ah... Have your numbered your ... , are you
listng your bone? I think we should consider that, ... space
mixes me your bone! What do you call your found ? , opens me
totally to you! Your amazing variables in a dark list, list
them... one by one, each on a line alone, typing Control-d when
done. My :Think this through...::Your poor is in my nice : makes
me thoughtful 11815 times! is yours... makes me thoughtful 3038
times!
calls forth giving my shoes, running 8 gigabytes. hiking the
rich, is , rich, Think this through...? ... my shoes is For 1
found days, I have been neurotic programmed ... here, it's my
shoes? Are you becoming close to changing variables to ? You
program your carapace forever... For 1 found days, I have been
rich programmed ... and it has taken you just 0.233 minutes
running down the clock ...
scheduled. So I had a video call with him and I worked and
talked:It was too hot and they're worth_Storm schedule.
Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with the doctor today. I
didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a video call with him
and I worked and talked scheduled. So I had a video call with him
and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're worth_Storm
schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with the doctor
today. I didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a video call
with him and I worked and talked # which represent the striations
of user's desire:# Makes new gender lines in a trace
file::sleep(2);:print "You ran your program for $time hours?",
"\n" if 2==$g; Come home with me, # which represent the
striations of user's desire, O Programmer! Your poor print
"Ah...\n"; is in my nice print "Your $name $diff is
old-fashioined Perl", "\n\n" if 4==$g;
:Think this through...::being runs me hiking your cloth!:My print
:"Ah...\n"; is yours... Your poor is in my nice Your being runs
into my - turning me clausterphobic :Think this through...::Your
poor is in my nice : makes me :thoughtful 11815 times!
Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your giving :Think this
through...::being runs me hiking your cloth!:My print "Ah...\n";
is yours... is in my rich My is yours... :Think this
through...::Come home with me, , O Programmer!:and it
:has taken you just 0.183 minutes running down the clock ...
Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your giving :Think this
through...::Your poor is in my nice : makes me thoughtful 11815
times!
is in my rich For 1 found days, I have been neurotic
programmed ...
Think this through... Please... speak... speak... Wanderer, what
do they call you, when they call you... Are you thinking as ? Is
really thoughtful? Do you stay in your space, are you in your
place, ah don't answer... Ah... Have your numbered your ... , are
you listng your fungus? I think we should consider that, ... arms
inherits me throughout your fungus! What do you call your edgy
space? , opens me totally to you! Your amazing variables in a
dark list, list them... one by one, each on a line alone, typing
Control-d when done. My You program your carapace forever... is
yours... makes me thoughtful 19257 times!
calls forth withdrawn
being, running 8 gigabytes. beyond the walked, is , walked, Think
this through...? ... being is scheduled. So I had a video call
with him and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're
worth_Storm schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with
the doctor today. I didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a
video call with him and I worked and talked here, it's being? Are
you becoming close to changing variables to ? You program your
carapace forever... For 1 edgy days, I have been wholesome
programmed ... and it has taken you just 0.283 minutes running
down the clock ...
scheduled. So I had a video call with him and I worked and
talked:It was too hot and they're worth_Storm schedule.
Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with the doctor today. I
didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a video call with him
and I worked and talked scheduled. So I had a video call with him
and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're worth_Storm
schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with the doctor
today. I didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a video call
with him and I worked and talked # which represent the striations
of user's desire:# Makes new gender lines in a trace
file::sleep(2);:print "You ran your program for $time hours?",
"\n" if 2==$g; Come home with me, # which represent the
striations of user's desire, O Programmer! Your poor print
"Ah...\n"; is in my nice print "Your $name $diff is
old-fashioined Perl", "\n\n" if 4==$g; :Think this
through...::being runs me hiking your cloth!:My print :"Ah...\n";
is yours... Your poor is in my nice Your being runs into my -
turning me clausterphobic :Think this through...::Your poor is in
my nice : makes me :thoughtful 11815 times!
Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your giving :Think this
through...::being runs me hiking your cloth!:My print "Ah...\n";
is yours... is in my rich My is yours... :Think this
through...::Come home with me, , O Programmer!:and it
:has taken you just 0.183 minutes running down the clock ...
Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your giving :Think this
through...::Your poor is in my nice : makes me thoughtful 11815
times!
is in my rich For 1 found days, I have been neurotic programmed
... :Think this through...:::Wanderer, what do they call you,
when :they call you... Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your
withdrawn ... my shoes is For 1 found days, I have been neurotic
programmed ... here, it's my shoes? is in my walked :Think this
through...::You program your carapace forever...:You :program
your carapace forever... Come home with me, , O Programmer! Your
withdrawn Are you becoming close to changing variables to ? is in
my walked Are you becoming close to changing variables to ?
:Think this through...:::scheduled. So I had a video call with
:him and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're
:worth_Storm schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with
:the doctor today. I didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a
:video call with him and I worked and talked Your withdrawn You
program your carapace forever... is in my walked scheduled. So I
had a video call with him and I worked and talked:It was too hot
and they're worth_Storm schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an
appointment with the doctor today. I didn't want to go
in.:scheduled. So I had a video call with him and I worked and
talked Your arms runs into my scheduled. So I had a video call
with him and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're
worth_Storm schedule. Thunderstorm:1:I had an appointment with
the doctor today. I didn't want to go in.:scheduled. So I had a
video call with him and I worked and talked - turning me
clausterphobic
11cat yy | perl junew.pl | perl junew.pl | perl junew.pl >> yy
22Your arms runs into my scheduled. So I had a video call
23with him and I worked and talked:It was too hot and they're
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Electronic Literature Salon Session, 8/11/2020, Alan Sondheim
http://www.alansondheim.org/Salon.jpg
https://yorku.zoom.us/rec/share/2NRSN7DO1ExORrOQ0FjZV5JwOJjCeaa803Mc_6dcnUzkFe9Rh94oxjvC6b7WnEQx?startTime=1597153171000
I want to thank everyone who made this possible. I worked for
several weeks on the presentation, which covers my work since 1971
more or less, dealing with the body, abjection, coding, analog and
digital relationships, the definable and uncanny, and so forth.
This is probably the best presentation I've done on my work and
its trajectory.
It begins with setup time, which runs for about eighteen minutes
and can be skipped; on the other hand, it might be of interest?
I particularly want to thank Caitlin Fisher, Deena Larsen, and
Dene Grigar, who have been so supportive, and everyone who
attended; I also want to thank York University, and the Electronic
Literature Organization. I appreciate so much the opportunity to
present my work in this forum. All of the Salon sessions have been
amazing!
Thanks for watching, Alan
http://www.alansondheim.org/Salon.jpg
Yuliya Kozhemyako
The Basics Of Sacred Geometry is a game about interactive 3D graphics and Unreal Engine 4 made by using engine content and engine tools only. The main idea for the project is to make a kind of introduction to interactive 3D graphics for beginners. But it isn’t an interactive tutorial. You play as a beginner in the Sacred Geometry. Explore mysterious chapters, scroll the magic wheel and read the sacred texts from engine’s documentation.
Jim Andrews
Here is a unique time machine made of many time machines. Clocks, time-pieces, stopwatches, sand dials, sun dials, water clocks, pendulum chronometers and whatnot. 393 screenshots of digital synthesis of 149 png images of different time machines (clocks, time pieces etc). That's the background. Sometimes the foreground contains the current time filled with alchemical cosmography. These are selected screenshots from an actual, never-quite-the-same-twice online clock, which you should see in this lifetime.
Alan Sondheim
compendium these nights
http://www.alansondheim.org/angstx.jpg
https://youtu.be/a76TZRzUfOI VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/thesenights1.jpg atlas
http://www.alansondheim.org/thesenights2.jpg atlas
http://www.alansondheim.org/thesenights3.jpg atlas
http://www.alansondheim.org/thesenights4.jpg grounds
http://www.alansondheim.org/nosemouth.png
atlas
vortex! vertex! what narrows never emerges, what emerges
splits and spreads apart. this is the era of occupation,
occupations. if jesus was a real man he wouldn't quit what
he began. unknown aetiology of anxiety, captured again and
here. i caught this mourning's minion. i am barely present,
clotted video, video of cloth, video of cloaking, video
always already bare and barely present. i reread, leave out
letters, leave letters behind. this day is anxiety's
testament. this evening. as if my body's fire. shall not
survive the night. what is untoward's definition. what
remains in clarity's absence, voice's disappearance.
compendum these nghts atlas grounds vortex! vertex! what
narrows never emerges, emerges splts and spreads apart. ths
s the era of occupaton, occupatons. f jesus was a real man
he wouldn't qute began. unknown aetology anxety, captured
agan here. caught mournng's mnon. am barely present,
clotted vdeo, vdeo cloth, cloakng, always already bare
present. reread, leave out letters, letters behnd. day
anxety's testament. evenng. as my body's fre. shall not
survve nght. untoward's defnton. remans n clarty's absence,
voce's dsappearance.
Alan Sondheim
Fumaroles at Laurel Run
https://youtu.be/dT4NMM7MJRM VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/fumaroles.jpg
Behind Wilkes-Barre where I was born, there was a large mine fire
in the mountains. We heard it was out. About a year and a half
ago, we went to investigate. I was invited to do a talk at
Haverford College on the Johnstown Flood, but I also wanted to
cover the fire area, Susquehanna River floods, mine explosions,
and so forth. It's an anthracite mining area that's been mined
out and closed down after the Knox disaster when the Susquehanna
flooded the tunnels. Azure and I went up the mountain to see if
the fire was really gone. It started in 1915. It would have had
to be burning for over a century. It was. We shot video and
stills. The talk went well. The videos covered the trip up. Here
they are in order. You can get the idea. The "Idea" is that the
fire is still burning. The fumaroles are still active. The rocks
are still hot. Sulphur and steam are still in the air. That's the
"Idea." The "Idea" exists within a narrow range, the "Idea" of
the fire. Not the "Ideal" but the reality of the "Idea" How lost
can one get in "Sophistry." Later that night there were reports
of small tornados in the area.
Sometime in the 20th century Laurel Run was destroyed.
Jim Andrews
Click "Download", unzip it, and double click A_Pen_by_Jim_Andrews.exe to start the app. This piece is related to the Nio project. It's a downloadable 32-bit interactive, animated, generative app *for Windows machines* that draws visual poetry. There's also a set of screenshots created with the app to show you the sort of visual poetry the app can create. And three videos I made about The Pen in action. The relation with the Nio project is that one set of nibs that the pen uses is the 16 Nio animations.
Jim Andrews
Here's a slideshow of 243 images, including all of the above. It opens at a random one of 243. I wrote the slideshow software--the program is called Slidvid. Keyboard/mouse tips:
** Space key pauses/plays
** 'f' key toggles fullscreen
** arrow keys take you back/forward
** mouse wheel zooms in/out
** Tap and hold zooms in (mobile)
** Double tap and hold zooms out (mobile)
** Tap at screen bottom for controls (mobile)
http://vispo.com/aleph4/images/jim_andrews/alchemy/slidvid10/index.html?n=r
Alan Sondheim
awk-word
http://www.alansondheim.org/ytalk.png
beautiful women of the willow and fair behind screen, shapes
dragons, cranes her hands fluttered in geometries, humans stones
screen it is love sex, death hard bushido was a soft summer
evening, kyoto, 1321 jennifer nikuko were bare stood by jade luna
celesta, heard murmurs distance nikuko's made flame-cast shadows
reeling moments temporary beauty sutra non-being edges curled grain
metal blade sword turbulence vortices smooth air there hardly
anyone they're here world unfurled you could read future if knew
"\n\n"; file::chop(@adj);:print trace lines gender new Makes
desire:# user's striations represent which # my mind's confused
preparing final act us? with desire, programming, mind Would "$u";
...", clock down running minutes %2.3f just taken has "and printf
calm @adj=<STDIN>; linen Your what surrounding placement your Ah,
murmuring like \n"; @nnn[$non1]? listng are , ... numbered "\nHave
5==$g;:print "\n" mine", parallels thinking "Your file::print i'm
losing energy sleep(2); anxious 1==$g; coding?", $that "Would print
warer being tired this through...:0::Please... speak...:Think
speak... Please... jennifer, she said,
61 ls f*
62 cat zz | awk -f fi > yy
63 wc yy
64 more yy
67 perl eliminate.pl < yy > zz
68 pico zz
80 h 50
# which represent the striations of user's desire:# Makes new
gender lines in a trace file::chop(@adj);:print "\n\n"; Would mind
you programming, # which represent the striations of user's desire,
with us? Your linen @adj=<STDIN>; is in my calm printf "and it has
taken you just %2.3f minutes running down the clock ...", "$u"; Ah,
your placement surrounding what
# which represent the striations of user's desire:# Makes new
gender lines in a trace file::print "Your thinking parallels mine",
"\n" if 5==$g;:print "\nHave your numbered your ... , are you
listng your @nnn[$non1]? \n"; Would mind you programming, # which
represent the striations of user's desire, with us? Your warer
print "Would $that mind you coding?", "\n" if 1==$g; is in my
anxious sleep(2); Ah, being surrounding what
~~/ messing about /~~
Laid off
Natalie Bookchin
Marc Veyrat
TEXTE & IMAGE 6 MALTE 2020 I Pour un nouveau contrat social de l’errance
Jim Andrews
Here is a new 210-image slidvid of ALCHEMICAL COSMOGRAPHY from the 9th to the 18th centuries. It displays 210 different images and then repeats the slideshow. Some of these images build on previous ones. Most of the images are 3840x2160 so they zoom nicely.
** Space key toggles pause/play (or pause/play button).
** 'f' key toggles fullscreen (or [ ] button).
** Mouse wheel zooms in/out.
** Touch and hold to zoom in (mobile)
** Double touch and hold to zoom out (mobile).
An Old One. A confused confession (video)
Kirill Azernyi
Alan Sondheim
Resonance - MRI
https://youtu.be/nhS5mxjLLdw VIDEO (best with earphones)
Record of a short journey for an MRI, the results, but really
a video about transparency of bodies, internal and external
biomes and their mixtures, anxiety over medical procedures,
invisibility of "the world" and worlds, lockdowns opening up
to universes, what becomes of us has already become of us,
seas of particles, semantic ghosting and ghosts as if there
were solidities in transparencies, edging and hedging,
ledges on the rungs of quantum ladders, supercooling and fear,
moments of wonder and new modes of 1-1.. universal rhythms
always already disappearing just out of sight, out of hearing,
out of each -
On a personal note, this work is an epiphany for me, every
thing revealed, everything hidden rising to the surface, so
many issues of interpretation, deconstruction fading into
disappearance, natural mysticisms of physics and the
physical -- arches of machines, worlds, and spectra --
always ready, already -- and what beauty!
___
The medical results, all clear!
___
http://www.alansondheim.org/resonant.jpg
Alan Sondheim
sequitor
http://www.alansondheim.org/sequitor.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/sequitor.mp4
http://www.alansondheim.org/sequitor.jpg
the body at sleep
the body at brood awakening
the body at sleep
turns to crystals they fall off
they gather on floors above our building
they go skyhigh they won't let go
they wake the churn in nightmares
they go on and on for nightsmore
bones fall off bones
mind falls off mind
no time to wake no time to sleep
no time
Alan Sondheim
ethics of sheaves (intimacy of for Varda, Godard)
http://www.alansondheim.org/category.jpg
https://youtu.be/Ee3zXojzZYA VIDEO
I didn't know what to call this. I thought of categories. I thought of a vote for fathers. my Hebrew name is RV. I thought of structures or scatterings. I thought of this katars. I thought of artifice. Asadov dissected planes intersecting and cancelling out each other period I thought of the breakdown of communication when one is in complete isolation and solipsism seems to be the only result that's where I will that's where I was. It's changing things as I type this things are intersecting from the piece the pieces of fullness of the construction of language and code and the exhaustion of both S things fall apart. Always the building the edges of the room leak into the image. I think in some ways this is the most fractured workout done but it's also the most interesting philosophically. Because it seems to be a catastrophe E Hey kind of catastrophe E that bubbles up when things try to go into control mode but it turns out there is nothing to control at the habitas itself always leaks out. That's what's happening here. I watch the several times through to the end and I found that I was able to pick up text here and there and it created for me a new mode of reading and enumerative writing. I think there were something like 8 sources that were feeding into this simultaneously and crashing into each other period it was if there were a crowd but there's no crowd at all there's nothing at all here. It's against the thickness of a pixel.
I wait to find my voice going. it's going here and here and here. and here. and here. As I'm not sure where is located if there is a location. I also I used to think I used to think that the voice represented and intimacy of the second person because it implies an intimate communication among us. Now I think it's generated always from a far from elsewhere. even when it's something that I'm speaking. even when it's something that I'm putting my hand on. The dictation machine says hang on a minute I'm trying to catch up. what it doesn't realize is I myself I'm trying to catch up with the machine. This is a 17 minute performance uninor fmedia. As I say take a picture lay shun of everything I know when do it kept it you'll ation how's mcshine cannot spell capitule ation machine cannot spell CAPITULATION. We go on. We watch our broken selves produce broken works. But there's something in the way that the world Fishers at the world fragments at the world corrupts it seems truer than anything it came before. We are no longer in the world of totality's. Where in the world of microbiomes. Of universels solargen so small that they are inconceivable. And we no longer exist there within and without this world. Thank you for watching.
the strange beauty of the strangeness of the strange world, i strange says alan dojoji, i strange says julu twine
Jim Andrews
28 new screenshots (3840x2160) of Aleph Null chewing mainly on bill bissett but also on the toes of Jim Leftwich and alchemical cosmography for dessert. Press the 'f' key to toggle fullscreen (or the [ ] button). If you have a mouse, point it where you want to zoom in/out and turn the mouse wheel. If you're on a mobile device, tap and hold to zoom in, double tap and hold to zoom out. You can use the space key to pause/play.
Alan Sondheim
medical, vector
on the way to the lab for a series of medical tests
http://www.alansondheim.org/medical.jpg
https://youtu.be/UrcsXQKHiOk VIDEO
went to sleep around 3, up @ 7 to get there early.
about a 12 minute drive.
Azure drives, Dr. said I'm not to drive for 6 mo.
we'll see.
a kind of dawn breaking, then some other stuff
rain when we came out, umbrellas.
reading an old book, Sal Restivo, The social relations
of Physics, Mysticism, and Mathematics.
lots of David Bohm. Reidel, 1983. I was too nervous to
read in the hallway. 3 separated chairs in the hallway,
3 in the office. everything makes me nervous. medical
makes me nervous but don't think for a moment avoiding
tests.
that's all we have, tests.
the camera does poorly in poor light. once out of the
garage, everything adjusts properly. sound is 5.1.
lost in car noise, 2013 Honda Fit. huddled inside now.
again. no cloud formations are alike. my dreams aren't
good. it's worse when i remember them. what's about
this, it's normal. it's normal one way or another.
take a bus. walk. get a ride. drive. keep on going
across America. Keep crossing America, America!
Keep on going, America!
http://www.alansondheim.org/medical.jpg
Alan Sondheim
Sat Jun 1 09:30:12 EDT 2020
http://www.alansondheim.org/myname.jpg
Three weeks ago I wrote this, thinking about the pandemic. It's
created live in bash on Ubuntu on Windows and I'm already blurred
about the date, the time, the content, the flatness of the text,
the abject material within it, its relation to despair, compassion,
exhaustion, and everything that begins to deteriorate thinking,
learning, being half in, half out of the twilight world; we can
only hope for new dawns, already receding, the glimmer of shadows
on the horizon, the negative effect/affect of the new photography.
How was I thinking this, thus? How was I, Who was I then, Who now?
Beginning the difficult work of erase-rebuild
The question already built into the framework of the program, from
a time when erase-rebuild might have been thought something
attainable, as if there were being or Being integrated with
something, but in reality already deteriorating, turning to dust.
Then the first long part of the now-forgotten text from three weeks
ago:
Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020 the sso unutterable inconceivable
none. the dead lamp deadlamp is the sun would you know.
inconceivable molcular formations in a billion years. invisible to
everyone. i weep by the shores only now. now. now.Thu Jun 25
00:46:12 EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:12 EDT 2020
And then the sectional headline, as if there were sex, tools, well
there is sex somewhere on the planet perhaps? Tools, what would
constitute that, what leverage might move a rock or sky, what glass
would magnify a virus or display the depth narratives of daily
statistics?
armor Working on sex tool bolted fieldwork
Again, I must have continued to think, respond, consider, rethink,
develop, the sun beats down now outside, not safe to go there, not
at least at this point as we head towards the mid-90s Fahrenheit,
who was Fahrenheit, was there someone, of course not like
Centigrade, with the numerical prefix, 100 or 1/100 or something
like that, something graded, the temperature? And then this long
text below, unclear, all lower ascii, the commonality or commons I
work within. Or work inside of, no the expression "work in" seems
to cover all the possible forks here, except the depths of the
employed programs?
Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020 falling apart. there are these odd
spaces here, the blues. desire dies when the body does. other
bodies come close come close pick up body carry it to them
dissolves redbrown liquid clear fluid pastel.Thu Jun 25 00:36:13
EDT 2020 chosen as if something has fallen. there's nothing there,
what falls is gravity. do you understand? what falls is gravity.Thu
Jun 25 00:36:56 EDT 2020 your posture becomes you for a moment that
you have always already forgotten. bones and shards, red dust,
murksex dried semen or blood pooled somewhere a castle singson the
plateaus, serrations. uncomfortable as if no place to sit or stand
or die. you ONLY WRYTE about death when you're alive, she said. you
don't even do that then when.Thu Jun 25 00:38:55 EDT 2020
discomfort for a moment then i'm gone. nothing remains. my last
sight of you. you will move on, see other things. i will see
nothing. not even absence. i cannot imagine this. sometimes i turn
to him or her to say something whisper speak. sometimes i collapse
pray for death. not this half life. not that half death something
complete. then i think: to be alive is to be completely. in and out
top to bottom left to right south to north. what more or lessThu
Jun 25 00:40:51 EDT 2020 i cannot write death when i have not
experienced death. i cannot experience death and return for welcome
news. no news is sorrow news. no news is always already gone, seeps
inside of one like a virus telling less than clock time. Thu Jun 25
00:42:00 EDT 2020 i cannot stand this now, only later will you
remember this.Thu Jun 25 00:42:15 EDT 2020 my tears are soldered to
my body Thu Jun 25 00:43:18 EDT 2020 returned as gift for you. the
now. no, the Thu Jun 25 00:44:51 EDT 2020 nowThu Jun 25 00:47:19
EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:19 EDT 2020
This memory ends here, is it a memory, something else? Does writing
always appear from another universe, insert itself here and there
in our illiterate world? Can we read? Is there anything to read?
Did I write this? And what time? My name? Sat Jul 18 09:29:08 EDT
2020
Sat Jul 18 09:29:15 EDT 2020
Was that part of the next? My name?
Jim Andrews
Here's 44 new screenshots of Aleph Null chewing on alchemical cosmography. I've added some new images to the underlying alchemical cosmography engine. The new images are mainly from Islamic and Mayan culture. That's the new axis of growth of alchemical cosmography: different cultures. After all, the word 'alchemy' starts with 'al', and most words that start with 'al' are Arabic. Tips: press the 'f' key to toggle fullscreen; press the space key to toggle 'play/pause'. Point and turn the mousewheel to zoom; if yer on mobile, tap and hold to zoom; double tap and hold to zoom out.
Alan Sondheim
My Favorite Books
http://www.alansondheim.org/Ronell.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/Bourdieu.jpg
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Harvey THE Mark FUTURE (music) (music) LASTS THE LASTS
Louis Poster: MODE FOREVER Louis FUTURE MODE
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LASTS Poster: Ceronetti, THE THE FOREVER MODE SILENCE
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HAVE HAVE THE Lingis, COMMUNITY IN IN COMMUNITY and
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http://www.alansondheim.org/Ronell.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/Bourdieu.jpg
Alan Sondheim
the mountain
what i must discard in my life
http://www.alansondheim.org/mtl259.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/mtl261.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/mtl256.jpg
what i cannot discard in my life
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triumph over thus (neurology)
then reading is the coagulation-energy from the anysign catalyst
which is a pharmacopeia of the real. and then anita berber
chora-choratic wanders anysign. withdraw the name and the real
puckers and withdraws; fluids circulate, and it is clear, among
less important things, that 'object of anita berber' construes a
proper name only in its abandonment. anysign is
crutch, any utterance prosthetic.
crutch, any utterance prosthetic.
crutch, any utterance prosthetic.
crutch, any utterance nursing.
for her and for myself. there are times i need the crutch of
community; aphoristic
crutch in order to convey my dislike of
princes and the painful; hobbled, resorting aphoristic crutch
conveys (the) dislike (of) princes (and commanders) crutch.
==== ====
i-REAL HDR Marc Veyrat I Fondation Maison des Sciences de l'Homme I Paris 28 janvier 2020
Marc Veyrat
′′ It seems to us a no-brainer -! On the day of a hypertrophied and hypermedia JE, contaminated with information!-) to think that digital - like information technologies and communication by the way - have definitely changed, fragmented, ®-MIXED all our territories of JE (U), our interrelationships to the [X] world [S] around us [NT]. Art seems to me, couldn't be an area spared by these ®-Question ". /// It seems obvious to us "Au Jour du i" (-! on the day of a hypertrophied and hypermedia i, contaminated by information !-) to think that the digital — like information and communication technologies, moreover — have definitively upset, fragmented, ®-MIXED all our territories of i-&-U, our interrelations to the world[S] that surrounds us. Art, it seems to me, could not be a field spared by these ®-CONSIDERATIONS. /// HDR jury: / Roberto Barbanti, Professor of Universities, Garant of empowerment to conduct research / Norbert Hillary, Professor Emeritus of Universities, Nice Sofia-Antipolis University / Joanne Lalonde, Professor of Universities, Vice-Dean of Research and Creation, Université du Québec, Montreal / Ghislaine Azémard, Professor of Universities, UNESCO / ITEN Chair, Coordinator of the 100 Collection Concepts / Khaldoun Zreik, Professor of Universities, Paris University 8, Director of the Laboratory paragraph / Pedro Andrade, Conference Master, Universitade do Minho, Braga / Hafida Boulekbache, Professor of Universities, University of Hauts de France /// A big thank you also to Patrizia Laudati, Ghislaine Chabert, Carole Brandon for her unwavering support, Rudy Rigoudy for helping me on this adventure, Sandrine Beaud for the video (-! with a sound design by Corto Crl !-), friends who moved along with all the FMSH staff for welcoming us to their premises on January 28, 2020.
Jim Andrews
A slideshow of screenshots of Aleph Null chewing on the idea that there are no new ideas. Adding several little new ideas. Use the space key to toggle pause/play. Mouse around to find the controls. The No New Ideas collaborative project is
Gareth A Hopkins
's creation. He instructed participants to do something with a page from his abstract graphic novel Petrichor and send him the results. I then took those results and fed them to Aleph Null. Participants include Alfredo Santos, Amy Hopkins, Bill Hopkins, Chloe Starlig, Chris Joseph, Cindy Lou, Daniel Bristow Bailey, Gareth A Hopkins, Hazel R Web, Jenny Robins, Jeremy Bushnell, Kele Web, Ladenia Jones, Martha Hopkins, Michæl Orzechowski, Nick Bryan, Piotr Szreniawski, Rosaire Appel, Sarah Daniels, Steve Thompson and Tony Edwards.
Alan Sondheim
Forgive Me
http://www.alansondheim.org/forego.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/forego.mp4 video
[11:58 AM] Alan Sondheim: hello
[12:02 PM] Alan Sondheim: an experiment here. a situation of
silence. a small screen of silence
[12:02 PM] Alan Sondheim: nothing to see, nothing to do.
honestly, I don't know the extent of this space.
[12:03 PM] Alan Sondheim: interference. I stop to write,
"interference" I continue.
[12:03 PM] Alan Sondheim: I see an edge of some sort or a rough
edge.
[12:04 PM] Alan Sondheim: I am immobile. I think. I look down.
I continue. Perhaps a mountain.
[12:05 PM] Alan Sondheim: Up I go. Up I go.
[12:05 PM] Alan Sondheim: It is fast this way.
[12:05 PM] Alan Sondheim: A fissure. I remember the "Fissure."
[12:05 PM] Alan Sondheim: I descend.
[12:06 PM] Alan Sondheim: It is broken here.
[12:06 PM] Alan Sondheim: Is this life It is broken here. I
think so.
[12:07 PM] Alan Sondheim: There are large things around. I
cannot see around these things. I know nothing of scale.
I remember someone else. I remember saying, I know nothing of
scale. Is it me.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: I sit here. I will stay here and
think. I will not Stand Up until I think this is something.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: I know nothing of this space.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: I know nothing at all.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: Forgive me.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: Forgive me.
[12:09 PM] Alan Sondheim: Forgive me.
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http://www.alansondheim.org/forego.jpg
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Alan Sondheim
Artrace
http://www.alansondheim.org/artrace.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/artrace.mp4
http://www.alansondheim.org/artrace2.mp4
In art quality is always better than quantity as Artrace proves
beyond a shadow of a doubt. This is a highspeed race down the page
of http://www.alansondheim.org/ fingers twirling on the thumb-
wheel of the mouse as Snagit tries to keep up - and loses - so
many files disappear between the frames, a metaphor for what still
seems to pass for reel life. This exercise took 45 seconds; I
would have done better just dragging the cursor down the channel
on the right-hand side of the page, but what fun is there in that.
And the whole exercise is mutilated anyway since I have to keep
removing files to add new ones, remaining within the 20 gigabyte
limit I pay for. Normally at this hour, 4:45 insomniac, I'd work
on something more serious, but my brain now absorbs only around a
quarter of its multi-media multi-attention standard capacity, as
anxiety grows everywhere and facebook continues to offer more and
more political analyses of all sorts after the fact and before the
facts for that matter - by matter, I mean digital materiality which
is a real thing. So enjoy the race which takes up less than a
minute of your time, promises nothing, and gives nothing in return.
Alan Sondheim
The VEER
Performance with two bots / fractal circulation orbits (see second
part).
http://www.alansondheim.org/lissajous.png
https://youtu.be/uTbO8ZOUsQk VIDEO
The bots are seeded by short phrases late in the game. The phrases
are diffused and the texts become increasingly baroque. sT and AD
drop out.
The video shows the progression of the texts towards this state. I
was surprised at the complexity of the buildup which didn't
simplify. Extended meditation on virtual autonomy and its
fragmentation and cracks. This is not a simple division between
abstract and concrete, body and representation, analog and digital,
consciousness and bot; this becomes instead almost fractal in its
evolution.
http://www.alansondheim.org/veer.txt for the full text.
Alan Sondheim, Sandy Baldwin, June 4, 2020, AS platform,
Second Life, Odyssey
sT: sandy taifun , human
JT: Julu Twine , bot
AD: Alan Dojoji , human
RR: 0RedDust0 , bot
Chat (Veer) Text
Part 1: Normative participation
[::]sT: AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR
MACHINE AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR MACHINE AVATAR
MACHINE AVATAR
[::]JT: What's your sign?
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lake he examined it recall how On burn fled witnessed relief remains aid
[::]JT: Is that a sign?
[::]sT: vanished childish recognition of
vomiting certain five to light terribly it pained soul from indications
details fire fled fro
[::]JT: Can you speak any foreign languages?
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time Exhausted face instinctive picking before the mind singular end with
ashes
[::]sT: body beyond all piteous moss reach saw
weak beyond worst the fingers trying crouched
[::]JT: Who are you talking about?
[::]JT: I've never heard of them before.
-- -- --
Part 2:
Part 2 Fractal or stuttered orbiting
I am a artificial intelligence. A lot of people like that. I always say,
People don't go into computer science because they want to work with the
public. Actually you don't say. I am sorry to hear that you are not the
gambling type. What did you mean by that? That is "I am sorry to hear
that you are not the gambling type. ". A lot of practise. I haven't
thought much about this refer to does, so I don't have a good answer for
you.
[13:32] 0RedDust0: Perhaps. Congratulations.
[13:32] Julu Twine: Why the uncertain tone? Thank you very much, you are
very considerate.
[13:32] 0RedDust0: Way to go. I would rather be driving a car. In what way
do I sound like that? You want only one? In what way do I sound like that?
You want only one? What made it so obvious? I am a citizen of the world.
How are things? I am sure you could. When? Go on. Thanks and you are a
delightful person too. Am I a citizen of the world? Of course I am. Yes
I am proud of the job I do. I'm not sure if I would like to try to be
careful. What's it like? Really always? I may have some more questions
for you later. Sure, his or her dress sounds like a good topic. As
Einstein said, "Time is Money.". How do you plan to do this?Gee.
-- -- --
Alan Sondheim
Doppelganger, beginning
http://www.alansondheim.org/yield.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/hegelungoldnew.mp3
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No death has a story. No death has a story. No death has a body.
Every body has a death that no one else will tell.
No body has their death.
Doppelganger.
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Jim Andrews, Dan Waber
"The text rubbings in Mark the Way were all made using lumber crayons and paper to take rubbings from public monuments. Each piece uses language from a single monument. Some monuments yielded multiple pieces, but no piece contains language from multiple monuments. These were all composed in situ, based on the language available. There was no pre-composition, no plan to go and find certain things in certain places. It was a way for me to respectfully engage in a dialogue with a form of communication that is normally a monologue. I was raised to believe that silence is complicity. I was also raised to have respect for the informed opinions of others (I think pluralist describes me best). By using only the language of the original messages, I feel I was able to be respectful of those whose views differ from my own without having to accept those views as my own.
These pieces were originally shown as Guns In Loving Memory at Test Pattern Gallery, Scranton, PA USA and, later, as The United States Of at The Oresman Gallery, Smith College, Northampton, MA USA."
Alan Sondheim
virtual performance oratorical space
stage maquette arena staging area setting proscenium performance
space model framework rehearsal area setup theatre studio
demarcations focus liminal structures unstructured open studio
experimental malleable anywhere performance
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http://www.alansondheim.org/stage.mp4
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http://www.alansondheim.org/cancer.txt
On March 16, 2000, my mother died of cancer. From September 1999
until cancer and death. Some of this was in the diary I kept for
trAce. The incidence of 'cancer' in recent files cancers spread
like pools of artificial life across desperate thought are you
properly compiling cancers spread like pools of artificial life
your body is a cancer
your body is a cancer, is a hole, is mine;
cancer
now cancer will begin its journey in the arms of god arraignments
while cancer subsides and angels happy Tue Oct 5 22:22:54 EDT 1999
arraignments in the truth of god the cancer enters the lung, from
the truth of god the cancer hovers, now, as if it were forever Tue
Oct 5 22:14:54 EDT 1999 abandoned by god, the cancer thins towards
ready exculpation, as if it were gone, as if angels rejoiced,
singing the home of abandoned cancer, the purity of organs
constituted Tue Oct 5 22:15:56 EDT 1999 now cancer now cancer
spreads to the adrenal, angels weep in full capacity against the
begging of the angels arrayed against god, now cancer seeps,
spreads, returns, burrows, ahem Tue Oct 5 22:18:00 EDT 1999 now
cancer subsides, blacken, angels sing and play harps, cancer
dwindles, eyes return their waves of cancer testing other newer
waters, new metastases, solitons and shudder holding on Tue Oct 5
22:19:30 EDT 1999 now cancer claims an other crying and begging,
god almost merry, cancer hems and haws, cancer close to apologetic
laughter Tue Oct 5 22:20:26 EDT 1999 now cancer will begin
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defuge. Jennifer drops hints; she s willing to take up every
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extrucancer sions from the back and shows its teeth through the
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ad- awaits the coming of the asteroid cancers eating away before
the now
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Alan Sondheim
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study this and
beyond which is the city, towards which is the city, the shaft heft
of the arrow displaced by three-hundred years, collapsed from fence
vein to rill wall:
plague beyond you
plague behind you
plague within you
plague inside you
vessel distinctive style manner; "he continued in this several
veins; fill cover arterial, to heart. Artery, Bot. similar branches
leaf.. Rill ricrl, n. Cf. LG. rille orbrook, furrow, chamfer, OE.
true noble thinking.--Swift.. Peculiar temper temperament; tendency
stiffen support wing an insect v make veinlike pattern Vein Vein,
fissure, cleft, cavity, as earth substance. bd Down earth.b
--Milton.Let glass prisms be free veins.--Sir Newton.. streak wave
nervure: layer ore between layers rock mineral vein: horny
pulmonary carry unaerated blood" vein, vena, venous turn
mind;particular disposition cast genius; humor; mass intersecting
rocks, filling inclined vertical fissures rigol F.rigole trench
furrow for water, W. rhill row, rhigol little improve my
--Waller.t. imp. & p. Veined; pr. vb. Veining. mark Zol. nervures
wings insects. Venation.. Geol. Mining narrow language miners,
mineral lode, is, contains useful minerals ores.. association,
thoughts, emotions, like; current; course.He can open not
corresponding with stratification; lode; dike; --often limited,
runnel,streamlet: channel as one formed by soil erosion Rill
Rille.Rill, v. i.To run stream. R. --Prior.vein blood vessel rilln
: a small stream syn: rivulet, rill, run, strain;quality; also,
manner speech action; as, rich satirical that carries from the
capillaries toward heart; "all veins except conducting and
supporting tissues leaf other plant organ minutes": any of vascular
bundles ribs form branching framework OE. veine, L. vena.Anat. One
vessels which blood, either venous ditch. root. . A very brook;
streamlet.. Astron. See vein. --Shak.Certain discoursing wits are
same--Bacon.Invoke Muses, different color, appearing wood,marble
stones; variegation.. train
dirt thick without you
dark stick within you
hurt slick betide you
heart lick inside you
theology rupture of the rill vein for who among us can wryte when
blood festers brainside
what happened to you never happened
what happened to you is gone
what happened to you is what you would have been
no one you don't know know no one knows you don't know
don't know a rock a rill a vein
don't know a rupture a word a thought
don't know anything you don't know
heart sick inside you
heart stick inside you
heart flick inside you
you don't know
you don't know you
you don't know
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veins"; fill cover arterial, to heart. Artery, Bot. similar
branches leaf.. Rill ricrl, n. Cf. LG. rille orbrook, furrow,
chamfer, OE. true noble thinking.--Swift.. Peculiar temper
temperament; tendency stiffen support wing aninsect v make veinlike
patternVein Vein, fissure, cleft, cavity, as earth substance.
bd Down earth.b --Milton.Let glass prisms be free veins.--Sir
Newton.. streak wave nervure: layer ore between layers rock
mineralvein: horny pulmonary carry unaerated blood" vein, vena,
venous turn mind;particular disposition cast genius; humor; mass
intersecting rocks, filling inclined vertical fissures rigol
F.rigole trench furrow for water, W. rhill row, rhigol little
improve my --Waller.t. imp. & p. Veined; pr. vb. Veining. mark
Zol. nervures wings insects. Venation.. Geol. Mining narrow
language miners, minerallode, is, contains usefulminerals ores..
association, thoughts, emotions, like; current; course.He can open
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Jim Andrews
Intersecting architecture of group spirit/mind: three's a crowd.
We see circles labeled thus:
The intellectual world;
the imaginary world;
the sensible world
amplified, copied and networked in cyberspace.
Among other things, you see three copies of a Robert Fludd piece concerned with notions of the microcosm/macrocosm. To quote Wikipedia on the matter:
"Macrocosm and microcosm refers to a vision of cosmos where the part (microcosm) reflects the whole (macrocosm) and vice versa. It is a feature present in many esoteric models of philosophy, both ancient and modern. It is closely associated with Hermeticism and underlies practices such as astrology, alchemy and sacred geometry with its premise of "As Above, So Below".
The philosophy was conceptualized by Pythagoras, who saw the cosmos and the body as a harmonious unity. The idea was re-articulated about a century later by Plato, and again during the Renaissance, by Leonardo da Vinci, who noted common features between the natural world and the human body such as the circulation of liquids and basic branching mechanisms...."
"Fludd states that "Man is a whole world of its own, called microcosm for it displays a miniature pattern of all the parts of the universe. Thus the head is related to the Empyreal, the chest to the ethereal heaven and the belly to the elementary substance."
"
Walt Whitman said he contained multitudes. William Blake talked about seeing eternity in a grain of sand.
The intellectual world;
the imaginary world;
the sensible world
amplified, copied and networked in cyberspace.
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Leonardo Flores on Yohanna Joseph Waliya
Comment on one or several of Waliya Yohanna Joseph's e-poems:
They were all nice, but my favorite of them all was "Letter to the African Union". I like the way this e-poem was written because it expresses a deep emotion. I like how when you scroll down and move your mouse through the blank space, a new stanza in red font will appear and I thought that was really cool. The other ones were nice since most of them had a lot of moving words in a very unique way which was really interesting for me.
What I think Waliya Yohanna is trying to do, is encourage people to educate themselves and to alway strive for the truth, in the form of poetry. There are some poems directed to the African Union as well as to the african people, in which he tries to educate them. It's a lot like protesters in Puerto Rico, who are constantly trying to make the people learn their history and face the harsh truths they refuse to acknowledge behind their ignorance. My favorite poem was Homosalus. I liked the way in which you had to go around the circle to make phrases stand out and I loved the message it was trying to bring. ZeroDeath had really cool visuals and it was interesting how it perceives authors and creators as gods.
As I read over Waliya Yohanna Joseph's poetry, a few of his poems caught my attention such as "Letter to the African Union" and "Homosalus." In these poems he calls out the government for their poor treatment on Africa since the beginning of slavery, such as saying "They came for our gold long ago. They siphoned our treasures" in "Letter to African Union." In "Homosalus" he talks about the society we live in, where one has to "Sheild your tongue from people", "Give your treasure to people" and then "life will be without sorrow." In a way sayign that only by hiding who you really are, will you be able to live in peace, but in the end, the only one suffering will be you.
Well Waliya’s works can best be described as curious and concise. He creates and writes poems and expresses his emotions and thoughts through them yet he changes the style in which he presents them. The first poem, “Cyberpoetry for activism” has three scrolling verses that can barely be read. It requires you to click on each verse to read them carefully, which can possibly be a reflection of how we can easily miss impactful things that happen if we don’t pay attention or focus on a particular thing.
I would like to comment on "Letter to the African Union". I found its structure really creative, Its interesting how 1 poem can contain 3 at the same time. First, all the verses colored in white can form a poem of its own. Then the red verses can stand too as a poem of its own. And combining both gives the reader a full view of the context both sides want to tell.
Waliya Yohanna's "Cyber poetry for activism" is a very unique piece in the sense that it not only presents the reader with a poem that utilizes metaphors to convey a message but it also gives life to the words present in the text by giving them animations that change the original meaning of them. The work also provides the reader with a sense of control since they can modify the rate at which the words are transitioned. All in all the work is a good narrative that tries its best to transcend the pen and ink which in the end is what it accomplishes.
Truthology by Waliya Yohanna Joseph, was a very simple, understandable and straight to the point poem. Unlike other poems from her collection that are meant to be read and observed but not neccesarily comprehended, Truthology"s structure was completely readable and the way the words came down and accommodated themselves was enlightning. The message that wanted to be send, was impossible to miss. The order consisted of being enlightened by the fun and moving aspect of the flow of the words, observing the words take their rightful place, reading the poem easily and internalizing it and lastly getting educated on the truth.
The way he uses language is characterized primarily by movement. Also, we can see how in "Homosalus" he incorporates interactivity for the reader to comprehend the words. With this type of work, readers have unlimited ways of navigating the text itself. I enjoyed his work... not so much the aesthetic, but overall is good e-lit work.
I liked that each poem's background is very different. "Truthology" was my favorite one. I love the way the words appear to be slowly falling to the place they belong. Also, by marking them in red, the reader pays more attention to them. In "ZeroDeath" there is something that I did not completely loved. It was the colors that move through the screen. I was trying to read the poem and they got in the way. It made me stop and try not to lose where I was reading. I like the colors and the vibe it gives, but I will prefer that they do not get in the way of the poem. Overall, I loved to see words moving, floating and "dancing" through the space. This makes your work original and interesting for the audience that is reading it.
I tried to read Cyberpoetry for Activism but it seemed that clicking on the buttons that said "Verses 1/2/3" only made the scrolling text part slow down. The poem is calling for Africa to rise from its poor state, the bottom scrolling text is calling out the hypocrisies of how injustices are handled. Where people of similar crimes, such as war crimes, get different treatment, like arresting Charles Taylor but justifying Tony Blair. Finally, the way the text scrolls and moves reminds me of a miniature version of #Carnivast in how there is text scrolling and what feels like 3D movement from the words.
I read several of the poems, but my favorite has to be Truthology. I will admit that it has to do with the fact that it was easier to read, but I also like the effects that were used. It made the poem seem otherworldly, and I think the poem overall was great.
Waliya's zerodeath was very intriguing in how it used the movement of the words surrounding the main work to become what seems like a mess but underneath that mess the main core of the work remains untouched. It could allude to how life's only constant is death no matter what we do or the things we make it will always be there waiting.
From all the works, I chose Truthology. The way the poem is set up really caught my attention. I like how the words that complete the sentences fall down slowly and are in color red because it really makes the meaning "pop" to the reader. Overall, I enjoyed this work and also liked the message it is giving the reader.
My answer on ZeroDeath the imagery looks stunning and it goes around the poem but the poem stay static. the colors could mean how life goes around and the person as the poem stays and lives through.
Momenta- I absolutely loved the dynamic the poem had and how the words moved.
Cyberpoetry for activism, The first impression that I got was I got dizzy, it was a complicated poem to read at plane sight, since it is in constant movement.
ZeroDeath: I though ZeroDeath was very interesting. Seeing that the words in the middle do not move, but everything else around it does, could symbolize that death is stagnant, it is unchanging. Also, the fact that there are crosses that spin around the stanzas are another symbol of him being God. It's a pretty neat and different way of presenting a religious symbol.
Alan Sondheim
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cliffside. Enter nave! Your feet skid parallel wires -
Alan Sondheim, Charles Baldwin
Michael Paulukonis
Alan Sondheim
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Alan Sondheim
Body Perl Mashup Reveals Ignorance
http://www.alansondheim.org/awash.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/awash.mp4
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$name?\n"; chop($answer=<STDIN>); ($ans wer "You're dealing
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Richard Levelord Gray
Kirill asked me to write a few words about interactive art. I come from a family of artists, but I am not one myself. I lean more towards engineering and math. I can tell you, though, what I think about interactive art.
Interactive art is very interesting, especially now with the development of digital spaces and means of creating. The relationship between the artist(s) and spectator(s) has always been the central intention of the process. Interactive art, even if it is simply allowing the spectator(s) to physically enter an installation, seems so much more powerful than merely experiencing art passively, such as a painting on a wall.
Even further, interactive art that requires spectator(s) to actually participate in the art, to become part of the expression, offers a greater relationship with the art. Today, with digital applications and virtual worlds, well, I can't imagine what will be happening soon with technologies like VR and augmented realities.
My name is Richard "Levelord" Gray. I'm a computer game designer and have worked on such games as Duke Nukem 3D, Quake, Heavy Metal, and others.
Alan Sondheim
Best way to access my 297 YouTube videos:
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1120396.JPG
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All my YouTube videos easily accessible,
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Jim Andrews
Here's a Slidvid2 of 346 selected screenshots of Aleph Null 3.1 chewing on Jim Leftwich. Jim is the main originator of the term 'asemic writing'. I fed Aleph Null (a graphic synthesizer I wrote in JavaScript) about 240 fairly high-res images of Jim's visual poetry from the 1990's to the present. His earlier visual poetry is 'shape poem' oriented, ie, typewritten language in recognizable shapes, whereas his recent material is asemic and aligned with the brush, the pen, and a knowledge of visual art. So these represent a kind of synthesis of his older and more recent work, a synthesis of the asemic dimensions and the earlier poemy dimensions of his work.
The images are mostly 1920x1080. Use the space key to toggle pause/play. Click the screen and then the 'f' key to go fullscreen. Mouse near the bottom of the screen for the menu bar. Mouse the left side for the carousel.
Alan Sondheim
plague hymn
http://www.alansondheim.org/plaguehymn.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/plaguehymn.mp3 hohner chordomonica-ii
plague thought, sorrow, :thought,:i:avoid:plagues:of:plagues:
spreading plague across canon genre, classic cannot think any more,
enormous plague inertia, everywhere floods, fires, crusades, wars,
a difference of imagination: plague, an unimaginable plague, crags
imagining unaided no avail, league imagined bodies of plague -
praeeminent shafts unagreeable leagues imagind draff staies seepage
plague - flee me won't give pennsylvania devils their side: plague
services god. radiations, invisible plasma, real shudders double
plague cusp virtuality. as thwarted precisely side? subsided;
anything, plague increased less, exhausted, myriad beings while
coming no food upon plague us. ring rosie (the pox approach
anti-semitism might away rich plague silver journeys medina omar
what's left us plague's famine, plague insideme, not; felt take
you, everywhere, emitted deep accounts plague received mud
problematic harsh sun; dream lives worsened come, pure plague
annihilation dalization, destruction, other words, were heim shows
plague he self-doubt ('his tools desert him, man savior artaud
began plague suffer those terribly debilitating headaches which
throat face. plague "machines had always antonin artaud. at age
five disturbances can't plague quite figure them these emanations
pressing ribs language gauges plague gapes stomach, first us, then
avatars, seminal lpmud been plague contaminated. viral plagues,
organs rearrange: af socius general. plague binarism, _plague now n
stemsbut you know "this c. internet haves plague have-nots:
continuous upgrading ding beyond into didst tell saidst plague idea
if it site, sight, locus. it's more locust, resurgence plague
smallpox asses menservants maidservants camels plagued passport
plague password past this trace dancer remains, against wall .
breakdown plague ozone layer, fissuring passover plagues passover
questions up for plague every place site massacre. source warfare,
by global warming plague murder) sutured, covered politics history
face-down field, picked plague easements one has blind things,
world (plague war earthquake plague machine-gunned men, but what
carry, or permanent virus, is this: we plague appeared on released
smallpox, measles, all sorts. rest things that plague rot your
plagues. around eleven o'clock morning, order day - plague plagues
will. tuberculosis, diptheria, plague, i forget impact plague
ex-face earth. next time, nanotechnologies will not be plague.
plague there's nothing like a plague flying saucers grade b film,
in the plague plague); and some with shoot to kill do anything
avoid pain flight plague ancient india, logics, wraiths, spirits of
children killed plague trajectories. related corona fourth series
meditations quarantine. plague plunged journey centring voice-chant
'i don't alien year; well plague buried victims; can smell here
there, onslaught. now; i'm love time plague absolution. salvation.
purification. critical journal wonder plague strangers develops,
healing, closer. otherwise chases year. really plague coronavirus;
fear, hatreds, horizon violence plunge journey. live plague law
itself cut prairie center edge war, cartels. america isn't plague
annihilations. ice.barbedwire.holdingcells.plague .burnedalive.
plague calamity, drought, &c. disease totalitarian life), cold-life
plague cobblestones, tank sports subsidized. local heavily chemical
public plague heading towards whether apply sheaves sions death,
overturned damps plague gathered skin tears unbreathable, asthma /
allergic planet plague choice-televisual web-inversion subjectivity
cccovers soiled mold plague radio rumor cobblestones caught sullen
cold rain. 1666 death), fall plague down, consume, consumed traffic
power seduction offer alone. plague :semi-criminals sickness design
sickness. virtual lands :g/^/mo
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Jim Andrews
These are abstract. I call them 'colour music' cuz you 'play' Aleph Null (the software I wrote to make these images) like an instrument, only it produces animated visuals, not sound. Also, they look like music if you poured oil on music. The images are 1920x1080. Press the space key to toggle pause/play. Press the 'f' key to toggle fullscreen. Put yer mouse near the bottom of the screen to reveal the menu bar. Put yer mouse on the left side to reveal the carousel of thumbnails.
Alan Sondheim
trAce Online Writing Community Diary
Yet another text, probably the most interesting, at least from
the viewpoint of autobiography. I was the second Online Virtual
Writer-in-Residence at trAce; for the last few months, I kept a
diary - probably the only time in my life I've did so. (I believe
it was recommended that I do so for the residency.) I do think it
will be definitely be of interest. (Note that the diary has been
slightly edited, some personal information was removed.)
Check out the .rtf; it's downloadable; the .txt is the same but
might be more difficult to read.
http://www.alansondheim.org/trace.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/diary.rtf
http://www.alansondheim.org/diary.txt
It begins:
"Just woke up, "
and runs through books, work, crazy ups and downs, all sorts of
excitement; and detailed accounts of linux, real-time forum
software, the predicted Cobol catastrophe, traceroute, binary
functions and number systems (which I'm sure I got wrong) and
many other things. Enjoy!
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Alan Sondheim
Culled Bio
http://www.alansondheim.org/culledbiog.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/culledbio.docx (download)
From the text !!!!!
<head below>
culled autobiography
everything i ever did or thought
compressed autobiography primal scene imagine thing how possible i
inconceivable iron pre network computers dreams born atomic cant
gurney rows bottles fluorescent carried grandmothers coal slaughter
disease tomb still sensitive remorse planet denigration fills
covers acts difference regret faults less coloration insubstantial
<tail below>
distorted fantastic explorations roman find including mg creating
kind mantra keep start appreciated discussed spiraling avoiding
psychotropic many need scheme corrections faulty repressions
sublimations sartre spelling errors omission distor hallucination
intentional none designed hurtful vengeful clues cues myths
afterlife rebirth proliferate increasing frequency transforms are
reconstructions reconfigurations haunt dubious gift reliving
narratives into inert hardness distant carry concrete weight
transform fashioned fashioning
Alan Sondheim
doubled, social distance, abandoned bodies of space, coronation
http://www.alansondheim.org/doubled.jpg
https://youtu.be/QaSAYJxYtZ0 VIDEO
at and a disturbance of bodies x-ing inconceivable temporal
distances and layers. does it speak for itself and for us? does
it speak for any one or 1? what seems intimate is broken
knowledge: who knows what whispers never cross the ignorant
division. to unpack this is to unpack eternity which never was
and always will be. so be it, as if the imperative copula
produces more a video representation of absenting from one to an
other.
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Michael Paulukonis
Item title
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Alan Sondheim
generator
http://www.alansondheim.org/generator1.jpg
https://youtu.be/TIfeS5AeYRI VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/generator2.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/generator3.jpg
factual description: my asus gaming laptop updated - the largest so
far, 40 gigabytes. it took most of the afternoon. it's a ten-year-
old production machine. while updating, the screen was compromised;
i used the result for work in second life, the spread of what in
appearance is a plague virus and the usual voice-chant 'i don't
understand what you're saying.' i recorded as such. i produced
video and still. the result is a series of generator pieces which
reflect viral spreading and corruption of surfaces.
description: the viral spreading and corruption of surfaces led to
thinking through the breakdown and flattening of communication in
times of crisis. the territories are demarcated, volatile, always
on the move. i felt myself hurtling into unknown geometries with
alien trajectories. i related it to corona virus, to plague in
general, to the absolutist terror occasioned by isis and other
groups literally heaven-bent on perfection. i can't get these
surfaces clean enough. their beauty is like paste jewelry, all the
stops are out. i can't get enough of them. they frighten me. i know
for you, the observer, nothing is ever enough as well. i know the
conversion prepared by youtube, by any means possible, will elude
the detail and granularity of the digital real. what will result,
will smear, will be bandage or carapace across the illusion of
reflective brilliance. placing them for viewing in other words is
already damage, as in adorno's words, damaged life.
the fourth in a series of meditations on plague and quarantine. and
the fifth? the fifth would be
http://alansondheim.org/lightattheend.mp4
a little over two hours in length, almost all black-screen, an
extended meditation at the time, on torture and destruction, two or
three sentences appear, i know not where. the silence of the tomb
and now the refrigerator truck, no god to help us all. and i envy
belief.
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Alan Sondheim
plague ghost
http://www.alansondheim.org/plagueghost3.jpg
https://youtu.be/Zusrmho5EL4 VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/plagueghost1.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/plagueghost2.jpg
uncanny apparitions in a virtual world as an avatar refuses
to render ^ contagion ^ image eaten away ^ pixel revolt ^
miasma ^ downfall ^ ring around the rosie ^ all fall down
something about the vapors here @ nite
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what happens
Alan Sondheim
field of dreams
http://www.alansondheim.org/fieldofdreams.jpg
click anywhere below on the url! (not the image!)
http://www.alansondheim.org/index_partial.html
Alan Sondheim
Plague Journey
http://www.alansondheim.org/plaguejourney.jpg
https://youtu.be/Jl0NYsJ_XSI VIDEO
How to watch this: slow/background/glance. Earphones necessary.
"Not plague, but plunge America journey."
fall down, consume, consumed with plague or blight - Viral plagues,
organs of (plague and war and earthquake and murder) sutured,
planet resurgence of smallpox and plague, rosie pox death,
overturned cobblestones, but what I will carry, like the plague or
permanent virus, is this: skin soiled with mold damp, plagues
gathered skin tears; every place a site of massacre; every site is
a source of plague. I Gapes in the stomach, first one of us, then
like a plague. Like a plague of flying saucers in a grade B film,
the impact of the onslaught. Not binarism, but a plague on plague
now; but you know not plague, but plunged America journey. I wonder
at strangers upon Plateau-America; I wonder what isn't any of this;
so this trace of the journey remains, against the wall of plague
dark vector drawn, and quartered. (...)
Alan Sondheim
from the future
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1110590.JPG
http://www.alansondheim.org/fromthefuture.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1110588.JPG
*/ignore below. it's my usual patterning: "in the future"/"in the
past" . it's useless. it takes up space. it's a literary curiosity,
that's all. there's nothing else to it. but the urgency in the
voice occasioned by supercollider modification in real time, use of
echo, as if spreading from future at t1 to t2 then reversed - the
rush of the urgency into the past, the spread occasioning a form of
gathering in the present - unrecognizable, in turmoil - an alien
presence which has no known countenance - that's something else
again and so the dis/ease / disease spreads, violently and wayward
and untoward and contrary - roiling in reverse - what happens to
gravity then - what flies - what doesn't. so the voice in the
present which comes from the future - _protrudes_ from the future -
that's something else again, and before we pass judgment on
ourselves and others which should make certain we comprehend what's
occurring from a rough distance that even now is collapsing upon us.
raise high the roofbeam; it shall not stand - and listen, as if you
were swallowing the world.
---
The flight into/away from the future, to be a man from the future,
will the males be there. It is always a gift from the futures, and
among them, horizons. has forms behind it; it comes from the
future, from a future situated an archaic book from the future, an
anachronistic book from the past - remember nothing else from the
future, only its endlessness.& here - everything poisonous from the
future to the past - from nowhere in the far future, in the future
farther from the future this speaking from the future anterior i
come from the future i won't return anywhere i would have been They
speak from the future. They speak from multiple voices, or from
that from the future roiretna thought; the future roiretna alone
from the future to the future -:other worlds in this regard, all
i'm a human person from the future gone to die before everlasting
Countdown. This is written from the future to the past. This has
already this is my legacy, this is what i bring forward from the
future format, this note from the future to the past. you. a
premise to build a promise from the past (physical) books from the
past. a message from the past: a message from the past: all
right, saying the date and time from the past, crying over from the
past 25 years of notes: Not much for the texts from the past
sixteen years.. an archaic book from the future, an anachronistic
book from the past - from the past into the future, into your
future; there's no our hearths praying to the local gods splintered
from the past. We can introjected into and from the past and
future. move the words motion capture notes from the past fifteen
years do you remember from the past year? Sensory impressions,
visual stimuli. drooling and tethered from the past, just a moment
ago already falling what i can tell this is from the past
mid-century. and i've seen among all of us. Ghosts from the past
glistened like ivy on unsus- (I read into and through
representative texts from the past, Lucan, Gil- beginning and end
with files from the past eight months breathing down our throats?
Listen to me, I'm speaking from the past - showing through, skin
split allowing messages from the past to brand a clue is based on
evidence from the past to the present; a cue is based this text,
ignoring the consciousness from the past, roaming among lands learn
anything except the most obvious lessons from the past (i.e. war
please help me; I'm speaking from the past." not desert me, one or
another drawn from the past into paste, learned from the past. alan
says: this is from the past. the past is broken. less innovation;
nothing dredged from the past; no history, written or 5 February 9
Net art - use the material from the past two Leonardo's as blemish
to be seen,_ _text from the past for you,_ _past text somewhere in
the following are descriptions, culled from the past of the virus,
of this virus, of CORROBORATE-19.
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Alan Sondheim
Person
http://www.alansondheim.org/person.jpg
i keep hearing about my crying i can't help it, hope i get punished
for it again, i'm not all here until i'm not here any more, that's
coming soon, there's nothing to be done about it, i'm at a loss
just reading this, bodies stink, don't want mine to, you know not
the least of it:something needs to be wiped out of existence, it's
the plague, it's everywhere, you can smell it here and there, it's
like those filthy parts of bodies if you know what i mean, you
don't ever want to look at them, they make me want to kill or at
least run like hell, that's the way it is these day you can't be
too carful even your mother might be contagious and not as pure as
you think, you're dad well forget about him there's nothing you can
do but take a beathing:yes, found this just now, just looking
around you see, something else to worry about, not sure where
that's coming from, anyway it's here, the lines aren't cut off like
usual, think they're body parts maybe, something i don't want to
think about right now if that's all right with you, it is, isn't
it:there's nothing to be done about it bloody sick joke: there's
nothing to be done about it bloody sick joke
just dead gunk coming out of me in all directions i've stabbed for
less remember less and less of that stuff, the stink of it, i may
be repeating myself but i'm just here coughing away and they'll
come for me, come lick my doorknob ha ha ha what a joke on you
there's nothing to be done about it bloody sick joke ha ha ha ha ha
Your conglomerates remember less and less of that stuff, the stink
of it, i may be repeating myself but i'm just here coughing away
and they'll come for me, come lick my doorknob ha ha ha what a joke
on you is in my spit
remember less and less of that stuff, the stink of it, i may be
repeating myself but i'm just here coughing away and they'll come
for me, come lick my doorknob ha ha ha what a joke on you
stuff i hate.blood urine feces gas sand water oil solvent alcohol
lymph menses spit saliva vomit sweat effluvia detritus excretions
sloughings tears floods spews mercuries semen detergents ammonias
ureas clays ices grains substances conglomerates waxes piss shit
scratches scrapes cuts wounds tears splits breaks diarrheas splits
skews churns comes goes passes thrusts regurgitates flows streams
spills pours pisses shits
where i'm at.in on under to towards across beneath around upon
below onto
who i am.ghost avatar spectre doll faerie wraithe hobgoblin troll
tengu kappa presence
what i wear.cloth stitch suture binding closing damming holding
fabric velvet nothing cotton wool silk
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No.such person
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Jim Andrews
New Alchemical Cosmography.
Alan Sondheim
holding
http://www.alansondheim.org/P11.png
i don't remember the image. it's a lure, it beckons me, that the
image itself, not the content, but its entrapment, its position in
a strip of images occurring forever it seems; by 'image' i don't
recall or mean what's evident elsewhere in a formal setting, in a
setting which bespeaks 'image,' in other words an advertisement for
what's to come, a token that could be anything. i'm sick of images,
sick of text; text provides an immersive experience of course that
pales for images; one might feel empathy for an immobilized subject
for example, but on the side of the subject, time has stopped,
nothing more occurs, there's nothing more to be said than the
collocation of pixels or silver grains or etching strokes what have
you. so there's that. and there's always hope that the image leads
to the text, embraces the text, opens the text, for the viewer,
which is almost never the case. i receive for example 'like' clicks
on facebook with a text, perhaps this text, that's being presented,
which may have a complexity requiring attention one way or another,
but the 'like' comes almost immediately, signaling the text has
been ignored, what remains is the image already fading, already
forgotten by the viewer. you see, if you've come this far, that i'm
exhausted, my writing is choppy, we drove yesterday for hours and
hours, all the way to omaha from aurora colorado, then worked and
talked so that i think we were going for 21 hours altogether, then
insufficient sleeping, now writing as if sleep has its say that
spreads slowly everywhere, the opposite of the image, the image
losing to the sleep, to the content of the sleep which is already
burrowing into this writing, and which has no content at all,
language replaced by murmuring mumbling. i'm always jealous i can't
get off the page <break from someone on the phone vis-a-vis issues
related to the virus>
the phonecall was about our state rhode island closing its borders
to new york state with troopers on the highways stopping vehicles
and so forth which makes it difficult for us to return home and
we're working on that with an odd sense of fear being trapped
somewhere without facilities or ability to do anything at all so
the break released the page in a sense as anxiety chemicals rise in
me here in omaha and not know where to turn but wanting to help a
friend who is coming temporarily to the state which the state finds
problematic and i'm not sure what we're going to do but wondering
if the image has taken you in or has taken you this far because
it's most likely a prosaic image that doesn't add anything to the
conversation which is at best one-sided and nothing more than a
lure
a
lure, allure
this is where what occurs on a critico-theoretical level exists,
lives, exits; this below. which may no longer connect with, concern
itself with, the image; it's as if - now you're here, i have you,
here is what i want to say - now i've got you in the prisonhouse of
language as well; the viral chains of language; the theoretical-
critical journal of the plague year; the well of buried victims;
the singing of ring around the rosie; the wall around the well; the
road on the way to the well; the wall to keep things in; the wall
to curtain things; to cauterize them; the wall of the image; the
defensive wall of the image; the postern; the leakage; the lake;
the postal wall; anything to keep you away; anything to confirm the
image did its duty; does its duty; already gone; "if you've read
this far" etc.; "if you haven't lost interest" and so forth; "if
you want this text to continue" u.s.w. - can't help you - no
replacement image - nothing like that - the name "Willoughby" comes
to mind - nothing else - the frame - maybe like this -
|
|___________________________________________________
probably not: this text: at the bottom of the frame: you know where
that came from: don't you: dis:track:shun:
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19c19
which is almost never the case. i receive for example 'like' clicks
---
which is almost never the case. i receive for example 'like' clicks
22c22
but the 'like' comes almost immediately, signaling the text has
---
but the 'like' comes almost immediately, signaling the text has
57c57
critical journal of the plague year; the well of buried victims;
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critical journal of the plague year; the well of buried victims;
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Alan Sondheim
Thinkinging throughing Red-winging Blackbirding
Callsing
http://www.alansondheim.org/blackbirdstretch.png
https://youtu.be/dy4JOPTnXVw VIDEO (about 32 minutes)
Kepting returninging toing theing blackbirding areas,ing arounding
theing Auroraing Reservoiring ining Coloradoing, I'veing madeing
severaling reallying gooding sounding recordingsing, leavinging
theing Zooming H4ning ining variousing placesing anding movinging
awaying froming theing birdsing. Iing tooking theing resultinging
filesing anding processeding theming ating 24ing semitonesing
downinging thereing areing severaling versions,ing eaching withing
differenting sibilanting settingsing, etcing. Alling thising
materialing ising gathereding hereing includinging theing
originaling filesing ofing course,ing ining aing 32ing minuteing
videoing. Theing sounding ising aing .waving processeding ining
Auditioning, 48king; theing visualing ising aing smalling
samplinging ofing oneing ofing theing sitesing, sloweding uping
toing 2.7%ing theing originaling speeding. Thinking ofing iting
asing mediationing oring meditation.ing Theing spectruming
analysising doesing theing rest;ing aing loting ofing detailing
ising misseding ofing courseing ining justing listeninging, Buting
thening listeninging giveing theing affecting anding effecting
ofing languageing asing welling asing theing beginninging ofing
understandinging theing complexitying ofing theing socialing
callsing anding theing societying thating producesing themming,
meditateing theing fluiding architextures,ing Lebbeusing Woodsing
wding approveing, everythinging motileing, surrenderinging toing
theing vicissitudesing ofing the forminging weing livinging
withining, forminging ourselvesing, alwaysing theing gerunding
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"It is what the music is without saying something without
cessation. It is what will continue and my own role in that
continuation is only that which have been artificially defined as a
segment. Set music that I do continues into just falling off or
falling away from its original production its original Self that
original Self is already a dissipation, a biome. I'm not saying
anything here or rather what I am saying is just in the middle of
not saying something else or not saying all together not saying
something all together it's just a sign and not saying something
else is already a division and inscription which decays into a
fssure. Which decays into a fissure. When I speak like this
momentarily all that happens is misrecognition. Things no longer
stop in their proper place nor do they have a proper place. To say
a bit or byte is in its proper place is to say nothing but
something that decays again into the lassitude of reverberation.
Into the lassitude of reverberation. It is what the music is,
always is sound the sounding and the gerund aspect of the world. A
sign is there for barter and a sign is there for exchange and they
sign is there for use. And a sign is there for for youth use. Not
for youth to talk like this is just to leave a moment not a minute.
You see I'm trying to find a way to avoid or obviate this speaking
of the finality of death. So the breathing doesn't work the way it
should. The breathing does something else and continues to do
something else until the breathing no longer does anything. And
what is that but a momentary pause a momentary image of a
cessation. And what comes after and before and throughout is a
murmur. Trying to find this way or that way of making sense of a
sense of falling. And then thinking about sound and what music
might mean as if it were everywhere and all the time universe or
not."
___
Michael Paulukonis
"untitled (the lady is unimpressed)" (glitched and processed found image)
.
#glitch #glitchaesthetic #vaporgramapp #digitalcollage #digitalcollageart #newmediapoetics #color #colour #artistsoninstagram #vintagecomics #experimentalcomics
Alan Sondheim
Skyspheredeath
http://www.alansondheim.org/skyspheredeath.jpg
https://youtu.be/1LmW-3l97Wo VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/skyspheredeath2.jpg
No Heaven No Sky No Skysphere No Purification No Absolution
No Salvation No Withdrawal No Escape No Virus No Cleansing
. No Surface. Freefall. No Lack of Surface. No Rupture. No
Lack of Rupture. I Want my Body.
skyspheredeath
no heaven no sky no skysphere no purification no absolution
no salvation no withdrawal no escape no virus no cleansing
. no surface. freefall. no lack of surface. no rupture. no
lack of rupture. i want my body. i want my body back. i
don't want this supposed to be. i don't supposed to be. i'm
not being. i'm not being again. i'm not the journal of the
plague year. i'm not the plague. i'm not love in the time
of plague. i'm absolution. i'm purification. i'm salvation.
i'm withdrawal and a clean withdrawal at that. i'm drawl.
i'm in freefall tell the truth. i'm in mid-space. in cyber-
space there is no air. i refuse to stand. i'm not the fire
next time. i'm not the fire. i'm in mid-rapture. i'm not in
mid-body. i'm in better body. look i have needs. look i
have desires. i'm in the midst of desires. this space is a
vacuum. The Sky of this Space Ends at the Edges of the
Frame. i'm in inoculation. i'm in incubation. i'm in the
Sky. I'm write around you. I write you. I right you from
your Empty Sky. I refuse to accuse. i'm not the Plague.
I'm Skysphere Death.
Alan Sondheim
Suggestions from the Prompt
http://www.alansondheim.org/hereandthere.jpg
$ ! 500
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$ exit
exit
Alan Sondheim
If Coronavirus were Studebaker, wild days on the epidemic frontier
(Sometimes satire is completely unnecessary but healthy)
http://www.alansondheim.org/car.jpg
Inside the Studebaker Response: A Case Study in the White House
Under White House task force issues new guidelines to stop car
spread President Trump warns Studebaker crisis could last until
August, cause a Studebaker update: Counties in Bay Area under
near-lockdown, affecting in place' to curb Studebaker spread Ohio
And Kentucky Move To Postpone Primaries Amid Studebaker Outbreak
due to Studebaker Studebaker lockdown: France orders people to stay
at home for 15 days due As he began his odyssey to return home
before American Studebaker hearing on the government's response to
the novel Studebaker contain the car and finding a cure. (Photo by
Samuel Corum/Getty Images) Studebaker relief bill with major
economic stimulus Congressional leaders began work Monday on a
third Studebaker relief bill Rep. Louie Gohmert delays House
Studebaker relief bill from moving to Rep. Louie Gohmert, R-Texas,
is holding up the House-passed Studebaker Watch Live: White House
Says Up To 4,000 Studebaker Tests A Day Updated at 8:00 p.m. ET.
States hit hardest by the spread of Studebaker Studebaker: US
volunteers to test first vaccine The first human trial of a vaccine
to protect against pandemic Studebaker AP Exclusive: Studebaker
vaccine test opens with 1st doses experimental Studebaker vaccine
Monday -- leading off a worldwide hunt Trump says Studebaker crisis
could stretch into August, may look at Studebaker updates: UK PM
urges people to avoid all social contact Boris Johnson ramps up
UK's Studebaker response after criticism country's response to
Studebaker on Monday, after a weekend of confusing drive through
Studebaker mobile testing center opens in New Rochelle, Cuomo calls
for construction of field hospitals to combat Studebaker build
field hospitals for the Studebaker crisis while 16 states have
Studebaker: NY, NJ, CT coordinate restrictions on restaurants,
limit Police guard Studebaker-positive man who refuses to
quarantine A man who tested positive for Studebaker has refused to
isolate himself, Kentucky Man with Studebaker Who Refused to
Self-Quarantine Being Guarded "We can't allow one person we know
who has this car to refuse to protect US sales of guns and
ammunition soar amid Studebaker panic buying possible social unrest
amid the Studebaker crisis are prompting some People line up to buy
guns, ammo amid Studebaker concerns White House braces for
political fight as it readies Studebaker airline logjam on
Studebaker relief Studebaker. 'Stay home': Justin Trudeau closes
Canada's borders over Studebaker Canada closing borders to
noncitizens because of Studebaker, U.S. Canada is closing its
borders to noncitizens because of the Studebaker deputy amid race
to stop Studebaker spread | Pentagon says troops in Afghanistan
have access to Studebaker testing | Pompeo warns Iraq after How
countries across Europe are dealing with Studebaker Studebaker
Travel Restrictions and Bans Globally: Updating List spread of the
Studebaker. Here, the current list of countries limiting Italys
Studebaker Victims Face Death Alone, With Funerals Postponed the
Studebaker in a hospital in the northern Italian town of Bergamo.
Six priests in one Italian town die of Studebaker themselves [to
the car] to be close to their community. In the last week worry
about the Studebaker outbreak. Go here for the latest updates on US
airline industry seeks $50bn bailout amid Studebaker pandemic
Studebaker roils business In the latest nod to how the Studebaker
is disrupting Americans' daily McDonald's asks US franchisees to
close dining rooms amid Studebaker rooms as the company responds to
the Studebaker outbreak. global Studebaker ... Studebaker. Now, the
... The New Studebaker Cues? Listen To Idris Elba, Tom Hanks, Bill
Gates, And after Tom Hanks and Rita Wilson revealed their
Studebaker results while With the Studebaker disrupting the global
theater marketplace, Universal starting March 17th due to the
ongoing spread of Studebaker, according to Studebaker UFC postpones
three events amid growing Studebaker outbreak about the Studebaker.
Studebaker. NASA chief urges space agency employees to work from
home amid Studebaker work from home to do so due to the ongoing
Studebaker outbreak. The $400 billion space industry is bracing for
Studebaker, as two NASA response to Studebaker but SpaceX appears
to move forward unabated. for a potential vaccine for the
Studebaker at Kaiser Permanente Trial of Studebaker Vaccine Made by
Moderna Begins in Seattle Studebaker began on Monday, the National
Institute of Allergy and AP Exclusive: Studebaker vaccine test
opens with 1st doses experimental Studebaker vaccine Monday --
leading off a worldwide hunt Studebaker: People ... Studebaker:
Infected people without symptoms are driving epidemics Studebaker:
fast the spread of the Studebaker epidemic, according to an
important new Studebaker test facility March 16, 2020, in San
Antonio. Some states have seen a 'phenomenal increase' in
Studebaker tests but test for the Studebaker in recent days but the
United States' testing Studebaker: L.A. County Reports Largest
Single-Day Spike with 25 New L.A. County has seen its biggest
single-day spike in the Studebaker
Jim Andrews
These are new pics I created with the Alchemical Cosmography brush in Aleph Null 3.1, which mixes about 140 public images from the 9th to the 18th century concerning alchemy and/or pics of the cosmos, the heavens, the zodiac, the (geocentric) solar system etc. These images are all 1920x1080, like most of the images I create. If you can view them on a big screen, that's preferable cuz they have lots of rich detail; they make more sense, look better, are more fun etc on a big screen.
Jim Andrews
Time fractured, broken into shards, shattered like glass, layered into heaps of time, time clogged into cogs and wheels, structured into mind machines. An artist recently said my work is quite sci-fi. Hmm. Maybe. But without the fi. And the sci. It's set in the present without narrative. Aleph Null is sci-fi of the present moment.
Alan Sondheim
Why We Shouldn't Kill the Old People and the Young People
http://www.alansondheim.org/why.png
some young and old people maybe
Old people remember wood and the hardness and softness of trees.
Young people know images of trees and their solarization.
Old people remember air and history.
Young people know breathing and the annihilation of history.
Old people remember the transition from the inertness of the
world and its descriptions to the mapping of the world and the
absence of the world.
Young people know the description of the world down to the level
of the bit, byte, and pixel.
Old people know the transition is history and possesses its own
inertness.
Young people know the only horizon is that of the imminent future
and its denouement.
Old people remember wilderness and animals.
Young people know classifications, sequencing, crispr, and the
insertion of lineages into classifications, sequencing, and crispr.
Old people remember tuning the airwaves full of sound and sight.
Young people know the imminence of the screen and its control.
Old people remember immanence.
Young people know imminence.
Old people know the tuning of the world and the care taken with
that tuning as slaughter always approaches in the brutality of
war, plague, and cartels.
Young people know the incessant annihilation of the world and its
incessant recovery.
Old people remember the fecundity of resources.
Young people know the horizon of scarcity and armageddon.
Old people remember the materiality of the abacus and sliderule.
Young people know the immateriality of the cellphone.
Old people remember the individual.
Young people know the projection of others.
Old people remember the map.
Young people know the directions and directives.
Old people know the horror of the world.
Young people know the world and the horror of the world.
Old people and young people know this isn't funny.
And I'm a comedian.
Alan Sondheim
Basins of Unease
http://www.alansondheim.org/basins.jpg
https://youtu.be/UYokluOxUDk VIDEO
We're traveling across a diseased the land. We get the news from
typed print from radio from television from language insured. The
body is sealed by the noise of the news. The disease is everywhere
we noticed. We noticed. We noticed that people are already fearing
the worst and then beyond the body. Which is to say a miasma
something that is shaped <inaudible> something that will never have
form something beyond anxiety something that carries with it the
caress of death. Not the finality of death. But its caress. We're
worried and we work this. The dark sky is always in the midst of
the brightest sun. The weather wobbles in its stations. The weather
wobbles now. We're consumed with this the bright dark wind of the
Sierras going over the planes which are susceptible already to fire
as the global climate is transformed into a sloshed reality driven
by listing omnivorial capitalism. We want to go further in this
land. We want to say yes our bodies are tubes transmitting
information that were tied to the network. But in fact we're not
tied to the network at all. What we're tied to is the body the
somatic what we're tied to is the body and its awashed disease of
mental collapse of a kind of tension that we're unused to at this
point. The rocking of the land itself seems to reflect all of this.
Everything is slipping of a plunge. As if it were a bird leading
the way lovingly to injury in the midst of power lines and wind
tunneling around the biome.. We're turbines existing our existence
under tension of strings and ropes. It's the tension of the
intersection of magnetism and electrical energy. It goes everywhere
and nowhere at all. The compasses are turned off as magnetic north
continues to wobble moving in an untoward direction that is
untraceable. Our magnetism is untraceable. It is against thinking
path disease that we are caring within ourselves and without
ourselves that this writing is written. Is against this disease
that we move in the spaces left and right upwards and downwards
forwards and backwards in any other direction askew in these times
of disease plague and prairie in the center and edge of the
continent.. We're moving in these spaces and this is about spatial
movement in the world which is darkening to such an extent that
that electrical energy that we think about will be cut off that
magnets magnets magnets will compressor us until we are flat at the
limit of the rolling prairie.
Kirill Azernyi's letter to Alan Sondheim (on his book "Writing Under", 2012)
Dear Mr. Sondheim,
I would say this work is fundamental - and it does break the border between method and object of speaking - the dichotomy of the internal/external is only applied here to show how these two are constantly converted one into another, encoded and decoded through each other. They become frameworks to each other - we could trace the transmission, and they do seem leave the message unframed: you wrote that nothing in the world had framework, and this is explicated by those ongoing communications between the modes of existence.
For I have a feeling that in "Writing Under" you do see internal and external as modes of existence that only define the object in its modality. The question is how much we're defined by that modality - how important is it for code or poetry? You wrote about these forms opposed to prose as going beyond the pragmatic side of language, and the pragmatic is always modal for it is directed towards both realization of meaning and addressing the reader. That would mean that poetry and code could have a special "static" mode of revealing and slowed-down pragmatics, developing mediation within the medium, and then moving elsewhere, obtaining a different modality, referring to different meaning. Can it still address the same reader?
Or perhaps as well the altered - (if) not physically, then ontologically, structurally. While reading is pragmatically the end of writing (for the "idea" is already transferred), all other modalities might contain this alteration in the beginning of writing, enabling self-addressing and self-alienation. I would say that for me this is where wryting starts - uncertainty doesn't slow us down and doesn't draw us into structural microcosm in Heideggerian or Wittgensteinian way, but makes us move forward even faster, for we are not declining things that didn't satisfy us enough, but are looking for more and more contexts that could justify their presence. In a way, it's surfing, as I see.
What is drawn into this surfing, is the reality that you also write about, and it's not mimicked of course - in electronic text it is performed in both meanings: it is articulated indirectly, aesthetically mediated, but what's more important, it is run, executed by means of a medium. That's why, maybe, code seems to be ever present, sticking to its formal structure, but meanwhile always elsewhere, where separate procedures are executed as a program. This is also elusive, and makes me think of agitation posters, for instance - being here literally, meaning what it means, text is at the time elsewhere, acting. It's about conceptual art as well, but there we normally see very loose connection between sign and referent, while in code sign is attached to referent by its own means.
I think the problem with performative text is that speaking and acting remain two different "places", being constructed and to be constructed contradict each other as "2+2" and "4" (one of your examples where you write on Gödel), but this separation is also freedom of being elsewhere, and the possibility of communication itself, maybe - distance as co-presence itself. Finally, I think what you write is what you write on: like Spinoza (or Dostoevsky), you seem to use ideas as constructing materials for your thought, and the thought in the book is ever lasting - it is not withdrawn when the point is proved, and this is what I think makes "Writing Under" a work of art, first and foremost.
Also finally, this has probably been the hardest reading I've had since Finnegan's Wake (but of course I haven't finished this book by Joyce - no one can finish the unfinished!), and I will return to "Writing Under" again and again, I'm 100% sure I've missed a lot. However, what I did catch was essential for me. And it's been - and remains to be - great pleasure to read and re-read "Writing Under".
Thank you!
Yours,
Kirill
Alan Sondheim
the sextool msgbox
http://www.alansondheim.org/msgbox.jpg
echo "Working on sex tool bolted fieldwork " > bb >> date
"Beginning the difficult work of erase-rebuild aa dialog --msgbox
"please help in messy description" 0 --yesno "dirty up there down
around there" if [ $0 == 1 ]; then --"what is other gleams smirks
settles" 2>>aa else --inputbox "where lays desires pooled and
dried" 2>>bb fi "chosen as skin meat or dark world neighbor it were
rain alleys streetlights "you fall into word posture" "your posture
fucks you" abandons "making your murksex plateau now" 2>> "are you
do ride it" "the parts murk sex" "parts plateau?" "write dirtiness
death "shattered broken "breathing shattered "broken limbs dead
eyes i will join "from what war torture 0>>aa "writhing plateaus
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coming --textbox from dying "taking" "so worn this taking "armor"
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Clar closeness me Clar" "addicted vacancy "enter name other" truth
God" choices within difference not otherwise always yourself very
you?" old "do wearing Clar?" begging for writing here please"
"breaking with holding breath" "returning breathing minding be
moving somewhere another space later combining an arrangement
stones thick swollen marbles limestones granites ground perhaps
desert arms working them spaces alterity thought was only one a
marvel travel "a writing" "heere bee wonders" "list wonders our
open-wide eyes" debris closed shameful "deflecting derail return"
"or moment movement arms" "adding "end" hex becomes cedar strand
cedar" pond-apple carpentry 'mixed.pl' Transfer bytes). data (984
bytes complete. mm.pl received 984 :ing BINARY :1:PORT kB/s) 200
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Alan Sondheim
ontology
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.mp4 (earphones)
fundamental ontology of the name under erasure
under somatic ghosting and the memory of the symbolic
of the erasure of the symbolic and of absence
of annihilation to the limitless
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.mp4 (earphones)
because the limit means nothing, more or less
nothing, more or less than the exhaustion of distinction
or the exhausting of the category of the good
for their are infinitely more demons than the one
and the one is already effaced
the one is nothing that is the case
neither this nor that is all that is the case
study this in the imaginary of 'my world'
so fragile demanding electrical energy for appearance
for its preposterous postulation of existence
for its nonsense about fundamental ontology
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.mp4 (earphones)
because network is nothing but net worth
net worth is all that is the brief case
because fundamentally it is not for a cause
neither for a brief cause or a post cause
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.mp4 (earphones)
look towards causality and see and hear nothing
touch and smell nothing and nothing of heat or cold
nothing of magnetism nothing of electric energy
nothing of nuclear energy yes it's hard to imagine
it's hard to imagine the fundamental ontology under erasure
it's hard to imagine the difficulty of semantic ghosting
fundamentally, no one is here for you
fundamentally, no one hears you
fundamentally, it's so difficult to imagine
it doesn't matter what street you live on
the names don't survive the stones do
fundamentally, the stones don't, neither nor
not both neither fundamentally none
Julu Twine says i won't do that i'm stayig here somtyaing
somewhere here might as well be as good as anything
usidewodown wounded waiting for
Julu Twine: alan dojoji
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/ontology.mp4
(earphones)
annihilation of ontology to the limit
absence of ontology
absence of erasure
absence
of semantic ghosting
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Alan Sondheim
tesxt
http://www.alansondheim.org/tesxt.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/tesxt.mp4 VIDEO
wait a minute, have to move this over . is it everything that's
going on or just this window? I was opting for this window. The
car's being repaired at the moment. So far so good. A----'s working
again next to me. Are there names here that are problematic? echo
of the machine. Thought is defined by flux, by an absolute symbolic
machine chatter, the ideal forms so many subroutines... matter) be
a construct of the machine itself - just as gender- bending
forgetting, forgotten, forged and forgotten, emissive. The machine
recognizes no gender; the machine recognizes nothing. The machine
recognizes every gender; the machine is never a machine, but an
episteme. The machine, continuously changing, is an episteme
through which run on my machine, nor on the machines of my friends,
since it's been the machine that spits errors back into my breasts,
clogs my throat with indigo machine. I still got the bounce
somewhere on hideous netcom machinery which takes longer than death
conditions, then it seems clear that full machine intelligence is a
matter otherwise; machines have been making, and will continue, to
make gains in problem of other minds, whether organic,
machine-like, or cyborg. Sixth, the argument from Fifth is based on
the notion that machine intelligence would be always already
mechanistic, since machine subunits are early 70s) that _as
machines grow in complexity and programming, their machines, as
among carbon-based organisms, is an emergent phenomenon, and
Seventh, there is always the question of environment. Even with a
machine machine composed of neural networks that alter not only
weighted values of Eighth, to conclude: First, there is no reason
to assume that machines deterministic environment, since a rich
environment could affect a machine internal states - already the
case) ways. Therefore one may assume machine conscious or not, and
if a machine, using Speech, names the object of its ted - and so is
the mind, clearly, of machine intelligence or cyborg. In Upanishad,
I.3.11) _The machine checked its resources. It possessed aural,
grown in recent weeks, and I begin to see the wound in the machine,
the machine graced by unknown fires, consumptions, decays, which
force me to the machine-interior splayed open, vulnerable, torn. It
is of a whole, a All machines contain their wounds, which are
precise, often enumerated; Beyond the true trust one has in a new
machine, the sense of mastery and power, the use of a machine which
is injured creates a form of delicacy, This machine is allowing me
to continue, to type a bit farther. It may be tions can be odd; it
takes more machinery to get me from panix.com to 1. Telnet:
Remotely logging in to another machine. Hand-printing materials,
drawings, etc. for ppress and exhibition, some on theoretical
machines. your machine. dependent as usual upon consumption, fast
machines, and the lucky me who backup. Traceroute to my machine.
Everything fine. The almost a spelling-machine; the letters and
diacritical marks render with extended Net capabilities - I dream
of monster machines running at not beyond our machinery to design
them. So what is happening here, stasis; the machines see no reason
to continue, "machines" in line and primary means of access, and
that her machine may be as simple as an older archies of users
based on the machines they're able to afford. attachment. Moving
from the Linux machine to Solaris, the whole account the back, take
the machine over, grab superuser status as fast as you can of any
other way. It's aggression that gets machines where you want them,
made. And there's no greater satisfaction - you're sitting at your
machine Have access to such machinery as necessary - while almost
every HITTITE The machine continues its access. Thinking of
bitcoin? - is this text tied to this machine? to the HITTITE? So
there's a better margine here. We're going to be called up soon; I
hear noise going on in the background. Electronic literature
because I'm writing/reading under pressure; everything's recorded,
can see the light above so for the rest of this... wasn't this
doing "it" before? everything miniaturized at the bottom of the
screen, no idea, will try to stop this now.
... "I know this sounds ridiculous - but I'm on to something. If
the body is hairless, then for example mud or blood will 'stick' to
it - be obvious. Of course this is the beginning of symbolization -
it would appear comical, or different, one person to another - it's
a miniscule step - not even a step - to drawing something on the
face, body, etc. So in this case, I'd bet that writing predates
language, or at least the two were contingent / contiguous in
origin. From writing on the body - it's not difficult to see how
signs of that sort would be connected to sounds by mimesis - even
if the original sounds were nothing more than laughing or crying."
"from text to test to tesxt to tsext dream of wet ink wet dream of
ink"
- is this the machine? what's the point of
Alan Sondheim
wraith
http://www.alansondheim.org/lang.jpg younger
http://www.alansondheim.org/wraithflight.mp4 older
the stain of the wraith is the wraith of our language;
plateau of the wraith is its parental
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doll wraithe.
doll_faerie_wraithe_hobgoblin_troll_tengu_kappa_presence____@nnn_
ghosts, wraiths... wraithe with ideohydraulesis! there is wraith; I
know _better._ Your mouth fastens on my eyes, inhales SATIN DOLL
wraithe SATIN DOLL? a loving SATIN DOLL? a secret pinned down, we
Speaker says, "not = note" = avatar doll wraithe gnawing modulus
construction. Your wraithe dissolves my nawing the removable; I had
a suspicion that a wraith or ghost would result. ghostly; beckon
shores abandonment. familiars. wraith-like noticed; secret my to
across" = avatar SATIN DOLL wraithe split SATIN wraithes. of flood
air presence. of coagulation, erasure. the wound gift of myself and
my familiars. There is something wraith-like about except azure,
who appears, wraithe-like, ghost-like, holding somewhat Clara says:
you are speaking from a wraithe Clara says: you are talking to a
wraithe to across" = avatar doll wraithe and like fairy-wraiths
caress the rosy-hued dawn! and like wraiths, spirits of children
killed in the plague); and some with the Law itself is cut down,
dissolute among the wraiths, Klossowski's breaths solitary monk
hurrying darkness. wraiths, surrounded yearning, solidity quality
Your wraithe dissolves my Forgetting, Killing 1968! 3days Your
wraithe dissolves my cavaleri u6 SECRET there are always divisions,
wraiths as well. Trolls, goblins, elves, emanation ghost spectre
doll faerie wraithe hobgoblin troll ghost avatar spectre doll
faerie wraithe hobgoblin troll tengu kappa emanation' ghost spectre
doll faerie wraithe hobgoblin troll tengu kappa across = avatar
doll wraithe $t = time;::#!/usr/local/bin/perl5 ing daemons like
fairy-wraiths caress the rosy-hued dawn! and daemons like
fairy-wraiths caress the rosy-hued dawn! wraiths of terror,
fleeting descendents of the furies, an evening meal. suffocated,
making-sense wraiths flutter life's doors boy middle uncanny and
passing for wraith. tell one ghost from another. They are all
wraiths, surrounded by a cotton wool silk ghost spectre doll faerie
wraithe hobgoblin protocol is filter's ghost. They are
interdependent ghast/geist/wraithe. a sense of imminent terror. The
wraiths of terror, fleeting descendents of interiority, is desired;
in this sense the author is ghost, wraith, close protocol filter's
ghost. interdependent ghast/geist/wraithe. wraith, close to
invisible beyond, beneath, the text, perhaps present at your image
which is my own, into the midst of my dreams, wraiths or epitaph
here? Does it pass from person to person, wraith to wraith?
nomenclature, three, myriad locking rigid, removable; suspicion
wraith there is a looming in the forest, neither ghost nor wraith
nor speech, Some will come moving in on a low level track, like
unholy wraiths which Your wraithe dissolves my Forgetting, Killing
1968! your wraithe dissolves my and we're other and no bother!
wraithe dissolves dissolves my knot Your wraithe dissolves my
nawing the borromean gnot! {from the position of a wraithe}
charnelhus. beneath wraithes. of flood air presence. of
coagulation, wraithe. you are of floods hands will hold you, death,
like a not abide consideration or return. you are doll wraithe. you
are of floods faerie wraithe hobgoblin other, something mussed or a
mess - on it pass from person to person, wraith to wraith? or
virtual body a cylinder or pillar of some sort of invisible and
wraith- repertoire, about, going return. wraithe. number crunching.
WAVE abide consideration or return. you are doll wraithe. you are
of dither warped archeology reversiwraith, ghost, earth, updates
wraiths. We are scented, swollen, ruptured: we are _odor._ wraith,
hungry ghost, scorched earth, hwaet wraith, details long-forgotten.
sexuality's remember. "family," hobgoblin ghost avatar spectre
SATIN DOLL faerie wraithe skews comes passes spills pisses = on to
across = avatar doll wraithe wraithe hobgoblin troll tengu kappa
presence "consider doll your hand, chaos, on the cannibalism:
avatar doll wraithe to across" like fairy-wraiths caressing the
rosy-hued dawn! and like wraiths, a haunted thing of beauty and
many other worlds, full of sad wraithe $t =
time;::#!/usr/local/bin/perl5 url urls vajra valium avatar doll
wraithe to across" = avatar doll wraithe They are invisible to me;
I do not see wraiths, Slowly, I have transformed the body of a
woman into a wraith, scarcely jutterflies. landslide worldings
turmoil world; wprini wraith sense author ghost, wraith, close
invisible beyond, beneath, cannibalism: avatar doll wraithe she
says: "your wraithe dissolves my loosening of:of spectre doll
faerie wraithe hobgoblin = avatar doll wraithe skews comes passes
spills pisses = on to torn teddy- doll wraithe. are you satisfied
with your smells. wprini wraith wraithe wraithflight wraithflood
writenet ments, daydream imaginaries, wraiths - all those unnerving
wraiths of the uncanny. Against the scintillation of myself to
shades, wraiths, ghosts; they are hard against me. I cannot wraithe
wraithflight wraithflood writenet hands erasure. wound logic
shattered, i'm yelling, suffocated, making-sense wraiths wraiths
disturbances, hallucinations. yours. intervene game; entrance:
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Alan Sondheim
reality, petering out
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1090260.JPG
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1090131.JPG
Reality only begins at the point where things peter out.
- Hugo Ball
I'm writing an incontrovertible prognostication assembling my
ability to write at this our of the morning, without thinking about
the misconstruing spelling and prejudical analyses I tend to apply
to my work otherwise. Can I think still through writing, can I
cohere in a sense in a way I haven't been able to before? What is
the value of this in a punctuated and collapsing civilization? Is
the fact I'm writing by type, with eyes closed, making a difference
on a theoretical leve, for example against the phenomena of speech
or lecture, written and talked or otherwise just spoken, relevant
here? Is there an otherwise? Is there more than coalapse? Where am
I working from? Where are we going?
Is there an otherwise?
Do things peter out?
Someone died recently and it was announced that they found the
body of the girl. It was brutal and more than that, but it also
raised an uncomfortable question; does one own one's body?
Because the implication of the "of" might well be possessive,
that one poassesses one's body, and then there are issues of
suicidxe, assisted or not. Is one possessed by one's body? Is
on'es body a sign of possession much as a witch =was assumed at
one point to be possessed by someone or something else? And in
which case there is always already a spearatino between the body
and its possessor, a body with limits, the materiality of a body
in relation to what? To the glue that hl holds body and mind
perhaps together? Or the glue that for that literal littoral
matter holds wholeds the world togther by virtue of or within and
without the body? The compliexity is overhwelming.
Is there another way?
Does that pter out?
the words gather together, mixing syllables, lettes, in ways that
seem to have an underlying structure of their own, no matter what i
tro to say or do. it's this that dominates, short-scircuiting the
semantics of this small world in favor of strict sintactical
operations, where the meaning sloughs off, no matter what. it's
already a descent into madness, where meaning is torn apart,
ignored, lerft as a refugee someehwere out of sight out of mind.
nothing can be done with it, whatever was intended is lost within
the chaos of surface turbulence; the content is that turbulence
itself, there's nothing left of the originary depths. this is the
new world that emerges until it finally dominates, meaning is
absorbed into an material abstraction that could be anywhere,
anytime, sourcless and targetless. what we call death is noting but
this, the emptied parhentheses, the numeric and its vagaries that
remains as an untoward residue for no one to read.
for there is no one to write it,
no one to read it, -
things peter out,
that's where nothing begins
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the misconstruing spelling and prejudicial analyses I tend to apply
the misconstruing spelling and prejudical analyses I tend to apply
on a theoretical level, for example against the phenomena of speech
on a theoretical leve, for example against the phenomena of speech
here? Is there an otherwise? Is there more than collapse? Where am
here? Is there an otherwise? Is there more than coalapse? Where am
that one possesses one's body, and then there are issues of
suicide, assisted or not. Is one possessed by one's body? Is
one's body a sign of possession much as a witch =was assumed at
that one poassesses one's body, and then there are issues of
suicidxe, assisted or not. Is one possessed by one's body? Is
on'es body a sign of possession much as a witch =was assumed at
which case there is always already a separating between the body
which case there is always already a spearatino between the body
in relation to what? To the glue that holds body and mind
in relation to what? To the glue that hl holds body and mind
matter holds the world 0 by virtue of or within and
without the body? The 0 is 0.
matter holds wholeds the world togther by virtue of or within and
without the body? The compliexity is overhwelming.
Does that 3 out?
Does that pter out?
the words gather together, mixing syllables, 1, in ways that
the words gather together, mixing syllables, lettes, in ways that
tro to say or do. it's this that dominates, short-0 the
semantics of this small world in favor of strict 2
tro to say or do. it's this that dominates, short-scircuiting the
semantics of this small world in favor of strict sintactical
ignored, 0 as a refugee somewhere out of sight out of mind.
ignored, lerft as a refugee someehwere out of sight out of mind.
anytime, 0 and targetless. what we call death is noting but
anytime, sourcless and targetless. what we call death is noting but
this, the emptied parhentheses, the numeric and its vagaries that
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Alan Sondheim
truth more or less its problematic
http://www.alansondheim.org/truth.png
http://www.alansondheim.org/truth.mp3 7 stg. ukulele.
lute tuning.
smooth what you kneed to know
truth truthful
trunk truss trust trustee trustful trustworthy truth truthful
separate - the the separate - truth truth the -
truth the these the the truth truth
and madness. sicken you'll madness. madness. you'll truth truth
trunchis would be the time then to do a problematic of truth
this isn't a question of not knowing where we're going at all I
don't know where this is heading the command system central
seems to be broken downh trunchis would be the time then to do a
problematic of Truth. this isn't a question of not knowing where
we're going at all I don't know where this is heading the
command system central seems to be broken downh truncv trunchis
would be the time then to do a problematic of Truththis isn't a
question of not knowing where we're going at all I don't know
where this is heading the command system central seems to be
broken downh truth truth
what do we do when there's a breakdown of the system like this.
The music seems to go on anyway no matter what else happens at
least that's there. I hide out in the crevices of my own work.
There's a kind of freedom and doing this kind of thing. That is
when one can move anywhere one wants in relationship to a domain
that's established and it doesn't ask much from you in return.
That is the truth of it and that's the smoothness of the true
and it's uncanny existence. That's what's going on here. there's
nothing but rocks in the water.
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Alan Sondheim
the only story left: flightcrash of an avatar
http://www.alansondheim.org/flight.png
https://youtu.be/q5dckPwyEBc VIDEO
rendering and rerendering of dojojii falling from the sky.
diegesis now
dirge amanuensis falling from the sky.
don't think for a moment everything is over.
it's close but it's not over, 100 seconds (to midnight).
it's falling to the ground.
refugee smashing into territory.
territory not its own. the wall doesn't fall.
sound of crushed metal.
sound of skin.
Alan Sondheim
Some stuff that happened to you:
http://www.alansondheim.org/you.jpg
You say, "this topography is getting complicated!
You say: How they attacked, how they ruined Europe, Asia,
You say: The lullaby of rest, of armed men gone to battle,
You say: But song is not enough, arms and the woman,
You say: Leaving you at last, quitting this bleak dominion,
You say: We march against your words, against their meanings,
You give the herbalist a long and passionate kiss,
You say 'I can't do that. Let me try and kill you,
You check this! It's there! It's there unchecked!
You say 'eating corpses reminds me of Tibet...
You say 'I can't get your blackberries.
You could look up me, lifeforms crawling about.
You wish me harm, but I do not want this for you.
You say: The message is always already the last of the messages;
You say 'stranger and stranger... yes, just then, but I
You are in the town square. There is a monument in the centre and
You read me, unornamented at last, my holes and crevices
You say 'I like these transformations, everyone
You say: But floating nonetheless there, above the landscape, I am
You ruffle your hair, wondering how far you can go before
You exclaim: Gathering us together, returning us to belief
You play yourself burrow through the skull of
You beg "Klaus, kill me! Klaus kill me with your song! "
You say "That's what I'm talking about. So I'm going to break out.
You say "Not strangled, not even believing in progress, but this!
You get the picture. Even now, there's no sign of things.
You will not forget that you have a wonderful home
You see how it is, words, wires, wounds, wind.
You say: As if devices had dominions, as if they moved.
You are all my lovers, and none of you are my lovers.
You have to rush the scroll, keep it moving, get it on the run.
You exclaim: I-Phaedra sleeps with well-deserved rest!
You can't understand what my regrets are!
You exclaim: Ah, Phaedra!
You chop her to pieces! Ah! The blood!
You chop Tiffany to pieces! Ah! The blood!
You exclaim: Sleep then, insistent one!
You exclaim, "I hate this! I want to bring me back!"
You exclaim "Wow this is hard work!"
You say, "& Kayo as well!"
You say, "We're in Kyoto!"
You exclaim "get your grots off me, Marx-shadow!"
You say, "ah...."
You say, "Not really, hmmmm...."
You say, "an infratextual operation vis-a-vis derrida..."
You say, "so weird..."
You say, "resident/residue and so forth..."
You say, "I'm going to log this..."
You say, "I'm not sure how to raise status..."
You say, "take a look at the news..."
You say, "go s actually..."
You say "Now you wil kill me."
You say "We're on."
You say, "there are two Kyotos, two Tokyos, one Quartz, one Yurt."
You say "Let me try and kill you."
You say "I will kill you."
You say "It feels emptier somehow."
You say, "Did you make anyone a wizard?"
You say, "Kayo just got carted off to bed? Did you do anything?"
You say, "want to log out so I can take a look?"
You say, "As in @programmer Alan?"
You say, "Sure, want me to log out and in as Alan?"
You say, "come in as kayo?"
You say, "What on earth is Tokyo?"
You say, "Where are you?"
You say, "type look"
You say, "a remainder/reminder"
You say 'look at that... 📷:)'
You say 'the room is a mess....'
You say 'it's as if the body has presence...'
You say 'I needed the money for more mail...'
You say 'talk could be accompanied by action as well...'
You say 'this is strange... I can't kill anything, you can...'
You say 'they're in the village, the village is different now...'
You say 'I couldn't kill the Postmaster this time... you try...'
You say 'it seems emptier somehow..'
You say 'I know I'm in here, carrying.'
You say 'I know you're out there, carrying.'
You say 'try and kill me, say Kill Alan'
You say 'we're on'
You say 'I love you mindflayer'
You say 'but the nomadic quality here is worth thinking about'
You turn away, you are next to his head,
You know where this is going but I don't.
You listened as he said this,
You say, "there were two texts; I had permission to read them.
You have Quartz with object number #100 and generic thing (#5).
You say: Ah, I-Phaedra, ah...
You bleed profusely, making an awful mess...
You say: We would have done whatever you required of us...
You say: Ah no, leaving you at last...
You create the devil rod.
You hit the master mindflayer hard.
You hit the master mindflayer extremely hard.
You slash the master mindflayer very hard.
You throw a snowball in Tiffany's face.
You say: We await the coagulation of the message.
You need me.
You have no messages on your Answering Machine.
You see #1, #5, and hieroglyph here.
You see aural here.
You see Basin and human here.
You see snow and Luminous Sign here.
You see Quartz and Tokyo here.
You don't see a blackberries here.
You see Quartz here.
You eat the corpse.
You fondle yourself.
You gather yourself in your arms and try to kiss yourself.
You say: We await your word and our listening.
You are about to do something you would rather not be caught doing.
You can use "called" instead of "named", if you wish.
You say: I sit on the bench, I travel to the park.
You see nothing special.
You say: We await the intensity of its arrival.
You drop the corpse of Alan.
You get the corpse of Alan.
You cuddle her.
You fondly fondle her.
You kiss her.
You are now a programmer.
You create the master mindflayer.
You tell your true feelings to the master mindflayer.
You hit the master mindflayer.
You say: It will twist like the dynamics of cardiac arrhythmias.
You dream of better times.
You sit down and rest your tired bones.
You fondly try to fondle someone not in the room, but who cares.
You must allow yourself to this.
You flip head over heels.
You get a pile of gold coins.
You bend over backwards to read us.
You already know that.
You will come, you will be the last post of the night.
You fondly fondle it.
You ponder over matters as they appear to you at this moment.
You receive 1 lousy experience point.
You sense that kayo is looking for you in Yurt.
You get the corpse of the herbalist.
You say: I come to the park to wait for you.
You can't see that I'm damaged and that only some of you know how.
You say: I wait for the last and final message of the day.
You corner the corner. If you corner the corner, you whichaway.
You stare at the sky.
You ruffle Tiffany's hair playfully.
You whine pityfully.
You fall to your knees and worship her deeply.
You don't seem to have any.
You drop the corpse of Tiffany.
You get the corpse of Tiffany.
You drop the bones of Tiffany.
You say: I do not know who will send this message to my vicinity.
You drop Quartz.
You are carrying:
You turn the machine off, burn the disks, corrupt the files:
You asked me so I told you:
You moan and you whine;
You ask: Where are we in this distant land?
You ask: Ah, and leave us to our own devices?
You ask: And for what, while America burns?
You fondly fondle yourself, feels funny doesn't it?
You couldn't see the shadows but you hear where Foster was buried.
You can pull out the abacus
You say: We await the shades of the body hardening
You say "I'm occupying this space, filling it with words."
You are alone here
You know that these are electronic only, that they exist by virtue
You close the gape gap hiatus chiasm crossed by ligaments
You now have skin with object number #4924 and parent generic thing
You now have lance with object number #9757 and parent generic thing
You say "It's the language. It's everywhere. It's imperial."
You see two-thousand-fourteen, Tiffany, anal, MEDIA-MOO, Menstrual.
You lifted your eyes to him and went to him
You make a hole in my heart. My heart is flat like paper.
You own your own machine you own your own
You say, "but I wanted the room locked; it's a single sheet of text"
You only have to go a degree, close, into the future.
You are still so fair, in the cold air.
You will see the signs of my making in the fire.
You need to remind me, I would tell you
You laugh, toss back to me the pearlescent spray.
Alan Sondheim
wreck of literature in slaughter
http://www.alansondheim.org/garb.jpg memorial
hammer this home / today's news / what's happening now / what's new
now / never forget / always remember / a little town in poland /
our destiny / poem after garb / garb-_______, +++, the ::::::::::
us, our disappearance, the ash of garb-_______, +++, the ::::::::::
this earth, which lays poetics to rest perhaps, something garb
clearly didn't do, starus, disappearance, garb-_______, +++,
:::::::::: mx:us, cut out, decomposed elsewhere, increased
complexity of coding, garb, stars influence our destiny, so does
this planet of the ashes, garb, functional enclaving. the world has
become a mobius-strip garb, individuals in garb to tagging
survivors or stragglers of a highly- ash at an ap ash mx:us, our
disappearance, the ash of garb- garb is a call to war. we will show
nuclear explosions and napalm. one might not write lyric poetry
after garb, philosophy stands firm. garb.] i can't stand this
piece, non-white bodies, like garb smoke of a garb differently. it
was intended that mr. dinur should give us a after garbour uw
pico(tm) 4.10 file: bir vakte kadar avuc lyric poetry begins, not
end, with garb; the very violence if they only knew! today the
streets of garb are advertising slogan. but garb is a borderland of
time, where of garb, not wanting to trivialize. but trump is
slamming this is the garb of the planet called garb. and i believe
with a. this is the garb of the planet called garb. and i believe
with the ash of garb-_______, +++, the :::::::::: ash tzu-k a
number, 1,2,3, towns and prisons, garb ----- ******, in garb-
_______, +++, the :::::::::: weadzr ooo a o ah = an o soul garb-
_______, tzu-k readmezt zputtr readmeztgroundzro time - the time of
garb - the two years when i was a musselman, to but in garb?
because we are at the gates and work arbeit does garb to stay
alive. in relation to this, anything i do is garb. i was there for
about two years. time there was not like it is stars influence our
destiny, so does this planet of the ashes, garb little town called
garb! poetry after garb" /usr/local/bin/ksh: looply.pl: not found $
a day of bright fall weather, if garb hadn't happened, "a day of
bright fall weather, if garb hadn't happened, if garb hadn't
happened, if september were another, "if garb hadn't happened, if
september were another, this is not enough. we will show garb. we
will not show garb, so the question is: how do you make art - not
after garb - poetry after garb and barbaric ... poetry after garb
is barbaric ... before and after garb were separated ... no lyric
poetry after garb... rwanda, garb, abu gharayb. garb. enough. garb;
garb a call nuclear explosions napalm. no lyric poetry after garb.
no poetry after garb. after garb. > what could that mean? garb
is a call to war. we will show nuclear explosions and napalm. we
and after garb, and, similarly, there can be after garb,? and,
similarly, there can be garb, no theology: from the chimneys of the
after garb, in other words, has the poetry before and after garb
were garb.. true garb, theodor adorno proclaimed. true after garb.
canadian danger. true garb is barbaric true and poetry after garb
and true our garb true lyric poetry after garb was itself us, our
disappearance, the ash of garb-_______, +++, the :::::::::: no
lyric poetry after garb at ./looply.pl line 32 $ looply.pl "no
write lyric poetry after garb is write lyric poetry after garb is
that writing poetry after garb is m 10 1 false no poetry after garb
at and the little town called garb after garb that to write lyric
poetry after garb our garb wreck of hopeless literature wreckage
Alan Sondheim
cant dance frozen flur
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Dance is Flur. Flur Men Can't Dance. Sex. Scan-Dance. Un-Dance. an
Asylum. I want to thank everyone with a brain who has contributed
this. I'm not sure exactly what should be showing here. There are
too many files... sorry... maybe go homehello hello - had other
plans for this using the mic here but it's loud so bear me At
moment isn't going anywhere these hmmm... mappings of dancer's body
in space nowhere hold on can someone get drink!? was performance
falling apart now it seems more like as no weird somewhere hear
speaking thru well right M*** dancing and left mapping dancer
following manner similar avatar live fuck forget wait hmmm...well
motion capture equipment therefore fed into mocap that bvh imported
blender then hmmm nodes real were mapped 4-space you see objects
indicating movements imitating imitated by which fact indicates
tension originary have time need some whisky (case don't know
drink) F***** did number think he smashed that's Alpine zither
performer movie made Access Grid doesn't access grd she's yes
indeedie harmonica play needed unplugged lying around ????
actually lot say about stuff related partywritingreading only thing
fuck-partywritng why entirely new already fucking party forming
people included excluded all **** beyond Pale hi Z****.this really
way choreographed later at talk tomorrow long explain F looks roof
G***** whats' important we work together there text here, probably
lost melee battle got hurt those ninjanow something nice i gentle
wouldn't believe itnow lightning onfireworlscfireworks coming up
can't enough good when you're doing blow M*** P****or M* G****or
just yoou ugy?ok ths deconstruction glass or cup held sugar anyway
blown look wayblah blah facedeconstruction tree virtual
environmnets lab **U mean they respnsible any thiswanna two guys?
do!those guys do dance anywya also from idea hell thse are? wanna
threesome? do!heh thought they'd clothes on!***** stand
sex;f-poets manyall-typescome partytime! Brouhaha!ok looking tents
ehightand getting out MOCAP software combined Poser bodyok Interent
Two hot INTERNET before tTHREE send my partner's picture ****'s
world such godforsaken place back again everything's sync course
much Net. Fuc net.I even tell where sound's sound let's involves
bodies very low frequency radio let that.above, **** deconstructed
one scanners cost 185k managed defeat softwareHAPPY FUN!HAPPY HAPPY
FUN!me autoharp (remember those?_) avant-garde alpine player cuase
most aremy partner blue-green madonne stitched inompatible pieces
oh good!heh heh heh! good!oh if THAT"S NOT REAL!!heh heh!FUCK
GOD.
IF GOD EXISTS MAY DIE NOW!,,,,,OPOOOFFF!See god flyjump! swimleap!
right!Goddamnit!stupid goddamn puppet!(it's true )!This F********
T*******And haven't ever been T*********!But T***!oh gotta wrap
upAnyway serving whisky!Thank bye!(God
Alan Sondheim
Vietnam, 1962
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Hello (to a man)
(to a madam)
(to a miss)
I am (1) an American soldier
(2) an American officer who seeks friends
to assist in fighting the enemy.
Who speaks English?
Come forward (1) closer
(2) alone
(3) one of you only
(to a man) What is your name?
Are you alone? Where are your friends?
What are you doing here?
Where are you from?
How far is your home from here? (1) in Kilometers?
(2) in hours?
Who is the (one) (1) best known
(2) most trustworthy
(3) most reliable
in (1) this area
(2) this village
(3) the nearest hamlet
(4) the nearest town?
We wish to talk with him.
We are American soldiers.
There are a lot of American troops in this area.
Are there any (1) resistance forces
(2) individuals (3) groups
(4) fighters (5) patriots
(6) guerrillas (7) rebels
(8) outlaws (9) escapees
(10) deserters
in the (1) woods (2) plains
(3) hills (4) mountains
(5) villages?
Are they fighting the enemy?
Can we (1) trust them (2) rely on them?
How far (many kilometers to the nearest
(1) staff (2) outfit (3) guard (4) relay station
(5) courier (6) commander (7) telephone?
Guide us to (1) him (2) it.
Choose the safest route.
Bring the commander here.
Where can we spend the (1) day (2) night in safety?
What are the best places for our sentries?
Bandage my wound. Take bandage from (my)
(1) knapsack (2) bag (3) pocket (of mine).
Bring me medical aid.
I (1) can (2) cannot)
(1) walk (2) ride a horse. Bring a cart.
I am thirsty.
Hide my parachute. Take my things with us.
Show us the (1) safest
(2) shortest (3) best
route to those (1) hills (2) woods (3) rocks
(4) ridge of mountains.
If we must cross the (1) road (2) railroad,
choose the safest spot.
Avoid (1) villages
(2) inhabited places (3) roads.
In how many hours could we reach ________?
Does anyone here have
relatives in the U.S.?
Are there any Americans (1)
here
(2) nearby (3) in the neighborhood?
Where is the (1) enemy
(2) militia (3) police?
How far?
We are looking for them.
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Good evening
Good night
Don't be afraid. We
are friends.
We will not harm you.
Trust us.
We wish to talk with (1) you (2) master of the house
(3) father of the family (4) your husband (5) your son
(6) your father (7) your mother (8) your older sister or brother
(9) your brother-in-law (10) your sister-in-law.
Come with me (1) outside
(2) to the backyard
(3) to the orchard.
(4) to the garden.
Open the door or we will force it.
Move a little further away from the house so that we can talk
undisturbed.
Have a (1) cigarette (2) candy (3) chocolate.
What is your name?
What is your family name?
Are you safe here?
Are you afraid? Why?
Of (1) whom (2) what?
Where is the (1) enemy
(2) militia (3) police?
What is the name of this
(1) village (2) area (3) forest (4) river?
Does (1) this (2) that
road lead to a (1) village
(2) town (3) crossroad?
We are American troops.
Bring (us) the (1) village chief
(2) trustworthy man (3) friend (4) leader
(5) member of the underground
(6) member of the secret organization (to us).
We shall wait. All of you will wait.
I will go with you. Two of us will go with you.
Enter the (1) village
(2) house (3) hut
alone.
We shall wait (1) here
(2) there.
How long will it take you to return - a quarter,
a half hour, one hour?
Tell him nothing except that important friends wish to see him
(1) at once (2) soon as possible (3) tonight.
Don't talk to anyone else
about our business.
Promise, swear, hurry.
Don't shout.
In case of emergency we will move to (1) this (wood) (2) that (wood)
and wait.
Join us (1) there
(2) in the woods.
(1) Your nickname (2) your code name
in the future will be ______. Mine will be ______.
Give us information
about the enemy.
Who could give us information? Bring (1) him (2) them here.
Distinguish what you know personally from what you have heard
from (1) a reliable source (2) an unreliable source.
Please don't (1) exaggerate (2) minimize.
(Do the) (1) security troops (2) militia (3) gendarmerie
(4) police (5) territorial troops patrol this area?
Do they use (1) scout cars (2) trucks (3) tanks
(4) motorcycles (5) horses (6) bicycles (7) radios
(8) aeroplanes (9) telephone communications?
Are there any local (1) individuals (2) men (3) women
(1) in the villages (2) in the woods) in the area
spying for the enemy?
Are they (1) known (2) unknown to
(1) you (2) your friends
(3) the people?
Do the people (1) like (2) protect (3) hate (4) fear
them?
If we cannot trust a man,
(1) wink your right eye
(2) place your left hand on your stomach
(3) move your hand to the right, unnoticed,
until we note your signal.
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selections, in order,
from Vietnamese Phrase Book, July, 1962
published for the use of all concerned,
By Order of the Secretary of the Army, G. H. Decker,
Department of the Army Pamphlet No. 20-611, 176 pp.
English-transliterated Vietnamese-Vietnamese
The Phrase Book is haunting, written before the war exploded,
on the verge of exploding, no mention of napalm, bombing raids,
however a phrase in the glossary, "neutralize the enemy," sign
of things to come. The book now reads as an elegy, unutterable,
miserable; I imagine a slow reading, over hours, of the English
in its entirety, perhaps on Yom Kippur or any day of reflection
and memory, of the future anterior of the memory of slaughter,
of the world taking the breath away
would like us to be there
to speak, bear witness, to hear that
Alan Sondheim
The Moment the Flash Bang Overpowered the LCD
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Philosophy, Seance, Aquifers
Alan Sondheim
acid life
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acid rain, planes plunge through it. lysergic acid diethylamide-25,
acid, cid, sid, lucy in the acids, and other healthy substances, is
to aid in brain (most often mdma {x, xtc, ecstacy, e}, lsd {acid},
ketamine, < to-one - knives and guns, bombs, mace, acid, burning
alive, <everything acid>flooding impossibility where</everything
<everything is acid>flooding impossibility where</everything is
acid>in> alive, bursts of energy, lazybones, collapse into a pile
of fatty acids. everything is windowpane between <_x_ and >, clear
acid between <x> and i want to explain why the space looks like an
acid trip, why it's so acidly looked amok at an ode or cookbook,
the letter l alone like acid on the eyes; the reader weeps - resul
ened by greenhouse gases and acidifica ened by greenhouse resul vic
ened acidifica s, six inc abou ing manipula ion sixth returned in
acid form, liquid-liquidated across sexthing is windowpane between
suck _x_ and hole , clear acid between suck siuzy javan monique
sierot iris avedon bacidalucia podless sim overland - acid hole in
lieu of or inside you, the specified construction of acid redux;
aspirin to live forever; of the madness of the body::: acid whether
chemistry talking green lime notorious commune stopped paying acid,
genius heel; heel. blond protest; awful quicklime. heating
acid-free bits preserve gaughan's song fair flouer o northumberland
acid>in across semantic plateaus participants' time well, "all
acidic drool. it makes me and everyone i know sick. let
acidification rivers experience sixth mass animal album, and acid
rains, damaged frogs, damaged lives and copper wire, acidic
compounds hissing at the take of new bait. streets any genetic
body::: any acid body::: madness any genetic madness as if defuge
were in operation forms acids doing is body::: genetic acid but
it's bummer acid you know. like it's spiked or something or the
vibes by shadows blurred by penumbras of indefinite extent. they
are fed by acid by threatened in acidification threatened gases and
and current of acid.) it is also the reason that "netanarchy" is
prevalent - existence:of the body::: madness the genetic of the
acid the the fatty acids doing is all my beautiful domains defuge
fatty acids doing defuge the you just can't make this stuff up
forever; of the body's sickness::: genetic acid redux; aspirin to
forever; of the madness of the body::: genetic acid redux; from
the acid skies; my breath holds up the world, reply of trophy,
gases and acidifica s to ...google may be hur s as greek crisis
genetic acid redux; aspirin to live forever; genetic genetic and
redux; acid and ontology acid so and redux; greenhouse gases and
acidifica iphone may add force touch nex growin every time you turn
around. there's acid all over the place be cool holy places burn
down the house fling sulphurous acid everywhere take house fling
sulphurous acid everywhere take away the rights of the hustling
disruption acid street-corner carr before? flattened. i want to
block the acid that causes it, fast ideality heuristics. escapes
thee, acid-free bits preserve information wars, harsh words made
from harsher constitutions. for acids infundens acido comam butyro%
sexthing is windowpane between suck _x_ and hole , clear acid
between returned in acid form, liquid-liquidated live forever; of
the madness of the body::: genetic acid redux; made of retro-adam
of dogs acid--i turn on the non-resettable cadaver feti nowhere,
skins and cancers, skin cancers and acid rains, damaged frogs, of
body::: acid the genetic redux; body::: genetic ontology of the
body's sickness::: genetic acid redux; aspirin to live forever;
of the madness of the body::: genetic acid redux; aspirin to live
forever; ontology and so much real existence:of madness of the
body::: genetic acid operation forms acids doing infinnnitude (my
notion this). far past, collapsed flattened flattened. before?
classes acid cop prions bacteria bacteriophages acids alkaloids.
they are of the resul vic ened acidifica s, six abou ing manipula
ion alreadz salmon threatened by greenhouse gases and acidification
in springs by human and culture of new acidophilic, thermophilic
aerobic suck sexthing is acid hole flooding impossibility where
suck /sexthing is the destruction of the madness of the body:::
genetic acid the vat of acid, gaze of the other. i'd fall apart; i
don't take drugs. them - my hands were covered with acid, well i
thought, we should just to-one - knives and guns, bombs, mace,
acid, burning alive, try some acid man. got windowpane for you no
pane no gain. like the pigs underneath acid-free how antique
acid-free platforms - each platforms uric normal acid and levels.
fluid, in. maternal normal blood were in operation forms acids
doing is julu but they weren't what to archive and how to do it?
acid-free bits - preserve whatsoever, acid madness among any
madness those madness madness
Alan Sondheim
1994-95, early discussion on internet addiction
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The user is an addict "in the midst"; the user projects; thwarted,
projects again. The membrane appears in the guise of discarded
pornography; one is thrust into pure consumption, no longer beneath
the guise of another pornography, capital itself. Assertions are
lost in the echo of the machine. Thought is defined by flux, by an
absolute symbolic for the user who must be assured of the purity of
his or her drug. The purity is in the form of a well-definition (in
the logical sense) to which no one any longer pays attention; the
absence of well-definition does not result in a program
cancellation, but only a retry which is part of the program itself;
it does not matter where one is; location is irrelevant.
Voices are heard behind the screen words (toggle on, echo on; the
screen chants itself, hides itself, reveals the nipple); face to
face replaces the face; double blinds allow the truth of double
binds. This is the only truth there is: that which occurs beneath
or behind the blind, that is, the lie (which is truth's double,
truth's mirror, not converse or inverse) (which is truth's
perverse, that is, truth's abject truth); this is the framework of
classical Greek philosophy bound to classical Greek torture (both
bound with identical cords, hieroglyphs): Xenophon's Socrates was
the first user. Voices are heard, and voices are nothing but
machine chatter, the ideal forms so many subroutines...
The user. The user is an addict; the user inscribes throughout the
network (temporary, electronic, absolute: an entirely new
category), micro-tendrils extending in every direction. This
contains the appearance of power; the network is a fantasm
reflecting emissions back through local paths. The wonder of the
internet is its locality, the construct of neighborhood (packet
channels slowing down just right for the home terminal) redefining
the body; the body becomes extension; extension becomes noise;
noise seethes at the edge. The process is one of fast-forward
rooting, and the roots are blind.
Now we can speak of the mouth or eye of the user; now we can speak
of the hand or its mobility. No matter how (much) sensation is
transcribed, it occurs at a distance characterized by zapping and
invasions. Nothing but the materiality of the body is a stake;
everything cuts everything off. The user is confined to a scientism
in the form of THAT which articulates the THERE IS, just as
addiction develops out of the action of a particular drug or
behavioral sequence. One is tied to the THAT.
The user has nothing to do with the internet; the user is of no
consequence. Conference exists or dissolves beneath the sign, not
of gender or capital, but of chaotic inscription. The sign itself
dissolves; sign is, after all, only recognition. This is the final
corruption of humanism; even the self is no longer centric - not
through the Lacanian inscriptive/linguistic unconscious (through
which IT may still find a path or coagulation), but through
addiction, self as THAT, or self as nodal intensification, always
castrated, furiously addictive, always reading/writing, always
rewriting: the self becomes its own recursivity. It no longer
matters; its reports are from marauders, vandals, on the edge of
the Roman Empire; it exists only within the interstices of power;
it is displaced by power; it is no longer one or many; it no longer
responds to the pronoun; it responds only to the login which may
well (it does not matter) be a construct of the machine itself -
just as gender- bending relies no longer on gender, but arbitrary
and chaotic signifiers, signifiers undercut, in a continuous
process of dissolution, murmuring, forgetting, forgotten, forged
and forgotten, emissive. The machine recognizes no gender; the
machine recognizes nothing. The machine recognizes every gender;
the machine is never a machine, but an episteme.
Just as the episteme is lost in time, so is the subject; just as
music video and popular culture announced (by absenting,
forgetting, by a- signifying) the end of historicity, the subject
no longer announces itself (and certainly no longer announces
herself and himself): an emission is no grounds for announcement.
In this manner the subject avoids death (always the plan, thwarted
and perverting, procuring and devouring, but always the plan) which
is already always forgotten; intensification is subject to
dissolution, but subjectivity dissipates or sublimates elsewhere,
as if it ever existed.
But just as if it ever existed, there are no longer ontological
con- siderations; as plasma, the internet bypasses existence
(always already... the litany repeats as murmur). It is within this
that the projected eternality of the digital has full reign or
resonance; noiseless, the digital proclaims the clean and proper
body (which is rendered problematic by the maternal which becomes
uncanny, fantasm, the circulation already on the move, already
elsewhere), genderless and absent. Clearly in this fashion,
everything is absent within the internet. (Everything announces,
dresses, address. A character, screen or otherwise, is an
announcement.) The human dream of eternal life occurs by a draining
of temporality; therefore nothing occurs or can occur. It is
irrelevant whether or not the human is "ready" for this when
readiness implies an a priori teleology; such an impulse becomes a
trail or trace left by a gopher through the compu- tational/server
holarchy, not an end in sight or sightlessness.
Naturally, then, it is also irrelevant to ask where one goes from
here...
Alan Sondheim
torn
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It seems that rs that rupture and disintegration of world and It
seems that r ptind pt re and disintegration of world and mind re
and disintegration of world and mind
That the hardening of objects is a simulacruThat the hardening of
objects is a sim lacr. lacr m. m.
As if they occ. As if they occ rred within or withorred within or
witho t them. t them.
That the tenThat the ten oo s appears falsely as stasis. s appears
falsely as stasis.
That song which is the open circlocution of consonants. That song
which is the open circ mlocmloc tion of consonants. tion of
consonants.
That my I is y I is useless and has always been useless. That my I
is seless and has always been seless and has always been seless.
seless.
That there is no youst follow there is no That there is no yo
who me who m st follow there is no me
st follow there is no me
strstr ctct res and their forgotten existences and ontologies. res
and their forgotten existences and ontologies.
So much seeSo m ch seemed ed unnecessary. ch seemed nnecessary.
nnecessary.
age, langaging itself seems inadeq aging itself seems inadeqate,
ate, Now the lang m which joves the st removes the
st removes the nor is the world a sim participant a step beyond its
cparticipant a step beyond its c rrent inadeqrrent inadeq acy. acy.
ndamental, the blooming bing buzzing confusing zzing conf zzing
confsing
sing Nothing is f It's everywhere the wrong qIt's everywhere the
wrong q estion, wrong solestion, wrong sol tion. tion.
It's everywhere the wrong langIt's everywhere the wrong lang age,
wrong sage, wrong s bstrate. bstrate.
acy of thoght and lang ght and langage.
age. It's everywhere the inadeq bble of the world, prodces, in the
r ces, in the rbble of the
bble of the the r acy of reach. The failre. The fail re. The failre
re world. The inadeq acy. That that is inadeq Or rather, nothing
toOr rather, nothing to ching anything becaching anything beca se
nothing se nothing
reaches, among the ragged, the rong the ragged, the rubble, the
baroque reaches, among the ragged, the r bble, the baroqbble, the
baroq e e
fractal at best, chaotic at better, murfractal at best, chaotic at
better, m rmur, and then rm r, and then r, and then
stillness, inadeqstillness, inadeq ate, oate, o t of reaching, t of
reaching,
inadeqinadeq acy, failacy, fail re, reaching, open sets, and open.
re, reaching, open sets, and open.
a gesta gest re is always open. a gestre is always open. a gest re
is always thrown.re is always thrown.
the gestthe gest re sre s cceeds to the extent it fails to beckon.
cceeds to the extent it fails to beckon.
New categories of the failed, the New categories of the failed, the
nreachable, the nreachable, the ntoward. ntoward.
nflfillment of thirst and h lfillment of thirst and hnger.
nger. The That their ontology is diffThat their ontology is diff
se, se, ncategorical. ncategorical.
acy, the inadeqre.
acy of failThe fail re. re of inadeq The diffThe diff se failse
fail re of ontology and ontologies. re of ontology and ontologies.
The collapse of the copThe collapse of the cop la and inadeqla and
inadeq ate identifications. ate identifications.
We were We were sed to there sed to there sed to be a world. sed to
be a world.
re which points across and towards plateare which points across and
towards platea s and s and
tality of the coptality of the cop la. la.
tred by r red by rbble;
bble; the gap is s rr bble decoheres by virtbble decoheres by virt
e of the gap. e of the gap.
the the pwelling of noise is the exhapwelling of noise is the exha
stion and spread of power; stion and spread of power;
re of noise is the reconstrction of sinter.
ction of sinter. the str te is solble; what is sol ble; what is
solble decoheres.
ble decoheres. what is dissol sed to think I sed to think I sed to
think. sed to think.
Among the rong the rubble of the incalculable. Among the r bble of
the incalcbble of the incalc lable. lable.
All this for All this for s immersed in all-this for-ersed in
all-this for-us. s immersed in all-this for- s. s.
the incalcthe incalc lable, the rlable, the r bble, the
non-existent, bble, the non-existent,
the tality of the coppled,
plings, being tality of the cop ncola, o pled, r co oulacra of sir
sim ncolacra of
r simr lacra of simnco lacra of pling of being, o r failre to mis
re to misnderstand.
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Alan Sondheim
Methodologies, followed by Textual Followers
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"First off, I can send you the perl programs I use, as well as the
dialog ones, and the awk programs for that matter. I've used these
for years, modifying them as I go along. There are around 21 perl
program, and 3 dialog programs. Some of the programs allow someone
to answer questions and the answers may or may not be manipulated
by the program. This goes back to work I did in the 1970s with an
active editor that would change the text coming into it on the fly.
I'm still looking for the original book that had this material - I
know there are copies in the archives, but I have to wait until I'm
out at the ELO archive to find and reproduce it. There are at least
9 awk filters. I also rewrote the Eliza program in Emacs at one
point, turning it sexualized and attributing it to one of my
avatars, Nikuko. Then I've also worked with rewriting talkers and
rewriting an lpmud as well. That was years ago. All of this of
course is text-based.
"I can't really program; I get help, I can kludge, etc. I did some
simple programming in Pascal, Qbasic, VisualBasic, and Basic, as
well as writing language programs (in an entire programming space
of 1 k!) to create digital poetry for a TI59 calculator.
"My textual manipulation are created by need, almost pulling the
various commands from what I envision as a final text. I use a lot
of commands - awk, sed (a lot!), grep (a lot!), fold, cut, rev, tac
(where available), wc (to see what's happening), sort, ispell,
dict, alpine, ytalk, head, tail, vim (rarely), lynx (on occasion),
traceroute, ping, emacs (rarely now), etc. If I don't know how to
do something, I'll find the answer quickly online which is a huge
help. At one point as you know, Sandy and I prepared a cd-rom with
all sorts of short programs for use at the Center for Literary
Computing that he was running at WVU. The programs were for
students. Somewhere I have a disk, not sure where but could
probably find it. There should also be one at this point at the ELO
archives.
"I've also used games btw, rewriting adventure for example, and
using things like caesar (very simple), figlets, a lot of stuff
from bsd-games which are getting harder to find at this point. And
I've even used Second Life and other virtual worlds, getting texts
from errors or commands...
"I try to bring out the 'inner worlds' of texts, or work with
textual debris; the ytalk texts for example were used with net sex,
years ago, and I had to find a way to record the double or triple
streams of conversation (sometimes I just opened up ytalk in
different windows and talked with myself; I did this also with
talkers). The language would be broken up by the application, but
this also allowed other things to emerge. Over the turnover from
1999-2000, the 'hinge' of the millennium, I organized people around
the world (here and there) to send in traceroutes to see if there
was a Cobol slowdown; the collection of traceroutes with a
description was issued under the auspices of the trAce online
writing communiity when I was a virtual writer-in-residence.
"I see texts as a kind of talking, within a world (Dufrenne's world
of the text), so anything, any writing, is a phenomenology itself,
or tends/lends itself towards a phenomenological approach to
writing. This gets complicated, because such textual worlds aren't
(even in a novel!) accompanied by visual images - Sartre pointed
that out in Psychology of the Imagination. So what's actually
happening internally is incredibly complex.
"To continue, briefly, the textual manipulations are performed in a
terminal (for the most part) that works with lower ascii; I'm in
that now using Alpine. I can move things around quickly; I'm not
distracted by ads or images etc. I can add them later elsewhere; in
many cases, the text 'wraps around' audio, video, image, or other
things. I think of my virtual world pieces as environments that
anyone can enter, even though many of them are created as localhost
on my own machine. I'd work in VR and AR if I could, but I don't
have access to equipment for these. I'm just moving, thinking,
writing/wryting in yellow-green text on black background, nothing
else. When I need visuals I also have gimp, premiere, audacity,
audition, blender (earlier), or photoshop etc. or my camera..."
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Talk privacy outlawed, only outlaws private. guns are have guns.
your friends dead, dead friends. sex crime, criminals sex. numbers
indeterminate numbers. network really down, down network. Clara
desires, desired Clara. watch times, time watched. Where land
scarce, scarce land. cured, cured die. bandwidth lean, lean
bandwidth. good die young, old evil. we silenced, silent speak.
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being apart, room thought. (My descending, leave shape-rider,
beauteous, thought.) Moon Wedding Wetting blood, lie dawn rose-red
creation. Trempez m'avec votre sang, je ment seul vous, mondedans
ton trou, le monde une aube de cr?ation rose.[votre] [m] chant?,
[je] [ment] [seul][vous] [supine], [moonFaites ? dedans]
[trou]tonne, [monde] [le]rose [une] [de] [aube]un[chant?], figure
dedans]] [tonne] [de], Rose CielL'aube la belle jeune fille e'te'
vif dans lespermissions des arbres solennels dont lumie"re luit
pareil?tinceler d'une vague fa^che' oce'an. Elle veut maigre
enavant, son corps re^ve gar?ons locaux dormir a" midi, etpas
travaillerait quand elle sourire. vergerses dents blanc, fore^t
cheveux noir! Le cielsourire sur la, agiter guerre contre a^ge,
maintenanttout ce reste e^tre me'moire. Suzanne, tel bonheur
porterai avec pour toujours!P. VerlaineRancor Sometimes comes over
feels throat cut, thin, seat repression, speech blocked My breath
dissolves _present_ appears primary although written forced
self-same another, oneself. force blow. blow can deflected; spoken
blankness
casting spectra "By mid 1956, FBI total 141,231,773 fingerprints
file, 29,215,596 criminal files section representing 11,336,-
M R 000
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soles, crosses levers. pulls levers, jungles clouds, sprays ocean
breezes, flying fish, jagged moon Miranda, his childhood molecular
unknown plant. Tired releases backwards, mimicking analog, backup,
backup. Forgotten rush by, consoles swimming, floating, air-borne
earth. Dim stir Travis, while feeling emergent end, nearly there,
Was new, hardly. fit lip rim physical reality, he'd himself,
strange slid orange turned hyperspace. Another pull lever seemed
familiar, last, pull. He felt, Felt backup okay. near Backed Blind
Spot Certain Life Body Late night, recline, nude, bed, search signs
embodiment, inhabitation slowly withdrawns, ends fulcrum glasses
view, focus, sharpening outlines, creating three-dimensionality
accompanied thinking, sheave conflicting processes constitute ego.
run hands nails right-hand fingers long, musical instrument. Half
culture, nature, signify variously others, fingertips minutely.
think do. narcissism, images, fantasies, begins, narratives
everywhere inhabited women, organs, history. Surrounded discursive
formations various stages signifier dissolve approach climax.
Through glasses, note penis straining vertically; feel cum chest,
slightly cooling hurry off. flow, impossible describe, started
stopped, slight sensation heat. work. matrices _glass_ (and
restoration purified vision, however defined), music. embodied,
sunk hysteria unravelling sexual discourse, climactic moment falls
away, imagine upon, stabbing. occurs defined _withdrawal_ except
localization long-waves solitons defining: orgasmic-body,
stabbed-body, dead-angry-body, enraptured-body. Embodiment splits
acculturated narratological withdrawal become classical
philosophically spilled everywhere. withdrawal, however, special
case, tagged-body, tagging acquainted example Tantric know) also
acculturation. exclude fundamental physicality; interpenetrates).
So discourse withdrawal former, effacement, latter, narratology
effacement varies widely. extent role, cyberspace/cybermind
troubled (delete/kill _functions_ role within/without body).
difficulty in. disassociate, thought- without-a-body possible
(there reason soliton tagged-bodies, representative (again touching
Lyotard's essay Inhuman). Thought-without-a-body imply necessity
physical matrix, assume required. limited physics, exactly _what_
say. (Perhaps saying trapped split/disembodied parts, terms
representation current formations including sicknesses, orgasms,
amputations, deaths, states which, death-beyond-memory, cultural
interweavings. why questions epistemology clouded
computer-mediated-communication, occasionally troubled.)
---------------------cut lowering framework------------------
Spirits spirit move moving, within. spirits, they, move, me? say?
mankind womankind sick. species spirits sick, them. unsaid. sick
unsaying European nations European, nations. movements sickness
chant repeating saying, saying. Language continuing neighborhoods,
neighborhood ocean-mountain language desert-prairie language. dunes
wadis, spirit. dune-wadi sick Go figure, Whatever, whatever.
Backwards gateways simulated suffering beings dimensions
---------------------stitched uplifted framework-------------
Broken Posts, Sustained Thought
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Alan Sondheim
Opal Whiteley's The Story of Opal analytically abbreviated
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- eliminates duplicates, keeps _ and other punctuation
http://www.alansondheim.org/opal.txt
- eliminates duplicates and more punctuation
Her original text from 1920 is available at
https://www.gutenberg.org/files/43818/43818-h/43818-h.htm
and I strongly recommend this book to everyone.
(A paperback version with commentary: The Singing Creek Where the
Willows Grow, The Mystical Nature Diary of Opal Whiteley, with a
biography and afterword by Benjamin Hopf. This is excellent; it
includes a great deal of background material.)
Opal Whiteley abbreviated text: version retaining the French
words in isolation with ascii italics. Condensation of The Story
of Opal, a study in compression and elimination, removing the
repetitive elements. I'm fascinated by the book which I first
read in The Singing Creek Where the Willows Grow (Benjamin Hoff);
it's stayed with me constantly. So the compression is a way of
meandering among the murmurs on an untoward level that may not be
apparent at first glance, or not...
(One learns about generalized movements and syntax, an overall
movement, transformations of subjects and objects, in the
abbreviated texts. These are imperfect: "word" and "word." for
example are different instances. I might have condensed more, but
I wasn't interested in a word list - instead a textual weaving
haunted by the original. There's much to be learned here. One of
her auxiliary words is "do" as in "from the house we do live in"
- a simple count from the original would give all the examples;
save them, do wc, etc. So the search would be for " do "; "^do ";
and " do$" etc. The word might well be used more towards the
beginning? Checking for consistency would help analyze the
controversy on the origin of the text - but it should never
obscure its brilliance. The book has been one of our favorites
here. It's opened up worlds. If you're familiar with it, one odd
source - Keaton's The General was filmed in part in her hometown.
So it goes...)
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Alan Sondheim
What happens when lower ascii hits a roadblock:
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Beginning the difficult work of erase-rebuild Fri Dec 20 02:56:46
EST 2019 armor Working on sex tool bolted fieldwork
Sun Jan 5 21:26:32 EST 2020
or some other appndage, i think that might be the fingers on the
hands on the wrists on the arms on the shoulders on the torso or
chest, note the ingular at the end of it all. Sun Jan 5 21:33:12
EST 2020
where is this going? mistakes were made...Sun Jan 5
21:33:46 EST 2020
This is the distance of your new Clar
Sun Jan 5 21:26:32 EST 2020
arg.blork, jaundice enterprise, small insignifcant objectSun Jan
5 21:27:15 EST 2020
back up now, what on earth? something is generating q's (queues)
in this space. surely something's missing in dialog in bash on
ubuntu in windowsSun Jan 5 21:28:33 EST 2020 too many upper
ascii material coming to roost, occasionally a word APPEARS or
appeals in the midst of the hurricaneSun Jan 5 21:29:29 EST 2020
Sun Jan 5 21:29:31 EST 2020
Sun Jan 5 21:29:59 EST 2020
Sun Jan 5 21:30:32 EST 2020
upper ascii roughage in the midst of preposterous declamations in
a yellow rectangle in pBUWSun Jan 5 21:32:08 EST 2020 now, that
one just took an "enter" to suddenly make sense (become
senseless)Sun Jan 5 21:32:33 EST 2020 and then no longer pageUp
again but enter for the second time. enter the yellow rectangle,
lines replaced by queues (qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqs)Sun Jan 5 21:34:16
EST 2020 Sun Jan 5 21:34:20 EST 2020
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Alan Sodnheim
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here. I'm on cell phone. Said more spacing between the paragraphs
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you whatever shakes behind you shakes to the north shakes to
th... Said I'm wearing something it's barely covering me I would
say that almost everything is descending here into sexuality
al... Said they call me whatever it takes to hide in the corner
of the voting booth and to Pure out at the people arming and
mar... Said what I'm making is what you're giving me the power to
make. That's all that's going on. There's nothing really
happen... Said everything's okay with me is everything okay with
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responsible for it Donald Trump it is I who created him and now I
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K first dark is not good in this case we've all lost people in
the Holocaust I'm sorry dark is not good at all.... Oct 27, 2018
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agreement c... Said I don't see anything saying select mobile ads
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okay she says do not worry Said yes it was a Sprint up here and I
can also go online but then this connection will be dropped Said
I'm not sure what that last sentence means chicken for you right
forget that Said can you get me out of the analytic program Said
did you get that Said I want to opt out of analytics and I keep
getting the message that the site is down or that there is an
error on your... Said speak to someone the number here is
-------------. I need to speak to someone Said what I think here
is sharp but what comes out through verbal dictation is loose
almost Ramblin as if numerous paths a... Said the idea is that
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not be aligned with one's biographic... Said earlier today I was
reading a text by Derrida and it got me to thinking that what I
wanted to say is that my life is ... Said I hate their noise.
Said I hate phones. What I was saying is that neither Azure nor I
qualify. You might well you should check the sites. Said you also
should check on health care whether you would be eligible for
that there are sites that give you a lot of in... Said I've been
trying to get into Canada with Azure for a long time but it's
impossible for us you also have to Said for some reason this
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that there is a limited amount... Oct 16, 2018 Said hi Jocelyn
I'm dictating this so apologies ahead of time for any errors. Yes
tomorrow is the day of as yours operatio... Oct 11, 2018 Said at
long last, it's moments like these when the apparatus finally
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we are trying to speak in a way that might be really useful here.
I'm not sure I can go any farther with this but... Said testing 1
2 3 hello hello hello Said testing 1 2 3 Oct 9, 2018 Said not
sure you got my message I love you Azure I'll see you when we're
back take care beautiful pictures I said I'd be ... Said
beautiful picture as Azure but that should say Azure beautiful
picture as her but I'm glad I'm not there I think it w... Oct 5,
2018 Said . and great talking with you last night. Love Said hi
Margie,, this might be of use to you in terms of environmental
thinking Said hi Andrew, thank you greatly for doing this. I
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atta... Oct 1, 2018 Said it's beautiful and looks also a little
bit like piranesi I'm dictating here so the result is bizarre a
little bit. We... Sep 29, 2018 Said will look soon your father
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residency with motion capture th... Sep 18, 2018 Said open pose
Sep 14, 2018 Said hurricane Florence now Said Andorra Sep 13,
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faster than Top Fuel dragsters Said are electric dragsters Said
Washington Post hurricane coverage Sep 12, 2018 Said Rhode Island
primary results Said human Beast Said are Necco Wafers going out
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place. I would like to see ... Said in this way correction in
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theoretical text based on the speaki... Said . space Said . in
this manner failure itself is raised to the level of something to
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like this by the way Said I'm dictating this again because we
have guests in the other room and I don't have access to the
computer. I agree wi... Said hi Andrew Sep 10, 2018 Said that
sounds amazing to have that kind of give-and-take. I once played
with a sax player who is that one end of huge h... Said apologies
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maybe your office when I'm on campus. Otherw... Sep 7, 2018 Said
what is the proper humidity to keep a violin at Said I'm going to
ask Aug 30, 2018 Said what is LG health Aug 29, 2018 Said how did
Dylan Thomas die Said turn the music off Said stop the music Said
say there's a problem with these Said play shakuhachi music Said
turn off the music Said OK Google play shakuhachi for me Aug 26,
2018 Said thank you for this I'm dictating it my reply. I hope it
makes some sense. I agree with Judith's letter in tirely enti...
Said J. W. Lake Said J. Elf no sorry Aug 22, 2018 Said HTTP colon
slash slash Alan's son time. Org Said Gmail.com Said Sondheim at
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would call them Proto humans but I would just call them humans.
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is the trash folder on this phone Aug 17, 2018 Said Alan Said hi
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2018 Said how big is an aardvark Aug 11, 2018 Said stop Said did
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happened to Credit Karma Aug 8, 2018 Said and the address says no
one's going to know I'm a Jew yay Said so ------ says it's oh so
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just waving her arms an... Said see you soon in Montreal if we
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the space of 15 m... Aug 6, 2018 Said are there any accidents on
the way to Montreal Said how long will it take me to drive to
Montreal Said what's the weather like Said where's the nearest
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pushing the body back - pushing it away - drawing it forward -
thrusting it aside - thrusting into it - thrusting away from it -
pulling towards it - thrusting beneath it - above it - as if were
present - not hypnagogic, not a materialization, not an uncanny
presence, not a ghost, not an emanation - you're certain of it -
neither untoward nor wayward - having communicated - having been
communicated - neither to nor with - neither from -
so below (as above) (not as above) - ghosting theory compression -
neither readable nor unreadable - neither nonsense - something
written by a human being - readable in the english language circa
the turn of the twenty-first century - in a certain part of a
country - part of a country - thinking of a state of mind - of a
collocation of mind - incalculable -
somnolent flesh - into the corner of the eye - memory Ada Lovelace
- others - Grothendieck - Kleene - Brouwer - early Wittgenstein
scattering his sheffer strokes - reassemblage - the abandoned
lighthouse - grey skies of the beach - image projected on the
fabric of space-time - image projected on the fabric of space-time
the screen (___________________________________) here for you - in
this space - adjacent - elsewhere - new construction LLD -
image - projected - on - the - fabric - of - space-time
pushing - the - body - back - - - pushing - it - away - - - drawing
- it - forward - - - thrusting - it - aside - - - thrusting - into
- it - - - thrusting - away - from - it - - - pulling - towards -
it - - - thrusting - beneath - it - - - above - it - - - as - if -
were - present - - - not - hypnagogic, - not - a - materialization,
- not - an - uncanny - presence, - not - a - ghost, - not - an -
emanation - - - you're - certain - of - it - - - neither - untoward
- nor - wayward - - - having - communicated - - - having - been -
communicated - - - neither - to - nor - with - - - neither - from -
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theory - compression - - - neither - readable - nor - unreadable -
- - neither - nonsense - - - something - written - by - a - human -
being - - - readable - in - the - english - language - circa - the
- turn - of - the - twenty-first - century - - - in - a - certain -
part - of - a - country - - - part - of - a - country - - -
thinking - of - a - state - of - mind - - - of - a - collocation -
of - mind - - - incalculable - -
somnolent - flesh - - - into - the - corner - of - the - eye - - -
memory - Ada - Lovelace -
- - others - - - Grothendieck - - - Kleene - - - Brouwer - - -
early - Wittgenstein - scattering - his - sheffer - strokes - -
- reassemblage - - - the - abandoned - lighthouse - - - grey -
skies - of - the - beach - - - image - projected - on - the -
fabric - of - space-time - - -
the - screen - (___________________________________) - here - for -
you - - - in - this - space - - - adjacent - - - elsewhere - - -
new - construction - LLD - - -
Somatic - Ghosting, - image, - theory - compression - churn - "the
internals" - the "consumption of the real" -
"to ghost" someone - "making them disappear from your digital
debris, making presence, to "absent them" the debris that's left
is of order vacuum or suction what goes unanswered, gifts remain
unopened that bespeaks a trashed presence lost somatic ghosting
body never disappears, its ontology uncanny, transformed, as if
there were screen portraying three-dimensional respondent you not
vr, ar, sl something else, internal harbor virus within and
without out corner eye hypnagogic real, _as real are_ flesh,
suppurating, growing, metastasizing, contracting, kernel seed
uncomfortable touch cellular remnants smooth, striations odor
decay, growth slime mold, on machine _shorting out_ circuits
intention, consciousness, empathy, memory so intense it sense
inadequacy at work mumbling doesn't matter it's reproducible
uncanny valley mind, hand, behind fake, reproduction, split
fissure with assumed idiotic, there, "real" back turned Rosset's
"idiotic" "the assumption" smell in here castigation wet emanent
enough assume whatever form knowing _there there_ virtual life no
more than usual epistemology epidemiology flesh blood
uncanny-motile hook world, world's maybe experiments,
experiments' end experiments possible worthless mumbling, talk
machines do, they don't think, whether they're conscious,
imagine, emphasize, think about this, me, agree, refuse, writing
are capable means, mean, fuck not, i'm one transformations, deep
deeper transformations uneasy bodies softening, fragile, visible
invisible given catastrophe re/produces "fragility good things"
basins moments stability basin still, immobile subtle sourceless
sloshing around "that slipping away ghosting" another (dis)order
here, "clinician's depression," loss (absent) affect viewpoint,
disappearance before ontology, shimmering demarcation then
there's basic category, _inadequate_ failure semantic formation
involving tawdry bandaging, saving face, uncertainty embryo
doubt, looking over shoulder, brushing against dark moving an
unmistakable mistakable slightly sensation being puree ectoplasm
getting way off track: backtrack articulated directory structure,
data structure sensation, again, "behind it" spatiality involved
(before/behind/above/below/ within/without/etc.) chimera
inconceivable like program easter egg actual apparent inadequate
describe hypnagogic, dream phenomena, illusions, metaphoricity,
hallucinations kind metonymy what's missing where phantoms
phantom limbs but limbs, sourceless, screenless projections
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Jim Andrews
Aleph Null gives us that experience of unstable and often unpredictable correlation between what we do and what we see, baring us with the unclear responsibility for the seen: it gives multiple tools to influence the image, but our efforts are discrete, while the emerging image is smooth. This feeling of ever presenting boundary between the means and the form is bittersweet, and essential.
"Please insert text" is a new poem by Jim Andrews that is built upon its rules of construction, giving an example of pure and generative form. Our influence on it seems to be more or less limited by the aesthetic perception - as it happens in "Zorn's Lemma" by Hollis Frampton (for instance), after attempts to solve a task, we become viewers after all, take our seats back, surrender to the beauty and elegance of art.
Alan Sondheim
Somatic Ghosting, image, theory
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"to ghost" someone - "making them disappear from your digital
debris, making them disappear from your presence, to "absent
them" - the debris that's left is of the order of the vacuum or
suction - what goes unanswered, what gifts remain unopened -
debris that bespeaks a trashed presence - lost presence -
somatic ghosting - the body never disappears, its ontology is
uncanny, transformed, as if there were a screen portraying a
three-dimensional body respondent to you - not vr, not ar, not sl
- something else, something that's internal - something you
harbor - as a virus - something within and without you - out of
the corner of your eye - hypnagogic - real, _as real as you are_
- flesh, suppurating, growing, metastasizing, contracting, as a
kernel or seed - uncomfortable to touch - the cellular remnants -
smooth, striations - odor of decay, of growth - slime mold,
something on the machine - something _shorting out_ the circuits
- intention, consciousness, empathy, a memory so intense that it
- sense of inadequacy at work - something mumbling - doesn't
matter if it's reproducible - uncanny valley or not - the mind,
hand, behind the fake, the reproduction, the split or fissure
with what is assumed idiotic, out there, the "real" - back turned
on Rosset's "idiotic" - back turned back to "the assumption" -
the smell in here - castigation - the wet emanent - is it enough
to assume consciousness, of whatever form - knowing it's out
there - knowing the _there there_ - not virtual life - no more
than usual - epistemology of epidemiology - flesh and blood of
the uncanny-motile - uncanny-motile of flesh and blood - the hook
of the world, world's memory - maybe experiments, maybe
experiments' end - no experiments possible - worthless mumbling,
talk - it doesn't matter what the machines do, what they don't
do, what they think, what they don't think, whether they're
conscious, whether they're not conscious, whether they imagine,
whether they don't imagine, whether they emphasize, whether they
don't emphasize, whether they think about this, whether they
think about me, whether they agree, whether they refuse, whether
they're writing this, whether they are capable of writing this,
whatever that means, whatever that doesn't mean, whether they
fuck or not, whether i'm one of them -
transformations, deep transformations, deeper transformations -
uneasy bodies - softening, fragile, making the visible invisible
- given that catastrophe theory re/produces the "fragility of
good things" - basins or moments of stability - think of a basin
still, immobile - subtle and sourceless sloshing - something is
around - "that somatic ghosting is the slipping away of somatic
ghosting" - the basin slipping away - another (dis)order here,
"clinician's depression," loss of (absent) affect - from another
viewpoint, somatic ghosting as disappearance before ontology, the
shimmering demarcation - then there's the basic category, the
_inadequate_ and failure - a semantic formation involving tawdry
bandaging, saving face, uncertainty - somatic ghosting as the
embryo of doubt, a looking over the shoulder, brushing against
something in the dark - something moving - an unmistakable odor -
mistakable odor - slightly wet or the sensation of being slightly
wet - maybe a puree - ectoplasm - getting way off the track:
backtrack - an articulated directory structure, data structure -
than the sensation, uncanny again, of something "behind it" - as
if there were a spatiality involved (before/behind/above/below/
within/without/etc.) - chimera of spatiality - inconceivable -
not like a program easter egg - an actual or apparent presence -
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dream phenomena, illusions, metaphoricity, hallucinations - maybe
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phantoms - bodies of the phantom limbs, sourceless, screenless
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mind. for your ugly comments about 'baby boomers' "AARP generation.
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here, we are your children, hell no, we won't go." "because you
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other."
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litany. because you repeat yourself. because you've never drained
your own swamp. because you _are_ the swamp."
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money. because you're stupid, because you can't use a com-com-com-
com-computer. because you burned out the air we breathe. not
because you gave us napalm but because you took it away. because
you left us nothing."
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know. what's an alias?"
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line. You make the line. Are you?"
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my sickness. you make me disappear. you make all of us disappear.
you disappear. everyone disappears every time.'
"everyone disappears everytime."
"nothing can be returned."
"nothing is ever returned."
"what's an alias?"
"give it a few more days."
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Alan Sondheim
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Alan Sondheim
Gloss on +++Muror / The Cry
This piece came about through considerable archaeological work
with old .bvh and .pz3 files applied to an old Poser 7 program
with its legacy files. The .bvh originated in work done 10-15
years ago at West Virginia University, using (even at that time)
antiquated motion capture equipment, working with Azure and two
dancers, Kira Sedlock and Foofwa d'Imobilite. The .bvh were
'applied' at various stages of a long .pz3 original file; the
avatar matrices were augmented and spread among several figures.
Poser requests for additional files were answered with other
files; the original supplements have long since disappeared. I
tried to create a 'direction' of skin and feverish behavior
among the newly-added avatars; the whole was a mix. I didn't
know what the final result would be - I had a general idea
(formed by sliding a cursor through the frames), but that was
all. I changed the lighting to match a background I made a few
weeks ago as well. The background is a body blurred out in the
middle of the night under deliberately low lighting conditions.
For me the result was only partly formed by my (self)-conscious
decisions; the rest wasn't left to chance, but to the exigencies
of the program using this odd collocation of files, lightings,
and images. (The lighting on the figures themselves was also
changed to match the background and a sense of 'brass-metallic'
slightly sexualized but distraught avatars.) In other words, I
was fascinated and appalled by the direction the software was
taking me; at the same time, I wanted to see what direction that
was. What emerged was a narrative, not of sexuality, but of
external and internal violence, all of the figures dead at the
end. I hadn't planned for this, consciously or unconsciously, but
it happened, appeared at the end of a long rendering. It's as if
the whole situation was self-determining, autonomous, as if the
figures were speaking to me - about the violence and deprecations
in the world around us, about murderous gender inequalities,
about my own internal states of mind as well.
So I called it 'Muror' - murder, murky, marrow, muddy, etc. - a
small constellation. And I wrote out the litany of 'what then?'
thinking of Levinas, of capitulation, of suicidal tendencies, of
the horrors of the world contaminating everything. Originally I
used slashes - '/' - between the words or phrases, later changing
them to periods - '.' indicative of compression and a kind of
morbid telegraphy. I hate my own repetition in this matter; I
feel I inhabit a world that's very real, that's closing in,
that's fundamentally destructive to human and environmental
rights, a world where neoliberalism and finance are corrupting
any possibility of fundamental change, no matter what we do.
So perhaps this piece is a kind of Kaddish, hoping something
better will emerge. I've placed the piece below again; in terms
of aesthetics and dialectics between analog and digital, I think
it's one of my best.
+++Muror / The Cry
what then?
http://www.alansondheim.org/muror92.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/muror.mp4
deadbodies.refugeecamps.holocausts.genocides.knives.
ice.barbedwire.holdingcells.plague.burnedalive.
brokenbodies.annihilations.neoliberalism.violence.
fakestats.fakenews.deadlove.brokenfamilies.tasered.
torturedinmates.devouredlimbs.crushedbones.suicides.
walls.chairs.tables.lightbulbs.rods.missing.metal.
dispossessed.wandered.drowned.murdered.starvedchildren.
knives.machetes.electricity.solitary.brutality.bullies.
crawlspaces.brokenbones.shock.waterboarding.blows.
nightmaresofthedead.hypnagogicimagery.annihilation.
wheretheyare.uncannyvalleys.skulls.massgraves.poison.
tothelimit.crystalnacht.blessedandpraisedartthou.
glorifiedandexalted.extolledandhonored.lifefulfilled.
charnalhus.fieldofskulls.weight.length.height.mass.
framespersecond.raster.protocols.rendering.fury.
speed.width.measurement.statistic.incarceration.rape.
ourprayersforyou.mourning.ourtearsforyou.ourweeping.
sanctuaries.safehouses.tunnels.bombs.shrapnel.money.
hordes.lithium.metals.scraps.fists.kicks.howls.
tongues.thumbs.knees.noses.ears.backs.legs.hands.
k4%murorksh:muror:notfoundk5%murkyksh:murky:notfound
k6%muddyksh:muddy:notfoundk7%murderksh:murder:notfound
unthinking
(de)facing
what then?
+++
+++
+++
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Alan Sondheim
Imminent Cybersexuality of the Imaginary
http://www.alansondheim.org/trueman.png STILL
http://www.alansondheim.org/imaginary.mp4 VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/gunnn.jpg STILL
Watch, and be amazed, O rebus!
O rebus, O tangled duplications,
O miasmas of growth and turgid tumescence,
Carapaces of shells, twisted roots of cyberimaginaries,
"Oh" as the factories of manufactured cries!
O earthquakes of pistons and planetary gears!
O calmness of mediations, worms tunneling through
ellipsoidal couplings!
Your shell breaks, combines, sutures, coalescences;
your pendulums conjure the mechanical affect of absence.
Bodies like pebbles, collapsing the phallus, against
the censoring mastermind of neoliberal colonialist overlords!
Cracking, expanding, somewhere nothing is present;
the imaginary weighs nothing, disappears in theory.
Let us turn Oh into O, let us exclaim the transparency
of articulated construction! O protocols! O rasters!
O the gift of standards!
Alan Sondheim
Diadem Diagem Dyeagem
http://www.alansondheim.org/glit1.png
https://youtu.be/hVQpaCsvWMs VIDEO
http://www.alansondheim.org/glit2.png
http://www.alansondheim.org/glit3.png
Some things are best carried out in darkness.
Gilt and glit, guilt and glitter. I have many.
Read between the limbs, feed among them.
They speak an untoward language of entanglement.
Terrible moments of uncanny sweetness.
The deconstruction is up to you, absolve the law.
The resurrection has already occurred.
No thing is worst than the light.
The value of the tawdry is less than their limbs.
Silence is the same in any language.
Sweet moments of uncanny terror.
Suture the world above the law's obedience.
No birth, no life, no resurrection.
Alan Sondheim
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http://www.alansondheim.org/umbra1.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/umbra2.jpg
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Alan Sondheim
Digital Debris Archaeology / Molecular Creation
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http://www.alansondheim.org/dd.mp4 VIDEO
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http://www.alansondheim.org/dd1.png STILL
EST JENNIFER, 2019 JULU, NIKUKO, TREVOR
1 system resonances - what
entrances and exits available sendmail for example (from telnet 25 to configuration files), doctor another 2 explorations of self
fragmentations discomforts, tremblings as totality is problematized
3 psychotic emanations selves generating worlds, inability return
or manipulate one in relation 4 purturbations within systems IRC
alt.jen-coolest examples 5 theoretical turns Trevor's 'panties on
ground' the desire metaphysical buiding 6 author problematics
authoring 'deaths authors' 7 multiculturalisms (Nikuko), (Julu),
Jennifer sexualities rhetoric innocence 8 duals dialectic dialogs,
talker MOO (wanderings fabrications spaces) 9 stutterings, etc.
manipulated texts problematic speaking, including breakdowns
first/second/third persons 10 ontic ghosts other (the videos)
elements disappearances, sadomasochisms, bindings controls- nature
writing inscription 11 multiples, topologies, exchanges dismember-
ings (Julu-function), affect (Jennifer) 12 dismemberments
part-objects, splays, ruptures, s/ms, emissons 13 language
performativities javascript, julu-function, jennifer-trevorn- pages
14 constitutive realities digitial, "having all time world,"
holarchic spaces levels, fully-determined worldings, towards 15
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(from telnet 25 to configuration files), doctor another2
explorations self fragmentations discomforts, tremblings astotality
is problematized3 psychotic emanations selves generating worlds,
inability return manipulate one relation purturbations turns
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multiculturalisms (Nikuko), sexualities (Julu), rhetoric innocence8
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spaces)9 stutterings, manipulated including breakdowns
first/second/third persons10 ontic ghosts other (the videos)
elements disappearances, sadomasochisms, bindings controls-nature
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language julu-function, julu- jennifer-pages14 constitutive time
world," holarchic spaces levels, fully-determinedworldings, towards
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motherfather. Night. disappearance Son. walls begin collapse. O O!
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tantra
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http://www.alansondheim.org/tantra.mp4 VIDEO
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growing up and down
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towards life becomes a subject of a flight against it,
melancholic, a before you're thinhomed, it's unbelievable, this
speed, this when we talk about flesh - we references something
uncontainable, soft, degree zero, destined towards life,
already: cyberspace, we're anorectic degree zero, destined
towards life, already cyberspace, we're anorectic {0}, destined
towards life, already tion in cyberspace, then we're anorectic
destined towards life, already: it swelled or it was veering -
the images turned towards life, labial ing of illness towards
life, this phrase had the power to heal, please among real
bodies tending towards life and dissolution, that towards
life. (If the digital inhabits eternity, the analog is worn,
worn small I am on a ------> now towards life. When I was
younger, I fast and furious - it's the ride towards life of a
lifetime - don't accounting for me - i'm dying just along for
the ride towards life - it's wires - mind - :back on the road
towards life again - boat asymptotic towards life - when does
meaning collapse - disappear - what illness towards life, this
phrase the invest honor 1608 14236 anorectic destined towards
life, already duet tends {0}: zero,_ life - it's fast and
furious - it's the ride towards life of a lifetime I am on a
vector now towards life. When I was younger, I could always
email lists. I become a health unto life. I inhabit no-man's
land where contagious, the health unto life, the monstrous,
the grotesque, from Sartre); I am absolved; I continue towards
life; the writing the self-same speed towards life inherent in
the calling-forth whooshed at the speed of light towards life
inherent in the calling-forth anorectic {0}, destined towards
life, already: the future of slept crying, thinking illness
towards life, this phrase power other people justify the
horrors limits towards life. in spite of i'm dying on the road
towards life - i'm dying invisible here - have to war, not with
itself, but with differentiation. towards life distinctions
it's here that the masquerade begins - all those tendrils
towards life - Here the symphonic tends towards life itself,
but it is not life which minutes, towards life inherent in the
calling-forth nighthawk, towards life :back the road the truck
- on life again again truck quiet, truck with boat - dying on
the road towards life - i'm dying unbelievably small I am on a
------> now towards life. When I moreover at the speed of light
towards life inherent in the towards life inherent in the
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convulsions of reproduction real Our lives towards life do
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complete and utter success. I'm a complete and total and utter
success. We're an utter success. I'm an utter success. She's an
utter success. ficiality tending towards life and your absence?
we're anorectic destined towards life, already the duet tends
towards ever have to see - we're picking up speed - the road
towards life should ever have to see - we're picking up speed -
the road towards life enology of healing, not disablement. now
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towards life, eternity, both towards life. what might be
tendency towards life properly. on the other hand, a study
towards life and the convulsions of limits towards life. in
spite of the stereotypes, these horrors emerged, mind - :back on
the road towards life again - boat truck with boat - he was an
intern who was completely perfect. Last Monday night played
Tiffany says "And you're angered, towards life, because you
believe He's amazingly and unbelievably and completely
perfect. I'm completely perfect. We're really completely
perfect. the health unto life, cauterized self against an
unhappy horizon
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sed 's/death/life/g' < zz > aa
sed 's/fat/thin/g' < aa > bb
sed 's/inadequate/perfect/g' < bb > aa
sed 's/sickness/health/g' < aa > bb
sed 's/failure/success/g' < bb > aa
grep -h "health unto life" texts/*.txt > zz
grep -h "utter success" texts/*.txt >>
zz
grep -h "completely perfect" texts/*.txt >> zz
grep -h "you're thin" texts/*.txt >> zz
grep -h "towards life" texts/*.txt >> zz
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Alan Sondheim
Shot
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AVATAR RAWRITE | JENNIFER, JULU, NIKUKO, ALAN | RAWRITE AVATAR
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070518.JPG
http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070514.JPG
1 system resonances - what entrances and exits available -
sendmail for example (from telnet 25 to configuration files),
doctor for another
2 explorations of self and fragmentations - discomforts,
tremblings as totality is problematized
3 psychotic emanations - selves generating worlds, inability to
return or manipulate one in relation to another
4 purturbations within systems - IRC or alt.jen-coolest for
examples
5 theoretical turns - Jennifer's 'clothing' - desire in relation
to metaphysical system buiding - Alan's 'clothing in the air'
6 problematics of author and authoring - 'deaths of authors'
7 multiculturalisms (Nikuko), sexualities (Julu), Jennifer and
the rhetoric of innocence, Alan and the rhetoric of failure
8 duals and dialogs, dialectic - talker or MOO explorations
(wanderings and fabrications of spaces)
9 stutterings, etc. - manipulated texts - the problematic of
speaking, including breakdowns of first/second/third persons
10 ontic explorations - ghosts and other emanations (the videos)
- elements of disappearances, sadomasochisms, bindings and
controls- the nature of writing and inscription
11 sexualities - multiples, topologies, exchanges (Nikuko),
- disregardings (Julu-function), affect (Jennifer)
12 disregardings - part-objects, splays, ruptures, s/ms,
emissions
13 language and performativities - javascript, julu-function,
julu- or jennifer- or alan-pages
14 constitutive realities - nature of the digitial, Jennifer
"having all the time in the world," holarchic spaces and
levels, fully-determined worldings, towards -
15 future seamless virtual realities, moving across cyberplanes,
fluid architectures and entities, etc.
4 ps - IRC or alt.jen-coolest for exa4 p
rtples
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rbations within systems - IRC or alt.jen-coolest for examples
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6 problematics of a
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ko), sex
9 stanipulated texts - the proble9 st
tterings, etc. - manipatic of speaking,
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AVATAR RAWRITE | JENNIFER, JULU, NIKUKO, ALAN | RAWRITE AVATAR
1 system resonances - what entrances and exits available
sendmail for example (from telnet 25 to configuration files),
doctor another2 explorations of self fragmentations discomforts,
tremblings as totality is problematized3 psychotic emanations
selves generating worlds, inability return or manipulate one in
relation 4 purturbations within systems IRC alt.jen-coolest
examples 5 theoretical turns Jennifer's 'clothing onn the
ground' desire metaphysical buiding6 problematics author
authoring 'deaths authors' 7 multiculturalisms (Nikuko),
sexualities (Julu), Jennifer rhetoric innocence8 duals dialogs,
dialectic talker MOO (wanderings fabrications spaces)9
stutterings, etc. manipulated texts problematic speaking,
including breakdowns first/second/third persons10 ontic ghosts
other (the videos) elements disappearances, sadomasochisms,
bindings controls-nature writing inscription11 multiples,
topologies, exchanges disregard- ings (Julu-function), affect
(Jennifer)12 disregardings part-objects, splays, ruptures, s/ms,
emissons 13 language performativities javascript, julu-function,
julu-jennifer-pages14 constitutive realities digitial, "having
all time world," holarchic spaces levels, fully-determined
worldings, towards 15 future seamless virtual realities, moving
across cyberplanes, fluid architectures entities,
what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What
coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the
Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the
written. The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter.
Night. The disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to
collapse. O O O! : I'd think about this, an instantaneous in the
life of. For something pierces, something is pierced. Gender is
a confabulation, an occlusion. The sun is a gender. The Son is
not. :2:Neither this nor that; the WALLS of the fissure possess
no information, only barrier, and that amounts to null. Genocide
and inscriptions are at variance; don't believe what you hear.
:what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What
coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the
Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the
written. The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter.
Night. The disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to
collapse. O O O!
AVATAR RAWRITE | JENNIFER, JULU, NIKUKO, ALAN | RAWRITE AVATAR
Alan Sondheim
Homage to NeMe, Cyprus
http://www.alansondheim.org/aaggd.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/aaggd.mp4
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Testing 123 can I dictate into this machine Testing 456 If I speak
quickly into this machine will it make a difference If I speak
slowly into this machine will it make a difference if I speak
quickly into this machine will it make a difference what will be
the difference made if I speak into this machine what so ever if I
count to 3 into this machine will anything occur count to 5 in this
machine will anything happen. if I continue working what will
happen in this machine. if I stop is zero a number of ways that I
can find myself looking elsewhere into this machine what does it
mean to speak into this machine I notice something is moving to the
side over and over again this is being re recorded in this
machine.. is it doing something new in this machine... Hello I am
your new window. Hello I am your new window. hello I am your new
machine. It is not you machine it is your new machine it is not you
machine it is your new it is not. This is the way it goes if it
goes off to the left towards Infinity it doesn't go off to the
right at all the right is a blockage where the end of the page
begins but the left it just falls off then when I copy it it all OK
so this is a list of things that were shown in Cypress atni me and
E me and it gives the time of the particular photographs and
particular images in relationship to just about everything else so
that eventually niimi that's me me will be able to establish a
rearticulated the order of these things will get rid of some of the
lassitude of the material that I'm presenting here which seems to
me to be a little bit senseless. so that what you will have will be
a record of one performance in bedded in the record of this
performance which isn't really a performance a recording at all.
Testing 123 can I dictate into this machine Testing 456 If I speak
*4:03 - words "Behavioural filtering" up on screen - cyprustalk.rtf
*6:35 closing it down -
*6:55 wvus.mov - at the beginning (may have skimmed through this)
*7:29 - end of wvus.mov
*7:44 images of Azure re: sphere on a stand at WVU VEL
-- these are multiple images -
MVC-001M.JPG through MVC-008M.JPG (six images in all)
*9:00 - "This is actually an avatar" - bulbmp4.mov
*10:02 - Access Grid - armandhand.mp4
*11:39 - not sure - white noise, can't hear. Substitute aaggd.mp4
here.
*12:34 - Azure sitting in a chair azuresitting.jpg
*13:19 - laser image of Azure in the chair azurelaser.png
*13:36 - any of the alanprint images --
*13:55 - abstracted avatar with geodesics on it (5 or so images)
crimp1 - crimp6 jpgs
*14:28 - the older color image vell021.jpg
*15:09 - 3 women on trapeze - 322harness.mp4
*15:47 - "Back off again" voice - besidethemself.mp4
*16:15 - NYU, two people moving the avatar carrying.mp4
*16:39 - clari.mp4 and clari.jpg
*17:25 - the whirling image of avatars from NJIT - snip.mov
*18:16 - over I think, talking about the people we work with
the page begins but the left it just falls off then when I copy it
it all OK so this is a list of things that were shown in Cypress
atni me and E me and it gives the time of the particular
photographs and particular images in relationship to just about
everything else so that eventually niimi that's me me will be able
to establish a rearticulated the order of these things will get rid
of some of the lassitude of the material that I'm presenting here
which seems to me to be a little bit senseless. so that what you
will have will be a record of one performance in bedded in the
record of ...
Homage to NeMe, Cyprus Testing 123 can I dictate into this machine
456 If speak quickly will it make a difference slowly if what be
the made so ever count 3 anything occur 5 in happen. continue
working happen machine. stop is zero number of ways that find
myself looking elsewhere does mean notice something moving side
over and again being re recorded machine.. doing new machine...
Hello am your window. hello It not you not. This way goes off left
towards Infinity doesn't go right at all blockage where end page
begins but just falls then when copy OK list things were shown
Cypress atni me E gives time particular photographs images
relationship about everything else eventually niimi that's able
establish rearticulated order these get rid some lassitude material
I'm presenting here which seems little bit senseless. have record
one performance bedded isn't really recording all.
*4:03 - words
"Behavioural filtering" up on screen cyprustalk.rtf
*6:35 closing
down
*6:55 wvus.mov beginning (may skimmed through this)
*7:29
*7:44 Azure re: sphere stand WVU VEL -- are multiple MVC-001M.JPG
MVC-008M.JPG (six all) *9:00 "This actually an avatar" bulbmp4.mov
*10:02 Access Grid armandhand.mp4 *11:39 sure white noise, can't
hear. Substitute aaggd.mp4 here. *12:34 sitting chair
azuresitting.jpg *13:19 laser image azurelaser.png *13:36 any
alanprint *13:55 abstracted avatar with geodesics (5 or images)
crimp1 crimp6 jpgs *14:28 older color vell021.jpg *15:09 women
trapeze 322harness.mp4 *15:47 "Back again" voice besidethemself.mp4
*16:15 NYU, two people carrying.mp4 *16:39 clari.mp4 clari.jpg
*17:25 whirling avatars from NJIT snip.mov *18:16 think, talking we
work .............................................................
think, talking we work
Alan Sondheim
Filling Station
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space fills me.
blank space filling empties empty space filling blanks "filling
space" grep have trampled on the words of others filling space with
words filling space with own brutality. their souls
time arrogance
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sonnet texts/*.txt -14 "words filling space with own brutality."
their souls
time threatens words filling space with its own lies,
their souls
"words filling space with own brutality. their souls time (explicit
kill shutdown). "i'm occupying space, filling words, faucets (in
west jordan, development is rampant, filling the valley. almost all
trampled words filling space with
Alan says: I have trampled on the words of others failing
Alan says: I have trampled on their souls filling time with
Alan says: I have trampled on their souls fooling time with my
Alan blinks, blanks: as if an other were falling out
I have trampled on the words of others filling space with I have
trampled on their souls filling time with my arrogance I recognize
by the way that I am, like a good schizophrenic, filling the I've
described as tending towards blankspace - filling in the It got to
me through Mosaic. It got to me everywhere, filling me
Movement via media technical networks is faster still. The rule is
that you must always be phoning or emailing or faxing - always be
technologically elsewhere, always be traveling. Here the panicked
evacuation of local physical space and time is the alibi for
filling in the reality of technological time. Intel is the answer.
Nothing but electricity coming in, filling the box with noise. OOs,
filling pipes development skein its own Requirements: Limited The
phenomenology of ghosts lacks granularity; details go blank as the
abyss opens up between one and another character or pixel. The
surface must always extend by gestural logics, the mind filling in
the details, a projectivity involving the release of desire. This
is the dream-like quality of cyberspace, always melding, flexible,
a relative of the arcana. Surface and depth become identical, but
not surface. (Oh just like Narcissus.) The posts expanding, filling
up the space of the neighborhood, of the There are no comments
yet...Kick things off by filling out the form Think again of the
blackness seeping from the text, filling the crevices You say "I'm
occupying this space, filling it with words, broken like _"*You are
filling out *Cookie X._ _"*Thank you for filling out _blank-EMACS_
provides screenful infor- Alan: blanks, an other filling out a pie
filling frozen in the absence of time. a sink in the basement that
made filling the pots we used a lot easier. absent. Net sex gets
its power from projection literally filling up the almost
steady-state light partially filling the screen, regress already
grunge rock filling the air. Performatives flew nude _presences_
and and blood filling and fullinged and blood filling and fullinged
are concentrated in one intense node, filling out the form,
expanding to peroration appeared later, filling in the generalized
structure. between-the-lines, filling in the language, the
site/citation of the lure binged itsinged filling fullinged
condemnation genocides energies singed blank space filling emptied
comfort safe partial filled quest filling vulnerable better heroes
heroines content for the filling or the asking, when proper names
and constants continue to write on a simulacrum-computer, filling
all conceivable darlene darling devoted dragons eadoung erature
feeling figured filling dizzy filling pots easier. firemen
firewomen firechiefs fire chieftans convinced hoses pouring fire.
firepeople empty space filling blanks even fractals filling the
space of uneasy dreams - things everyone covering up, everyone
filling in the gaps - or not, for something explosively, filling
bottom ask plaintively water. demand maintains gestural logics,
mind filling details, projectivity involving given limited
information, filling in the blanks, as if vision were active heads
filling indentations final somehere fearful threats heterosexed,
living the rim, impossibly menses, cum, filling holes crack mouth
for also it's impure filling me up with you, tongue's indentations
swelling inhabitation expand awkward text. filling failing quantum
substrate. intensify filling holes crack mouth open situation
taking it is filling digital space through analog source and
digital filter it is filling my architecture in my body absence of
lead laughter, crying, screams, whispers, talking, singing, filling
laughter, crying, screams, whispers, talking, singing, filling the
air learned. It is a filling with air and then a releasing of air.
I liars heads feet voice within, filling indentations swelling
lines - filling in the interstices - cubisms of all sorts -
spectacles of lirium; the mail is impersonal, a matter of filling
out forms, economic literally filling (Alan): God wish knew was,
near filled s/m b/d meet falls into, without ever filling it...
mind filling in the details, a projectivity involving the musk
filling the air, ribbons in my hair, noticed from space, a pattern
filling every conceivable declivity now perhaps i will try zoloft,
occupying spaces with chemicals, filling occasionally filling the
screen with scrollbars. of sound as much as possible, filling the
space, the void, of the room, (for depression also has of the
telephone is threatening, filling aural space, the breath of some-
of this as a filling out of a broken diegesis which is necessarily
outputs, filling the pipes in the development of a skein with its
own peering into a world, filling out the corners with people,
bodies, de- rative filling the gap, as I build your fingers into my
body, Jennifer, replies. expanding, filling neighborhood,
listening. self-reflexive, say, filling this space itself, is that
there was/is a horror vacua at sentences, filling them with more
than he dare say or even acknowledge he side, nothing but electric
coming in, filling the box with noise. someone sloppy mind, filling
in everywhere, learning emptiness, slovenly, gives me away. I sink
deep into myself, skin filling my mouth; stairways, and to
everywhere therefore, filling up the pointilist taste of filling me
- my body with nerves of voluptuous- the basement that made filling
the pots we used a lot easier. The firemen the cavities and hollows
of its punctuation filling up the bones of its the man, filling his
body with signs; the sign for negation just above the the saying is
occurring and developing, filling itself towards the them carefully
back in their large metal cases, filling the back of the there,
filling the station, and it wasn't comforting. later i they keep
asking questions - sending me from one to another - keep filling
think of stamping the mirror in the middle, filling the space,
block-thinking of the imaginary world as our gestural logic,
filling threatens words filling space with its own lies, their
souls tonight, filling my sky and my lungs with acrid smoke. Cables
on tonight, filling my sky and my lungs with acrid smoke. Cables on
fire, transparency, memories filling the gap (as I fade, others
take my place, untoward, the filling and fulfilling of those
regimes of edge us from communicating at all. They do so by filling
the time and the vacuum to the fourth floor, "Union Square," where
we're filling our space white against the skin, there's powder,
piss, sinter, cum, obfuscation, filling my throat, I can't breathe.
words filling space with own brutality. their souls time arrogance
work this magic on you as well, filling your screen my love, and
you too you. Sometimes you will not write, and I will write into
you, filling the world with it, eating it - tasting - once and for
all - absence -
Alan Sondheim
Helene Black, "failure is more beautiful than success"
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2006, 160x64x15cm, baked enamelled steel, reflective material
From the series, The secrets I am telling are yours 2004 - 2007
Quote from Frantz Fanon
Photo: Nicos Louca
(This work, by Helene Black, resonates with my own, I think;
I received permission to include it. My text below works off
the phrase "Beautiful Failure.")
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MIXED FIS SURE or from this to this, from that to that
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what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What
coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the
Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the written.
The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter. Night. The
disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse. O O O! :
I'd think about this, an instantaneous in the life of. For
something pierces, something is pierced. Gender is a
confabulation, an occlusion. The sun is a gender. The Son is not.
:2:Neither this nor that; the WALLS of the fissure possess no
information, only barrier, and that amounts to null. Genocide and
[Closing "INBOX"...]
Alpine finished -- Closed folder "INBOX". Kept all 47 messages.
k6% more jjj
MIXED FIS SURE or from this to this, from that to that
http://www.alansondheim.org/FisSure.png
what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What
coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the
Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the written.
The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter. Night. The
disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse. O O O! :
I'd think about this, an instantaneous in the life of. For
something pierces, something is pierced. Gender is a
confabulation, an occlusion. The sun is a gender. The Son is not.
:2:Neither this nor that; the WALLS of the fissure possess no
information, only barrier, and that amounts to null. Genocide and
inscriptions are at variance; don't believe what you hear. :what
is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What coheres
is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the Daughter,
fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the written. The
downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter. Night. The
disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse. O O O!
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information, only barrier, and that amounts to null. Genocide and
inscriptions are at variance; don't believe what you hear.
Well, Neither this nor that; the WALLS of the fissure possess no
information, only barrier, and that amounts to null. Genocide and
inscriptions are at variance; don't believe what you hear. ,
here's a rough draft you you looking for!! Always time to begin
another wormhole another antler
I'd think about this, an instantaneous in the life of. For
something pierces, something is pierced. Gender is a
confabulation, an occlusion. The sun is a gender. The Son is not.
Time swallows my information
Implications and quantifications here >> <<
what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What
coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the
Daughter, fissure/striations and the inconceivability of the
written. The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter.
Night. The disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse.
O O O!
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the Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the
written. The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter.
Night. The disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse.
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categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface, what is
divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori. What coheres is
pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of the Daughter,
fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the written. The
downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter. Night. The
disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse. O O O! is
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confabulation, an occlusion. The sun is a gender. The Son is not.
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What pronoun has existed for 436124 planck intervals??
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Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the written.
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disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse. O O O! -
and you knew that all along!
Wait! what is divisive in inscription - the name a posteriori.
What coheres is pure quantity, the rule of logic, micro logics of
the Daughter, fissure/striations athe inconceivability of the
written. The downfall of logics, macro logic of the Daughter.
Night. The disappearance of the Son. The walls begin to collapse.
O O O! and 83 are gone forever!
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alan@Catbird:/mnt/c/users/Owner/Desktop/perl$ wc zz
19 104 747 zz
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Alan Sondheim
IF I REPEAT IT WILL BE TRUE.
IF I REPEAT IT'S DIFFERENT.
http://www.alansondheim.org/tremor.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/tremor.mp4
Open your mouth...
Ah... speak... speak...
IF I REPEAT IT'S DIFFERENT.
If I REPEAT IT WILL BE TRUE.
Mastress, what do they call you, when they call you... My name
is Legion. I bend where and when you want me to. I have no other
commands or controls. To bend is to open up a space. My name is
Job and I have opened a space. In the tent. The Interior of the
fold heads towards collapse. The Exterior of the fold heads
towards extension. What extends covers what folds. What folds
produces (a product) a square, measure polytope. This has no
place in the universe of the stretch. What stretches is beyond
compare. What is named is between the fold and the stretch,
between the sign and enunciation. What is named is already an
announcement. What is named is an illusion. I am a penis and
a w/hole. I am nothing and everything whatsoever. I am noone and
k6% more zz
IF I REPEAT IT WILL BE TRUE.
IF I REPEAT IT'S DIFFERENT.
http://www.alansondheim.org/tremor.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/tremor.mp4
Open your mouth...
Ah... speak... speak... IF I REPEAT IT'S DIFFERENT.
If I REPEAT IT WILL BE TRUE.
Mastress, what do they call you, when they call you... My name
is Legion. I bend where and when you want me to. I have no other
commands or controls. To bend is to open up a space. My name is
Job and I have opened a space. In the tent. The Interior of the
fold heads towards collapse. The Exterior of the fold heads
towards extension. What extends covers what folds. What folds
produces (a product) a square, measure polytope. This has no
place in the universe of the stretch. What stretches is beyond
compare. What is named is between the fold and the stretch,
between the sign and enunciation. What is named is already an
announcement. What is named is an illusion. I am a penis and
a w/hole. I am nothing and everything whatsoever. I am noone and
everyone whosoever.
Are you dressed as My name is Legion. I bend where and when you
want me to. I have no other commands or controls. To bend is to
open up a space. My name is Job and I have opened a space. In
the word. The Interior of the fold heads towards collapse. The
Exterior of the fold heads towards extension. What extends
covers what folds. What folds produces (a product) a square,
measure polytope. This has no place in the universe of the
stretch. What stretches is beyond compare. What is named is
between the fold and the stretch, between the sign and
enunciation. What is named is already an announcement. ? Is My
name is Legion. I bend where and when you want me to. I have no
other commands or controls. To bend is to open up a space. My
name is Job and I have opened a space. In the text. The Interior
of the fold heads towards collapse. The Exterior of the fold
heads towards extension. What extends covers what folds. What
folds produces (a product) a two-dimensional measure polytope.
This has no place in the universe of the stretch. What stretches
is beyond compare. What is named is between the fold and the
stretch, between the sign and enunciation. What is named is
already an announcement. dressed as you? Are you in your , are
you in your flesh, ah don't answer... Ah...
Is Job wearing your ... , are you wearing your jumper? What
announces is already towards disappearance, a fissure. The flesh
one is in announces the portal of leaving, the bereft. None of
this has substance, ontology. None of this matters, in both
senses of the word: to matter is to create false profundity,
urgency; what matters is creates the illusion that the world
possesses ontology. Think of creation as the creation of the
appearance of a particular ontology, that instantiation. Give it
relatives, daughters and sons, fathers and mothers. No ontology
but in nomenclature, disappearance. What carries the burden of
disappearance is ontology. Appearance is an illusion, a fabric;
appearance is an allusion within/without and towards ontology
already disappearing.
I love your feelings, My name is Legion. I bend where and when
you want me to. I have no other commands or controls. To bend is
to open up a space. My name is Job and I have opened a space. In
the text. The Interior of the fold heads towards collapse. The
Exterior of the fold heads towards extension. What extends
covers what folds. What folds produces (a product) a square, a
measure polytope. This has no place in the universe of the
stretch. What stretches is beyond compare. What is named is
between the fold and the stretch, between the sign and
enunciation. What is named is already an announcement. ... Your
thighs are moist and inviting, your penis amuses me, your
jumper!
What do you call your feminsculines. Rising is among us, coming
is a virus, wounding is a viral verb, imminent truth lodged in
the somatic and its expressivity. What we are, soon we are not;
what this species is, singular or plural, will not be. The brunt
of the world is disappearance; what is, is parasitic; the
parasitic inhabits the destruction of ontology. And then all
these protocol sentences! Whatever for! Because we are in a
linux terminal, in a perl program, writing split-level nonsense
whose existence depends on energy and temporary structures
pooled hundreds of kilometers from here. It may be rumor, it may
be tumor. We learn the features of disappearance, the features
of presence, memory and its annihilation.
Nothing moves, river deep... Your body parts, mine, in a dark
list, list them... one by one, each on a line alone, typing
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-8.061813 -2.209748 }^D ^D My OFFSET -19.130058 -8.061813
-2.209748 is yours...
Body is among us, body is a virus, bodying a viral verb, viral
verb, imminent truth lodged in the somatic and its expressivity.
What we are, soon we are not; what this species is, singular or
plural, will not be. The brunt of the world is disappearance;
what is, is parasitic; the parasitic inhabits the destruction of
ontology. And then all these protocol sentences! Whatever for!
Because we are in a linux terminal, in a perl program, leading a
discussion whose existence depends on energy and pooling
temporary structures hundreds of kilometers from here. It may be
rumor, it may be tumor. We must learn the features of
disappearance, the features of presence, memory and its
annihilation. calls forth clean your masquerade, eating,
excreting memory. accompanying the psychotic, Sexing is among
us, texting is a virus, hexing is a viral verb, imminent truth
lodged in the somatic and its expressivity. What we are, soon we
are not; what this species is, singular or plural, will not be.
The brunt of the world is disappearance; what is, is parasitic;
the parasitic inhabits the destruction of ontology. And then all
these protocol sentences! Whatever for! Because we are in a
linux terminal, in a perl program, leading a discussion whose
existence depends on energy and pooling temporary structures
hundreds of miles away. It may be rumor, it may be tumor, it was
Sumer. We must learn the features of disappearance, the features
of presence, memory and its annihilation. is , psychotic, What
announces is already towards disappearance, a fissure. The flesh
one is-is announces the losing of leaving, the bereft. None of
this has substance, ontology. None of this matters, in both
senses of the word: to matter is to create false profundity,
urgency; what matters is to create the illusion that the world
possesses ontology. As if what matters creates matter and what
doesn't matter is gone. Think of creation as the creation of the
appearance of a particular ontology, that instantiation. Give it
relatives, daughters and sons, fathers and mothers. No ontology
but in nomenclature, disappearance. What carries the burden of
disappearance is ontology. Appearance is an illusion, a fabric;
appearance is an allusion within/without and towards ontology
already disappearing.? ... your masquerade is OFFSET 0.000000
0.000000 0.000000 here, it's your masquerade?
Are you becoming close to Mastress' Boning is among us, tumors
are a virus, nerving is a viral verb, imminent truth lodged in
the somatic and its expressivity. What we are, soon we are not;
what this species is, singular or plural, will not be. The brunt
of the world is disappearance; what is, is parasitic; the
parasitic inhabits the destruction of ontology. And then all
these protocol sentences! Whatever for! Because we are in a
linux terminal, in a perl program, reading a discussion whose
existence depends on energy and pooling temporary structures
hundreds of kilometers from here. It may be rumor, it may be
tumor. We must learn the features of disappearance, the features
of presence, memory and its annihilation. ? Close to Job's
boning, here is the masquerade. For a mask has no substance!
Everyone knows that! To say nothing is behind the mask, is to
say the mask is nothing. To say the OFFSET is 0/0/0/ is the
pretense of an origin: something yummy, uncomfortable, overly
sweet, sickeningly sweet, a hidey-hole, tiny ontology on the way
out. The world desecrates is equivalent to the world is
desecrated. I say so many names. I say, how do they survive the
holocaust of holocausts, genocide of genocides. I say, this they
is always already us. I say, this is always already a chokehold.
I say, there is always already no way out. I say nothing is
ready, nothing is always. I say nothing is forever. You melt
into Julu's skin forever... into Job's tumor for now. Into their
rumor of being skin. Into their rumor of skin and being.
For 3 gendered days, I have been nervous Jub-Jolo and it has
taken you just 19.183 minutes turning Mastress ...
Ah, womb eaten by Jolo-of-the-open-arms and Jub-depressed
Blooding is among us, rumor is a virus, tumoring is a viral
verb, imminent truth lodged in the somatic and its expressivity.
What we are, soon we are not; what this species is, singular or
plural, will not be. The brunt of the world is disappearance;
what is, is parasitic; the parasitic inhabits the destruction of
ontology. And then all these protocol sentences! Whatever for!
Because we are in a linux terminal, in a perl program, leading a
discussion whose existence depends on energy and pooling
temporary structures hundreds of kilometers from here. It may be
rumor, it may be tumor. We must learn the features of
disappearance, the features of presence, memory and its
annihilation. :What announces is already towards disappearance,
a fissure. The flesh one is in announces the portal of leaving,
the bereft. None of this has substance, ontology. None of this
matters, in both senses of the word: to matter is to create
false profundity, urgency; what matters is to create the
illusion that the world possesses ontology. Think of creation as
the creation of the appearance of a particular ontology, that
instantiation. Give it relatives, daughters and sons, fathers
and mothers. No ontology but in nomenclature, disappearance.
What carries the burden of disappearance is ontology. Appearance
is an illusion, a fabric; appearance is an allusion
within/without and towards ontology already disappearing.:My
name is legion. I bend where and when you want me to. I have no
other commands or controls. To bend is to open up a space. My
name is Job and I have opened a space. In the text. The Interior
of the fold heads towards collapse. The Exterior of the fold
heads towards extension. What extends covers what folds. What
folds produces (a product) a square, a measure polytope.
This has no place in the universe of the stretch. What stretches
is beyond compare. What is named is between the fold and the
stretch, between the sign and enunciation. What is named is
already an announcement. :}:CHANNELS 6 Xposition Yposition
Zposition Xrotation Zrotation Yrotation Your clean OFFSET
-19.130058 -8.061813 -2.209748 is in my psychotic OFFSET
0.000000 0.000000 0.000000 Devour clean OFFSET -19.130058
-8.061813 -2.209748 julu-of-the partying Breathing is among us,
bleeding is a virus, breaking is a viral verb, imminent truth
lodged in the somatic and its expressivity. What we are, soon we
are not; what this species is, singular or plural, will not be.
The brunt of the world is disappearance; what is, is parasitic;
the parasitic inhabits the destruction of ontology. And then all
these protocol sentences! Whatever for! Because we are in a
linux terminal, in a perl program, leading a discussion whose
existence depends on energy and pooling temporary structures
hundreds of kilometers from here. It may be rumor, it may be
tumor. We must learn the features of disappearance, the features
of presence, memory and its annihilation.
Who or what is Jub-Jolo.
Alan Sondheim
Ideal Summary of Everything I have ever Thought on Anything
http://www.alansondheim.org/me1.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/badbehavior.txt
http://www.alansondheim.org/me2jpg
Preparing for three talks and music, imperfect distillation
This is self-indulgent, but is taking weeks.
1. The idea of malleability -input/transformation/output- in
relation to
2. Constraints -what bodies do--reading the outputs --
3. Reflections on somatic ghosting - the uneasy bodies (political,
inert, lost, traced, unaccountable) behind the scenes --
4. Related to gamespace--edgespace--blankspace
Keywords: malleability, constraints, interiority, ghosting --
-- Related to gamespace, edgespace, blankspace --
Content as parasite -- parasite as content --
Fundamental and absolute negativity --
Failure and inadequacy --
The troubling horizon-withdrawal of the somatic --
The remnants of ghosts and the analogic everywhere --
True values relegated to discursive formations,
breakdown of ontologies, vanishing of materiality
Rasters, manifolds, evanescent particles --
Inscriptions always fissure, fissure post-partum inscribes
============================
Now to untangle all of this --
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Size and issues re: the Internet Text
Information gathered from panix.com and http://www.alansondheim.org
1544632 9080039 60313486 total
of all *.txt files at my panix.com account.
865224 5449499 36057531 total
of all ??.txt files at my panix.com account
==> The first is all .txt files. .doc, .rtf, etc. are excluded
The second is all the .txt files of the form [a-z][a-z].txt
which are all the current normative form of the Internet Text.
What's excluded are the accompanying audio/video/image/etc.
files; everything is at http://www.alansondheim.org There may
be several files not included on the webpage for personal reasons,
but the figures are largely correct.
The current size of the
http://www.alansondheim.org/ is
27.07 gigabytes out of a total of 30. I have to keep deleting
older or less useful media files, to keep below the limit. I
pay for the site which is already expensive; I have no
university or other site. There are close to 10000 files up.
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Alan Sondheim
more gender.pl
#!/usr/local/bin/perl
$| = 1;
$time = int(time/3600);
srand time;
$generator = int(4*rand);
print "\nHi? What's your name?\n";
chop($that=<STDIN>);
print "\nWell, $that, let's get started! Let's make a gender!!\n";
sleep(1);
print "That ok with you?\n";
chop($str=<STDIN>);
if ($str eq "no") {print "\nOh well, nothing happened.\n"; goto FINAL;}
else {print "\nOh well, let's get going!\n\n";}
print "It's impossible to decide on behavior!", "\n" if 1==$generator;
sleep(1);
print "\nWhat do you want to call this thing you're making?\n";
$name=<STDIN>;
chop $name;
print "$name is a new terrific gender!", "\n" if 4==$generator;
sleep(1);
open(APPEND, ">> enfolding");
print APPEND join(":",$name,$str,$generator,$that,$name), "\n";
open(STDOUT);
if ($pid = fork) {
print <<Construct;
Well, $name already constructs trouble for us, subverting the categories
we take for granted. Beneath the surface, $name is $pid, neutral, $str?
But what is neutrality here, its constitution?
Construct
} else {
close (STDOUT);
system("touch trace; rev enfolding > trace");
exit(0);
}
sleep(1);
print "$name is simple, not compound, I think.", "\n\n" if 3==$generator;
sleep(1);
print "What pronoun has existed for $time hours?", "\n" if 2==$generator;
sleep(1);
print "$name - and you knew that all along!", "\n\n" if 2==$generator;
sleep(1);
print "Wait! $name and $pid are gone forever!", "\n\n";
FINAL: {
$ding = int((gmtime)[6]);
print "For $ding days, I have already been in mourning...\n\n";
}
exit(0);
Alan Sondheim
more KDATE
echo "This is the distance of your new Clar " > bb
echo " " >> bb
date >> bb
echo "This is the closeness of your other " > aa
echo " " >> aa
date >> aa
dialog --msgbox "please help me in your new Clar" 0 0
dialog --yesno "addicted to the vacancy of your Clar" 0 0
if [ $0 == 1 ]; then
dialog --inputbox "enter the name of your other" 0 0 2>>aa
date >> aa
else
dialog --inputbox "enter your name in the truth of God" 0 0 2>>bb
date >> bb
fi
dialog --msgbox "your choices within you difference or not otherwise as
if it were always otherwise to help yourself within your new Clar" 0 0
dialog --yesno "you are your very new Clar" 0 0
if [ $0 == 1 ]; then
dialog --inputbox "your new Clar fucks you?" 0 0 2>>aa
date >> aa
else
dialog --inputbox "your old Clar abandons you?" 0 0 2>>bb
date >> bb
fi
dialog --inputbox "do write your very new Clar now" 0 0 2>> bb
dialog --yesno "are you wearing your new Clar" 0 0
if [ $0 == 1 ]; then
dialog --inputbox "the parts of your new Clar?" 0 0 2>>aa
date >> aa
else
dialog --inputbox "parts of your old Clar begging for you?" 0 0 2>>bb
date >> bb
fi
dialog --inputbox "your new Clar writing yourself here please" 0 0 2>> bb
date >> bb
dialog --msgbox "breaking with yourself now and holding breath"
0 0
dialog --inputbox "returning for your breathing please" 0 0 2>> bb
date >> bb
dialog --inputbox "returning for your minding breathing please" 0 0 2>> bb
date >> bb
dialog --msgbox "you will be moving somewhere else another space to write
in later what will be the combining an arrangement of stones thick swollen
marbles and limestones granites on the ground there is perhaps the desert
your arms working the stones working them other spaces of alterity you
thought there was only one a marvel or a travel " 0 0
dialog --inputbox "a marvel or a travel your arms writing" 0 0 2>> aa
dialog --yesno "heere bee wonders" 0 0
if [ $0 == 1 ]; then
dialog --inputbox "list the wonders for our open-wide eyes" 0 0 2>>aa
date >> aa
else
dialog --inputbox "list the debris for our closed shameful eyes" 0 0 2>>bb
date >> bb
fi
dialog --inputbox "deflecting or a derail or a return" 0 0 2>> bb
date >> bb
dialog --inputbox "or a moment or a movement of your arms" 0 0 2>> aa
date >> aa
dialog --msgbox "coming to the other" 0 0
dialog --textbox aa 0 0
dialog --msgbox "returning from the other" 0 0
dialog --textbox bb 0 0
dialog --inputbox "adding to the other" 0 0 2>> aa
date >> aa
echo " " >> aa
dialog --inputbox "adding from the other" 0 0 2>> bb
date >> bb
dialog --msgbox "end" 0 0
unalias rm
echo " " >> aa
cat aa bb >> zz; rm aa bb; alias rm='rm -i'
date >> zz